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[Noor]

I am slowly replying to pms from the dark days. I got a lot and it was kind of overwhelming. I am doing much better now.

 

[Killswitch1]

Great. Now get with a halloweenie av.

Are you going to the ren fez?

 

[IrezumiKiss]

I am slowly replying to pms from the dark days. I got a lot and it was kind of overwhelming. I am doing much better now.

It's good to finally get over the humps. I'm sure those in your corner would understand if you didn't reply or if you take your time getting there.

 

[Fala]

I am slowly replying to pms from the dark days. I got a lot and it was kind of overwhelming. I am doing much better now.

Hugs Noor! Love you lots. Your light shines bright...and leads many of us, whether you know it or not.

 

[Noor]

Great. Now get with a halloweenie av.

Are you going to the ren fez?

It is getting cold already here.
Our ren fest already ended last weekend and I didn't go this year.

However, the winter season has begun! Parties, openings, art crawls, exhibits, music, it's happening!
I don't know where my warm and/or steampunk clothes are, so it may get interesting.
My halloween costume is one of a student since that is what I have. jeans, hoodie, t-shirt. I might add a symbol for the party theme on the back of the hoodie and wear a different hat.

 

[Noor]

Hugs Noor! Love you lots. Your light shines bright...and leads many of us, whether you know it or not.

Thank you!

 

[Noor]

I am sleeping more now between 7-8 hrs instead of 4-6.

 

[butters]

you're doing well, sweetheart

 

[gotsnowgotslush]

Please take it easy, on yourself. It is still early days.

 

[Noor]

Please take it easy, on yourself. It is still early days.

You are right.

I have gone through a lot of bad stuff in my life and nothing ever got to me as much as losing Byron and the others last summer. It was like repeatedly being rammed into a wall with spikes that were picking off pieces of me each time.

Since then I have seen my favorite performers of all time, 5 times and I have barely spoken with them. I mean I have said hi and we did talked a bit after the last show. They are such a lovely men and generally a joy to be around but I was still not my normal self.

It's like I was happy to be there, see and hear them but the pure joy of it was hidden behind a wall of vaseline, some places thinner than others but a barrier still the same. It has been like that with most things, my so called indomitable spirit was muted.

It is getting better since the day/night of the eclipse. After the day's adventures one of my friends said "oh good, you are getting impossible again"

 

[gotsnowgotslush]

*laughs*
That is a good sign.

But, still. Gently, slowly, etc.

Misappropriated quote-

The Wheels of Nature grind exceedingly slow, But grind exceedingly fine.

 

[LadyVer]

 

[Noor]

Thanks guys!