haven_beach
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- Dec 13, 2014
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Who am I?
As we start 2016, my need to express myself is overwhelming.
Who is Haven ? I am a non-CIS gender fluid, mostly female identifying, poly, switch human trying to live my life as I need to. I have been questioning my physical gender since I was a teenager. Nature helped me see the truth by granting me physical stature and genitalia that barely allows me to be considered “male”.
It has taken me years to accept my true place and identity, years attempting to be male, that I could not be both mentally and physically. In addition to failed female relationship after relationship, I was too much of a woman for most of them, more concerned about shoes, clothes and fashion than were they.
My exploration with my inevitable journey began when I first slipped on my friend’s mom’s pantyhose. From there it become shoes and panties. I adored the feel, the comfort and a deep feeling this was correct even though it was technically wrong. I bought my first pair of high heels when I was 18, white Mia 4” heels and wore them whenever my parents were gone, even making quick dashes to my room when they came home early while I was wearing them with matching stockings.
It has taken me, until very recently, with various periods of purging and reacquiring outfits to accept and embrace Haven. I want to live my life as Haven with someone who is also facing the same challenges and hurdles. Today going forward I will wear what I identify as each day. Today it is black lace boy shorts; tomorrow? What ever I feel like.
Would love to chat meet others like me in SoCal or wherever. What say you?
Creative Kisses
Haven
kik - vikkiheeloc
As we start 2016, my need to express myself is overwhelming.
Who is Haven ? I am a non-CIS gender fluid, mostly female identifying, poly, switch human trying to live my life as I need to. I have been questioning my physical gender since I was a teenager. Nature helped me see the truth by granting me physical stature and genitalia that barely allows me to be considered “male”.
It has taken me years to accept my true place and identity, years attempting to be male, that I could not be both mentally and physically. In addition to failed female relationship after relationship, I was too much of a woman for most of them, more concerned about shoes, clothes and fashion than were they.
My exploration with my inevitable journey began when I first slipped on my friend’s mom’s pantyhose. From there it become shoes and panties. I adored the feel, the comfort and a deep feeling this was correct even though it was technically wrong. I bought my first pair of high heels when I was 18, white Mia 4” heels and wore them whenever my parents were gone, even making quick dashes to my room when they came home early while I was wearing them with matching stockings.
It has taken me, until very recently, with various periods of purging and reacquiring outfits to accept and embrace Haven. I want to live my life as Haven with someone who is also facing the same challenges and hurdles. Today going forward I will wear what I identify as each day. Today it is black lace boy shorts; tomorrow? What ever I feel like.
Would love to chat meet others like me in SoCal or wherever. What say you?
Creative Kisses
Haven
kik - vikkiheeloc
