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Really Experienced
- Joined
- Aug 23, 2006
- Posts
- 172
But I'm an optimist and I'm ever hopeful that I can find what I so desperately need - to be dominated.
Here's the Reader's Digest version of me and my life: I was born and raised in an average, middle class suburban family. Dad worked, mom raised us kids. Everything was as normal as could be. And then as a kid I started to have feelings that I've since learned weren't so "normal." (but we can go into that if you are interested, or want to put me on the cybercouch and play dimestore psychiatrist).
I grew into an adult that views sexuality as a big, wide, wonderful continuum, and that most people fall either on the repressed vanilla side, or the anything-goes freaky side. Most people are somewhere in the middle. Me? Well, I fall on the freaky, kinky side.
I like everyday things, like steak, and football, and hiking, and The Walking Dead, and going out. But I also have this pretty deep-seeded need to give up some control of my life and be dominated.
I have had a few what would call "online Dommes" in the past, and I must say, it was TERRIFIC. It allowed me to not be in control and explore a side of me that in real life must stay hidden, and it allowed my Domme to feel the power and joy of controlling another person's sexuality. Gosh I miss that.
That is why I am here. Seeking, yet again, for someone who is intrigued by what they read. Someone who might have once or twice thought about what it would be like to be dominant.
I hope the pic isn't too "needy." But it really sums up what I need.
If you're interested, I hope to hear from you.
Here's the Reader's Digest version of me and my life: I was born and raised in an average, middle class suburban family. Dad worked, mom raised us kids. Everything was as normal as could be. And then as a kid I started to have feelings that I've since learned weren't so "normal." (but we can go into that if you are interested, or want to put me on the cybercouch and play dimestore psychiatrist).
I grew into an adult that views sexuality as a big, wide, wonderful continuum, and that most people fall either on the repressed vanilla side, or the anything-goes freaky side. Most people are somewhere in the middle. Me? Well, I fall on the freaky, kinky side.
I like everyday things, like steak, and football, and hiking, and The Walking Dead, and going out. But I also have this pretty deep-seeded need to give up some control of my life and be dominated.
I have had a few what would call "online Dommes" in the past, and I must say, it was TERRIFIC. It allowed me to not be in control and explore a side of me that in real life must stay hidden, and it allowed my Domme to feel the power and joy of controlling another person's sexuality. Gosh I miss that.
That is why I am here. Seeking, yet again, for someone who is intrigued by what they read. Someone who might have once or twice thought about what it would be like to be dominant.
I hope the pic isn't too "needy." But it really sums up what I need.
If you're interested, I hope to hear from you.
