ChibiFangirl
Shy Exhibistonist
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When did you send your first SO or playmate a nude pic. Were you hesitant or reluctant or were you completely satisfied? Ever worried that your photos may be leaked? If they have been leaked, what have you done to the person and/or pic.
I'm just curious because I would normally shun girls who send guys nudes and then in the end they found themselves on porn sites, getting harrassing email, loved ones hating them, etc. Until I met the one. I don't know what in him that made me think "sure, he can see me" since he was only playmate. I knew nothing about him except his name, age, and location. Before the pic, he wanted to send me dick pics however he was a bit hesitant. I never asked him to do it, but he wanted to. I guess thats what made me think "well if we are both equally reluctant, why the hell not?"
When I took the pic, I felt dirty and ashamed and yet some reason proud at the same time. I mean yes, part of me still wonders if I will be leaked eventually and if that happens what the hell do I do? I'm not sub conscious on what my body looks like, i just never liked the idea of sending nudes. I guess what got to me, why I feel proud, is becuase I felt like I was always a victim of guilt. Or mabey there is something more to that. I don't know, your thoughts, stories, advice?
I'm just curious because I would normally shun girls who send guys nudes and then in the end they found themselves on porn sites, getting harrassing email, loved ones hating them, etc. Until I met the one. I don't know what in him that made me think "sure, he can see me" since he was only playmate. I knew nothing about him except his name, age, and location. Before the pic, he wanted to send me dick pics however he was a bit hesitant. I never asked him to do it, but he wanted to. I guess thats what made me think "well if we are both equally reluctant, why the hell not?"
When I took the pic, I felt dirty and ashamed and yet some reason proud at the same time. I mean yes, part of me still wonders if I will be leaked eventually and if that happens what the hell do I do? I'm not sub conscious on what my body looks like, i just never liked the idea of sending nudes. I guess what got to me, why I feel proud, is becuase I felt like I was always a victim of guilt. Or mabey there is something more to that. I don't know, your thoughts, stories, advice?
