bi_sub_lady_doc
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my ‘ female maid‘ episode, the 1st & only incident: reason behind my masochist fetish
tell me in case i chose the wrong forum.
i use to get several pms asking me to elaborate my incident with my maid ( mention of which you can come across in my posts ) , which i think seeded the masochist fantasy ( read my bio for specifications) in me. however , later i discovered that i am a masochist ( though i prefer humiliation over pain ) to women but not a submissive to both the genders.though my armpit fetish was present much before her triumph over me & she took use of this to exploit me initially.
so here it is in brief;
i was 18 then, a typical nerd whose body was aware of sex but her her brain wasn't ( keep in mind i live in a sexually repressive country where polygamy & pre marital sex are strict no no). she was a year younger, sly & cunning..she used to talk about sex with me, touch me seductively ( u know of my sensitive underarms) thus igniting the fire . one day i couldn't resist & threw my top off & asked her to have her way with me.she did nothing. from the very next day, she started blackmailing me saying she would reveal my behavior on previous day to everyone.initially her demands were monetary.then she started to call me names..after my parents were out on job, i was the one to do all household chores..i was not allowed to wear anything above waist..she used to order me to go to adjacent grocery shop without undergarments so that her friends can see how big a slut a rich educated girl can
be..but she never undressed herself .she never made me serve her.she rarely touched me,may be tickling or a little spanking or twist to my
nips.she was not a lesbian.her pleasure was psychological, that of revenge ( once i caught her stealing from kitchen ). obviously she knew nothing of bdsm.at a matter of fact, even i was unaware of the same at that age.her ultimate aim was to expose & humiliate me ( i was asked to do strip or boob dance )..it went for few months.initially i used to get ashamed & fought with her.after few weeks, i started to enjoy the sessions..but then one day she asked me to fuck her bf ..it made me so angry that i beat the hell out of her & kicked her out of the job.
today i realise that self humiliation & exposure to junior women ( as she was a maid & a younger girl ) do turn me on.but i hate being dictated, my tasks are to please myself only.plus, i find thrill in executing these challenging tasks.i guess many successfull women find the same in living out a slut‘s life in their fantasy.
then i was compelled to submit.today, no one can exploit me like that. off course in mature world there is nothing called “ actual or total submission “ but people enact those to get thrills, i guess.
tell me in case i chose the wrong forum.
i use to get several pms asking me to elaborate my incident with my maid ( mention of which you can come across in my posts ) , which i think seeded the masochist fantasy ( read my bio for specifications) in me. however , later i discovered that i am a masochist ( though i prefer humiliation over pain ) to women but not a submissive to both the genders.though my armpit fetish was present much before her triumph over me & she took use of this to exploit me initially.
so here it is in brief;
i was 18 then, a typical nerd whose body was aware of sex but her her brain wasn't ( keep in mind i live in a sexually repressive country where polygamy & pre marital sex are strict no no). she was a year younger, sly & cunning..she used to talk about sex with me, touch me seductively ( u know of my sensitive underarms) thus igniting the fire . one day i couldn't resist & threw my top off & asked her to have her way with me.she did nothing. from the very next day, she started blackmailing me saying she would reveal my behavior on previous day to everyone.initially her demands were monetary.then she started to call me names..after my parents were out on job, i was the one to do all household chores..i was not allowed to wear anything above waist..she used to order me to go to adjacent grocery shop without undergarments so that her friends can see how big a slut a rich educated girl can
be..but she never undressed herself .she never made me serve her.she rarely touched me,may be tickling or a little spanking or twist to my
nips.she was not a lesbian.her pleasure was psychological, that of revenge ( once i caught her stealing from kitchen ). obviously she knew nothing of bdsm.at a matter of fact, even i was unaware of the same at that age.her ultimate aim was to expose & humiliate me ( i was asked to do strip or boob dance )..it went for few months.initially i used to get ashamed & fought with her.after few weeks, i started to enjoy the sessions..but then one day she asked me to fuck her bf ..it made me so angry that i beat the hell out of her & kicked her out of the job.
today i realise that self humiliation & exposure to junior women ( as she was a maid & a younger girl ) do turn me on.but i hate being dictated, my tasks are to please myself only.plus, i find thrill in executing these challenging tasks.i guess many successfull women find the same in living out a slut‘s life in their fantasy.
then i was compelled to submit.today, no one can exploit me like that. off course in mature world there is nothing called “ actual or total submission “ but people enact those to get thrills, i guess.
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