There is a God. I have a Son. I have been emotionally compromised.

[lovecraft68]

I grew up believing in God. The world tried to change that belief. It almost worked. And the atheist can go fuck themselves for not believing whatever I say on this matter.

I now know I have a son (22 yrs old) the result of 3 wonderful days I had many years ago with a woman from England. I spent countless hours of searching on the internet this past month searching for and finding out all that I can about my son. I never met him, but I have heard his voice. And that voice is mine. After countless phone calls overseas, I KNEW that voice was MINE! Odd hearing your own voice talk back to you from a son you never knew existed.

I met his mother when I was 25 (47 now) in a bar. This was almost immediately after I came home from the USN. She was from England, married, and absolutely gorgeous. We had sex. Me thinking it was safe to do so after she assured me she was on birth control. I wanted her to stay in the US.

Turns out she had an impotent husband who wanted a son from her. She made a trip to the US to find a 'cowboy' in TX (me). She and impotent husband are still married and he thinks the boy is his.

I contacted her via phonecon, and she knew my voice. Told me to never call again and that it was a mistake. Big mistake on her part.

I WILL find my son in person. I WILL talk to him. He WILL know who his biological father is.

I understand your feelings.

The mother certainly played a dirty trick on hubs, (although if I were impotent I would think I would wonder how I suddenly wasn't)

But.... you're going to seriously fuck with this kids head dropping a bomb on him that his old man ain't his old man and his mom is a cheat and....

Well its your call.

 

[RoryN]

Seriously, think before you do anything

Remember who you're talking to.

 

[CHNOPS]

I'm calling this one.
BS.

Who knew there was a moron pecking order?

 

[neci]

how many more unsuspecting children have you infected the lupus?

 

[killallhippies]

six or seven, but they deserved it.

 

[neci]

bastards.

 

[JohnnySavage]

Who knew there was a moron pecking order?

I'm surprised she didn't tell us about the eggs she donated in 1978, and that the children resulting from those eggs are all now billionaires and world leaders.

 

[RoryN]

how many more unsuspecting children have you infected the lupus?

No, remember - it's "lupas."

Like other people who exhaustively study up on cancer when they get diagnosed - just as JRW claimed he did - they spell it "cancar."

 

[Squibbs]

Sounds to me like you are 20 years too late finding your 'son'.

If the mother says to fuck off, then fuck off.

You knew the cunt was married.

 

[LillyO]

He has your voice? But he lives in England? And you're a Texan cowboy?

Claiming parentage over a voice seems a little odd too me.


"Get the groceries out of the boot Y'all"

 

[hogjack]

A self-proclaimed impotent man claims to have bred an off-spring with some desperate lady he shacks up with for "three days", two of which he spent trying to fumble his way into her, uh, under-thingies.

Never happened. Time to look for a similar Lit story that inspired his tale.

 

[Image]

Do you have other kids (that know you're their father)? Do you have a wife? Everyone will be affected, you know that, right?

Usually siblings are overjoyed at having another brother/sister, but not always...

 

[hogjack]

Usually siblings are overjoyed at having another brother/sister, but not always...

Daddy bangs some married chick on a three-day weekend bender.

Yes, the siblings will be so proud.

 

[warrior queen]

I'm surprised she didn't tell us about the eggs she donated in 1978, and that the children resulting from those eggs are all now billionaires and world leaders.

I didn't donate eggs.... I'm far too selfish for that!

 

[Johnny_Ray_Wilson]

I am emotionally compromised. What part of 'emotionally compromised' do SOME of you not understand?

You unleashed the beast on her! You ole dawg, you!

In my youth? Indeed I did.

**SODASPEW**

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You are an entirely different matter, my poor misguided soul.

So, I trust, you are going to volunteer the 18 or 21 years of child support that you did not have a chance to pay?

Really now? You think every 'instant' father is prepared to do so?

Not voluntarily prepared, \but I can do so, financially. I would much rather get to know my son personally before all that BS.

