The Isolated Blurt Thread XX: The Ghost of Blurt Threads Past

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This has been a strange week. I'm ready for Friday night neck snuggles. :cattail:
 
This has been a strange week. I'm ready for Friday night neck snuggles. :cattail:

Hey! Strange past 7 days here too. Good I think, things hopefully moving forward. Say hi to the grumpy for me, and tell him we need to cook soon!
 
Fuck. I might need a few Happy Meals.

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I like to think of myself as emotionally straightforward, but I'm not. I'm not "bad thing happens, cry it out, then move on" like a normal human being. It's more like numbness, then a wave of fuckshitawful, then a little more numbness - which makes me think, "Okay, I'm over it, this is good" - then in the middle of a normal day something triggers a memory and WHAM here comes another wave of fuckshitawful. It's like bad news always takes a long time to fully register. When I was younger, the discovery of a horrible family secret affected me not at all for hours. I nodded at the discloser, enjoyed my pasta, had a lovely conversation, said goodbye. Three hours later in my car on the way to a meeting, it hit like a bomb WHAM all hell broke loose. And that seems to be me - slow on the uptake.


I noticed your post too, Laurel, especially given that (from my pov.) you and several other posters managed to diffuse a situation in which a few of us (myself included) were starting to get a bit hot-headded and silly. And you helped us 'make up'. Many thanks for that and for allowing us free access to this awesome site.

I am sorry for your loss. Hope things will get better for you.
 
I ate two bites of pizza.

In the slug's words "I am an idiot, someone just shoot me"
OMFG the pain is intense!
Fever, aches, muscles, connective tissue, evil! Skin looks like I have been enclosed in red lace and my GI track hasn't even reacted yet. Some coughing, so its inhaler time.
This is while being loaded on antihistamines and anti inflammatories.
 
Girl, what the fuck was on your mind, when you decided that Yes, you would put pizza in your mouth ?

I feel for you. I have to leave my favorite pasta in the cupboard.
The pain starts in my intestines and ends with pain in my teeth.

I tried to side step the reaction by cooking it al dente.
That does not work.
I love real pasta from Italy.
It does not love me.
 
I'm horny as fuck.

Nights like tonight I want to put up an av full of bruises, but won't because of the judgers.
 
Virtual enjoyment might be a better choice, as Mercury retrograde is getting set to screw up every communication method known.

(Lovely lady, do what you like, and put the killjoys on ignore, before you begin.)
 
Girl, what the fuck was on your mind, when you decided that Yes, you would put pizza in your mouth ?

I feel for you. I have to leave my favorite pasta in the cupboard.
The pain starts in my intestines and ends with pain in my teeth.

I tried to side step the reaction by cooking it al dente.
That does not work.
I love real pasta from Italy.
It does not love me.


It just smelled so good and I wanted to be a real person for a moment. Unfortunately, my reality doesn't include wheat, dairy or citric acid, which is probably in the sauce.
I just bashed my arm with a door knob, the old early 1900's kind because I am at the doesn't know where her limbs are exactly stage. Need to be very careful until this is over.
 
Fuck it, why not?

I wish I could repeat that week. Intense, emotional, and a lot of fun.
 
I understand the temptation.
I loved the comfort that resulted from being able to taste it.
I have decided to just say no.
(The pasta will go to the food donation basket. *sigh* )

I kept on hoping it was something that would pass, and clear away.
It did not clear, and too many pain episodes told me that it would not pass.
The inflammation and pain increased with each experiment.
 
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