I'm In Need, In Need For Some Action

[smoothg103rd]

I'm starting to feel like since I'm trying to turn over a new leaf that my life have become dull. Probably because I'm trying to turn but didn't make it to the corner yet, or because since I'm not doing what I use to my life isn't fun. I think I need to beat somebody up or beat up some pussy or both. Fuck I'm bored and I been feeling like a boring ass person these last couple of days.

#NeedSomeAction

 

[patient1]

I always wanted a Ruger falling block.

 

[thør]

I always wanted a Ruger falling block.

Or a BSA......

 

[smoothg103rd]

I always wanted a Ruger falling block.

What's that?

 

[smoothg103rd]

I now see he was talking about a gun. I never heard of a gun with the name falling block.

 

[thør]

What's that?

Google Ruger No 1 or No 3.

 

[smoothg103rd]

Google Ruger No 1 or No 3.

I saw it. The falling block part just fucked me up. When I hear ruger I think of 9mm and guns of those sorts. (Handguns) We don't use rifles here.

 

[Colonel Hogan]

I always felt one of the more fulfilling aspects of my life was not being in fights or physically abusing women. Obviously, your former life was not satisfying in some important respects or you wouldn't be turning over a new leaf.

Sounds like you need some new hobbies. You're just going to have to try new things and cultivate new relationships.

 

[neci]

take up boxing.

running.

get physical.

work the hate out.

i don't know. i never feel the need to go fight. i just don't .

one day you will wake up and decide to say, "i turned that corner," as opposed to,
"i haven't made it there yet." then you get to move on with life.

 

[pete]

I'm starting to feel like since I'm trying to turn over a new leaf that my life have become dull. Probably because I'm trying to turn but didn't make it to the corner yet, or because since I'm not doing what I use to my life isn't fun. I think I need to beat somebody up or beat up some pussy or both. Fuck I'm bored and I been feeling like a boring ass person these last couple of days.

#NeedSomeAction

maybe you just need your ass beat?
that would add some action to your life

 

[smoothg103rd]

I always felt one of the more fulfilling aspects of my life was not being in fights or physically abusing women. Obviously, your former life was not satisfying in some important respects or you wouldn't be turning over a new leaf.

Sounds like you need some new hobbies. You're just going to have to try new things and cultivate new relationships.

I used to fight a lot (ALOT) every since my elementary days. I got kicked out of school a lot, and going to a new school I had to show people that I'm far from a bitch. As the fighting continue I realized that I actually like to fight, and that I also have a slight attitude problem. Don't get me wrong I don't start fights. But I can admit to going to certain places with the intention to fight. I'm more of a finishers than a starter. But you are right I do need some new hobbies and definitely some new friends, if I'm ever going to turn that corner. That's why I come here a lot, to converse with the type of people I'm not used to dealing with and vice versa.

 

[smoothg103rd]

take up boxing.

running.

get physical.

work the hate out.

i don't know. i never feel the need to go fight. i just don't .

one day you will wake up and decide to say, "i turned that corner," as opposed to,
"i haven't made it there yet." then you get to move on with life.

I used to box, never really had any bouts, just trained and sparred. When I get riled up I realized that I don't have a chill button. Meaning I don't know when to stop. And with boxing I'm not discipline enough, hit me the wrong way and I'm ready to take the gloves off and turn it into a street fight. I also like street fighting more than boxing, you get to slam and stand over and constantly beat the shit out of the one you are fighting. Things that you cannot do in boxing. And the only time I run is when I'm playing basketball and half the time I don't even do that. I'm wind isn't where it used to be.

 

[smoothg103rd]

maybe you just need your ass beat?
that would add some action to your life

I go into every fight with the understanding that I might lose. I'm starting to think that's a lie.


#Haven'tLostYet

 

[snugglestruggle]

Smoothie You should join the Army.

 

[pete]

I go into every fight with the understanding that I might lose. I'm starting to think that's a lie.

#Haven'tLostYet

so basically you're the chuck norris of new jersey, huh?

 

[smoothg103rd]

so basically you're the chuck norris of new jersey, huh?

I heard the name b4, but really don't know who that is.

 

[smoothg103rd]

Smoothie You should join the Army.

Saying smoothie makes me feel soft. I wouldn't mind going to military, but I got to do something with my tattoos first.

 

[Debbie]

I'm starting to feel like since I'm trying to turn over a new leaf that my life have become dull. Probably because I'm trying to turn but didn't make it to the corner yet, or because since I'm not doing what I use to my life isn't fun. I think I need to beat somebody up or beat up some pussy or both. Fuck I'm bored and I been feeling like a boring ass person these last couple of days.

#NeedSomeAction

neci has given you some great ideas.

Another idea? Put some of that energy, pent up frustration into your kids. Take them swimming, mini hikes, skipping etc.

Kids are heaps of fun and a great way to chill out and realize what is important in life.

 

[smoothg103rd]

neci has given you some great ideas.

Another idea? Put some of that energy, pent up frustration into your kids. Take them swimming, mini hikes, skipping etc.

Kids are heaps of fun and a great way to chill out and realize what is important in life.

I spend a lot of time with my kids. Not enough but thats only due to my situation. I took them to see Disney On Ice yesterday. They enjoyed themselves, and that's the only thing that matters.

 

[smoothg103rd]

I don't know if it's stress, but I find myself sleeping for only hours at a time. Maybe because I have a lot on my mind? Or the fact that I want to change so bad that I'm missing my old self? Idk I guess the bs I been going through with myself and the bullshit I been going through with my cousins and them just isn't working for me right now. Many possibilities but no answers.