The man who, for all intents and purposes, appears to have been his father throughout his natural life, has provided him with with everything, materialistically, much better than I could have. And his 'father' seems to genuinely care and love him......as I would like to think I would. I do not think he is a bad man. In fact, I think he and I could get along well and eventually become good friends. That is, once we get over fighting about 'our' son.

What does god have to do with it?

You fucking a woman you knew was married?

Her lying to you?

Or you now wanting to ruin their family , including your son's life?

I'm sure the 22 yr old will love to hear his mom is a slut and his whole life has been a lie.

That is, of course , if this isn't all bullshit.

What would you think if you lived in England all your life and some strange American comes forth out of the blue to say he is really your biological father?

Times change over the course of 22 yrs. Nor do I think of his mother as a slut. She never once thought I would discover the truth. I see now she had good intentions back then. She wanted a son for the husband she loved that could not provide one. Ruining someone's life is the farthest thing from my mind.

I was at a low point then. My mother had died from cancer, my father was close to death as a result, and my younger brother (dead now) had run off with some drug addicted bitch who eventually had a car accident while on drugs that resulted in his death shortly after our dad died. There was no insurance in either case.

Our parents wanted us (my brother and I) to think they were doing just fine because they did not want us to worry about them. We (again, my brother and I) sold the house to pay off funeral debts and I paid for my brother's grave out of pocket. His (my brother) 'alleged' insurance simply did not exist. His bitch of a wife thought I was the 'benefactor' of 'alleged' insurance for all 3 mom, dad, and my brother) of the dead. And so-called relatives I vaguely remembered or never seen thought the same thoughts as she did. I had lost faith in god, at that time, and was mad at the world.

Therefore, I fucked every woman I could, married or not, as a way to release my emotions and frustrations. Almost all the women I fucked then were married. I discovered that AFTER the fact...........Imagine that?

I drank booze, heavily, for a long, long time. The drinking did not stop until several years ago. A wonderful escape that blinded me to far greater things. I know that now, but not then.

Hindsight is far greater than foresight. Youth is wasted on the young.

Does he have Lupus too??

No RoryN.

He has your voice? But he lives in England? And you're a Texan cowboy?

Yep. You are a woman and claim to be a mother, correct? Yet you do not know the sound of your own child's voice?

Congratulations to the "new" father!!

Thanks. I think.

Yes, but Johnny accept the fact that there's a difference between a biological father and the father that has fed, clothed, educated, loved and sheltered him all of his life. The one who's been there for him. I wish you and he well, and don't take my comments personally.

Thank you Vette. I did take all that into consideration. That is why it is all so emotionally compromising to me.

The kid has lived a life not knowing his real father exists. My interference in all that could change his beliefs on everything and everyone he knows. It could cause some serious emotional damage.

But....I want to meet my son. I been denied the right to help raise him because I never knew he existed. Do you understand that?

This is not really my fault, however I have the right to know my kid and he should know me.

So then...if she never told you he was yours and you hadn't spoken to her for 22 years, how did you actually discover that you did, indeed, have a son?

That was the easy part by way of default.

Last time I was in TX, I met one of her American friends. For some reason, that woman recognized me and asked if I was *insert real name*. We talked for a long time in the parking lot. I started my search from there, based upon a hunch that paid off. This search has cost me lots of money baby. And I do not spend money unless I think it will pay off for me.

This. I know when I speak to my son on the phone the American accent always sounds strange.

You have a son in the US? Interesting, considering many litsters do not believe you live in the UK/England.

And you think I am some dude named Scotty?

Interesting to say the least.

Ha! Score....

Nope.

I'm calling this one.
BS.

GLWT. No more conversations w/you.

don't worry. it's johnny. everything he says is bullshit.

You are only pissed because you once though I was cool. I changed your POV as I continued to tell the truth about myself, asshat.

OTOH, maybe God knew exactly what He was doing....
He knew He was going to smite JRW with an illness that would kill him young, and He loved his childless daughter in England so much that He provided the means for her to become impregnated (although why He chose to do it this way, and not just go with the 'immaculate conception' trick escapes me) and His plan was to knock off JRW before contact but the pesky human self-determination thing got in the way?
Maybe....

