Degraded

[mijayoo]

I've posted my thoughts on being degraded before. I am finding that this is quickly becoming a fetish in the truest sense of the definition. I don't understand why, how or when being degraded, talked down too or demeaned became such a turn on to me. I was visiting with a gentleman yesterday that is very adept at this practice, I became and acted like everything he said I was in a very short period of time. I felt like I lost any control period. Admittedly I enjoyed it, I don't understand it but I feel like I need this. Its like a drug that makes me weak minded and certainly aroused. I am concerned for many reasons about this crazy thing of mine. Mentally I should be appalled by his language but physically I became so aroused by this. I am feeling conflicted by yesterdays events, I would appreciate any insight that others may have that share this odd fetish of mine. PM would probably be a safer venue to post your thoughts as I have probably said too much on a public forum already.

 

[hrnyhrny]

Hello there:

If you like what you are doing. If you are not hurting anyone. If you can function in the world without others being aware of your desires, then have fun and live your life. You can go to munches and parties and find people who will help you with your needs and desires. You are not sick.

Enjoy yourself. Take pleasure and give pleasure.

Joe

 

[rust1c]

I've posted my thoughts on being degraded before. I am finding that this is quickly becoming a fetish in the truest sense of the definition. I don't understand why, how or when being degraded, talked down too or demeaned became such a turn on to me. I was visiting with a gentleman yesterday that is very adept at this practice, I became and acted like everything he said I was in a very short period of time. I felt like I lost any control period. Admittedly I enjoyed it, I don't understand it but I feel like I need this. Its like a drug that makes me weak minded and certainly aroused. I am concerned for many reasons about this crazy thing of mine. Mentally I should be appalled by his language but physically I became so aroused by this. I am feeling conflicted by yesterdays events, I would appreciate any insight that others may have that share this odd fetish of mine. PM would probably be a safer venue to post your thoughts as I have probably said too much on a public forum already.

My kind of girl. Get on your fours now and come to daddy for milking.