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The actions I have taken on this site have ruined my life. I’ve become a person I don’t even recognize. I’ve been dishonest. I’ve said and done things that I’m ashamed of. I’ve done great harm to people I love – people who certainly didn’t deserve it. I’ve trampled a 20 year relationship… all as a direct result of my own selfishness and my membership here.

I wish I’d never clicked on whatever link led me here. I wish I’d never read the first post, or looked at the first photo. I wish I’d never posted, never sent a PM. I wish I’d never had any sort of personal contact with anyone here… And saying that I wish I’d never formed any “personal relationships” with anyone here doesn’t begin to cover how much I regret that. I wish I’d never heard of this site.

Why are you here? For many of you, it likely is a harmless diversion. For many others… maybe you should look inside yourself and figure out why you devote so much of your time to this site. When you spend too much time here, it begins to bleed over into real life. That’s what happened to me and I regret all of it. I wish I could go back and erase it all, erase all of the hurt I’ve caused over my years as a member here.

Does your significant other know you’re here? Do they know exactly what you do here? If not, ask yourself why. Log off this site right now. Go and pay some attention to the flesh and blood person there with you. You’ll be surprised at what you get back when you lavish them with love and affection.

Get out of here. Turn off your computer. Go outside, join the world. Your destiny is out there just waiting for you to show up.

Me? I’m off to try and save my marriage. I don’t know if I can, but I’m damn sure going to try.

Peace.

P.S. Everyone should watch this video.

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The actions I have taken on this site have ruined my life. I’ve become a person I don’t even recognize. I’ve been dishonest. I’ve said and done things that I’m ashamed of. I’ve done great harm to people I love – people who certainly didn’t deserve it. I’ve trampled a 20 year relationship… all as a direct result of my own selfishness and my membership here.

I wish I’d never clicked on whatever link led me here. I wish I’d never read the first post, or looked at the first photo. I wish I’d never posted, never sent a PM. I wish I’d never had any sort of personal contact with anyone here… And saying that I wish I’d never formed any “personal relationships” with anyone here doesn’t begin to cover how much I regret that. I wish I’d never heard of this site.

Why are you here? For many of you, it likely is a harmless diversion. For many others… maybe you should look inside yourself and figure out why you devote so much of your time to this site. When you spend too much time here, it begins to bleed over into real life. That’s what happened to me and I regret all of it. I wish I could go back and erase it all, erase all of the hurt I’ve caused over my years as a member here.

Does your significant other know you’re here? Do they know exactly what you do here? If not, ask yourself why. Log off this site right now. Go and pay some attention to the flesh and blood person there with you. You’ll be surprised at what you get back when you lavish them with love and affection.

Get out of here. Turn off your computer. Go outside, join the world. Your destiny is out there just waiting for you to show up.

Me? I’m off to try and save my marriage. I don’t know if I can, but I’m damn sure going to try.

Peace.

P.S. Everyone should watch this video.

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I know you probably wont even read this, but why the fuck would you even post this here? Why even come back to this site in the first place? This is totally unnecessary. You've been gone for three months, and I've been trying to move past this and then you get on here and post one of the most hurtful things I've ever seen. I know you feel bad for what you've done and you're ashamed and disappointed in yourself, but for you to sit there and say you regret ever having anything at all to do with me is beyond painful. How do you tell someone you love them every day for almost a year and then turn around and say garbage like this? How?! What's wrong with you? Either you're a really good liar who needs serious treatment, or you're fooling yourself. I hope you realize what you've done by posting this here. I hope that you at least got something out of posting this, because you sure as hell re-opened wounds that weren't even close to being healed yet. I was moving on, and you just stabbed me right in the heart once again. Shame on you. Just delete your account here and stay away. Don't keep hurting me.