Searching for the Sadist of my dreams

Choking - a hand is where it started, then two hands, then a belt, then a plastic bag or being held under water. You not letting me breath excites me. Me passing out from it excites me. I obviously know this is dangerous in real life, but in my fantasy anything I want can happen.

Rape - consensual rape, the kind where I have given you premission to rape me. If I'm crying and saying no, you get more excited and more rough.

Slapping - my face till its red and my makeup is smeared from crying. Maybe even a fist - maybe all over my body

Passing out? What would be even better is waking up to find a video cued up of all the filthy, delicious things done to you while you were unconscious and helpless.

As for rape, why not take it a step further... Just say yes, and let the rest be a surprise. Maybe you'll get directions somewhere secluded. You're expecting to get dragged into the shadows, but instead a car pulls up, lights out, and you're roughly thrown into the trunk to take a bumpy ride to who knows where.

As for slapping, a good, consistent slapping is beautiful. Hit the same spot enough times, raise a palmprint shaped welt that declares your status as the claimed plaything of the palmprint's owner.
 
First of all you are not crazy or weird in desiring to be used, abused and tortured. There are people in this world who are "wired" differently. If you don't explore your desires now you will live to regret it. All I can say is that I am a mature experienced Master with both real time and online subs/slaves that I train. I hope you find what you are looking for! I really mean that, just be happy and safe!
 
Drifted off for awhile.... But it's late and it would be nice to have someone to chat with.... Kik : Sweetmasochist89
 
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