Doom_Guy
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I used windows movie maker to put together a music video for Heathyr Hoffman.
The song is called "The Phantom Pain" by Ludwig Forssell and I think it reflects the crippling psychological and emotional pain that this woman has caused me and the obsession and infatuation that has literally brought me to tears several times and is slowly eating me up from the inside out.
This is no joke, I'm only in my 20's and I already have half a head of gray hair. I also have a prescription to anxiety and sleep medication.
http://1drv.ms/1VsjRli
Sometimes I think this song was was written and composed specifically about my obsession with Heathyr Hoffman, just read the lyrics.
Turn it up loud!
"I'm searching for a whole new beginning
An endless void
This notion that I sense within me
You're still by my side
Oh, I feel your presence
You'll never leave here
But if I reach out there to hold you
Every part that's real disappears
As I become more present now
I can't see through the pain
A hollow cut through my veins
(the phantom takes his toll)
The days that just keep on coming
The stain that they leave
I wish I could break this casket
But I'm left here to grieve
In a world of my own design
As I become more present now
I can't see through the pain
A hollow cut through my veins
(the shadows takes their toll)
And did you leave me anything?
You're the phantom of my past...
Do you expect me to last, this way?
(a scar and a phantom pain)"
The song is called "The Phantom Pain" by Ludwig Forssell and I think it reflects the crippling psychological and emotional pain that this woman has caused me and the obsession and infatuation that has literally brought me to tears several times and is slowly eating me up from the inside out.
This is no joke, I'm only in my 20's and I already have half a head of gray hair. I also have a prescription to anxiety and sleep medication.
http://1drv.ms/1VsjRli
Sometimes I think this song was was written and composed specifically about my obsession with Heathyr Hoffman, just read the lyrics.
Turn it up loud!
"I'm searching for a whole new beginning
An endless void
This notion that I sense within me
You're still by my side
Oh, I feel your presence
You'll never leave here
But if I reach out there to hold you
Every part that's real disappears
As I become more present now
I can't see through the pain
A hollow cut through my veins
(the phantom takes his toll)
The days that just keep on coming
The stain that they leave
I wish I could break this casket
But I'm left here to grieve
In a world of my own design
As I become more present now
I can't see through the pain
A hollow cut through my veins
(the shadows takes their toll)
And did you leave me anything?
You're the phantom of my past...
Do you expect me to last, this way?
(a scar and a phantom pain)"
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