AS I said before, no more conversations with you.

because L/lord knows cowboys make the best fathers.

Indeed they do, in your eyes. I find it ironic so many people have mentioned cowboys because I, or any other Texan, has posted here on the GB. Yet, Texans have not mentioned these cowboys in the same vein or intent as you or any other ill-informed Literotican has. Times change bubba. Not all Texans are the same, yet all Texans remain loyal to TEXAS.

Have I shattered the illusion you have of Texans?

 

[Sean]

You have a son in the US? Interesting, considering many litsters do not believe you live in the UK/England.

Many litsters? Such as?

 

[Johnny_Ray_Wilson]

I understand your feelings.

The mother certainly played a dirty trick on hubs, (although if I were impotent I would think I would wonder how I suddenly wasn't)

But.... you're going to seriously fuck with this kids head dropping a bomb on him that his old man ain't his old man and his mom is a cheat and....

Well its your call.

Damn dude! I have read some of your shit, I mean, stories and whatnot. You got no idea how much of an honor it is for you for you to make such a post in one of my threads.

Shit. Thanks. No matter what you think of me. Really.

 

[Johnny_Ray_Wilson]

Many litsters? Such as?

You really want to go there? Last time I did that.....one of your threads got deleted. That is AFTER you said shit about me that was not true. Are you prepared to do that again?

 

[Sean]

You really want to go there? Last time I did that.....one of your threads got deleted. That is AFTER you said shit about me that was not true. Are you prepared to do that again?

What the fuck are you talking about?

 

[bronzeage]

I'm calling Republican ploy to distract the GB from the debate.

 

[Wings]

I am emotionally compromised. What part of 'emotionally compromised' do SOME of you not understand?



Yep. You are a woman and claim to be a mother, correct? Yet you do not know the sound of your own child's voice?



Indeed they do, in your eyes. I find it ironic so many people have mentioned cowboys because I, or any other Texan, has posted here on the GB. Yet, Texans have not mentioned these cowboys in the same vein or intent as you or any other ill-informed Literotican has. Times change bubba. Not all Texans are the same, yet all Texans remain loyal to TEXAS.

Have I shattered the illusion you have of Texans?

First: Emotionally compromised is one hell of a claim. Completely bonkers is more like it.

Second: Of course I know the sound of my children's voices, I've been with them almost every day of their entire lives, that would be why I recognize them. Although at the ages they are right now if we're speaking on cell phones I can sometimes confuse one for the other so your argument is invalid.

Third: You are completely bonkers.

 

[Johnny_Ray_Wilson]

What the fuck are you talking about?

The whining thread you made about dolf.

Seriously, you think I am so distracted about the discovery of my son, that I have not forgot that? Should I pull up one of KRC's threads as some sort of proof to the one that got deleted? I really do not one to do that unless you force my hand.

 

[Sean]

The whining thread you made about dolf.

Seriously, you think I am so distracted about the discovery of my son, that I have not forgot that? Should I pull up one of KRC's threads as some sort of proof to the one that got deleted? I really do not one to do that unless you force my hand.

You're genuinely mentally disturbed, aren't you?

 

[Johnny_Ray_Wilson]

First: Emotionally compromised is one hell of a claim. Completely bonkers is more like it.

Second: Of course I know the sound of my children's voices, I've been with them almost every day of their entire lives, that would be why I recognize them. Although at the ages they are right now if we're speaking on cell phones I can sometimes confuse one for the other so your argument is invalid.

Third: You are completely bonkers.

As I thought. You have no idea what you are talking about. Fuck off. And you do not live in a small town as you once told me.

 

[Wings]

As I thought. You have no idea what you are talking about. Fuck off. And you do not live in a small town as you once told me.

Because I own a cell phone? You are the craziest motherfucker around here and I have to say that this thread made my whole day. I haven't had cause to shake my head so much in many weeks.

Which part was "as you thought?". And dear, several Litsters have stayed at my house over the years, I can say with 100% certainty they think I live in a small town.