The Isolated Blurt BDSM Thread

[Curious_in_Cali]

Just realized I can access Lit from my piece of shit phone....so Hi....I'm back...again....kinda sorta.

Lots of changes recently and I am not happy about most of them... There is a certain comfort to being here that I am hoping to find....

*Huuugs & gives you dark chocolate truffles*

fucked up big today. The situation is not too bad but...yah. definitely not a finer moment. But, I'll get through it, and everything will be fine.

Tomorrow is another day. That I'll likely have to deal with the consequences of my error, but another day nonetheless!!

*Hugs & gives you dark chocolate covered potatoes*

 

[rbijon]

*Huuugs & gives you dark chocolate truffles*



*Hugs & gives you dark chocolate covered potatoes*

.............how about chocolate covered toes?

 

[kiwi_submissive]

After making 2 people cry (OK they were going to cry anyway seriously) and destroying someones dreams today it really makes me realise how much more difficult some people make their own lives where really it doesn't need to be that difficult and that asking for help before things turn pearshaped makes the problem alot easier to fix.

 

[Curious_in_Cali]

First post. Terrible, as expected, but it's there.

FML.

It is so brave to take that first step into an unknown forest. I know that I admire you for doing it...so please be kind to you and truly celebrate that. I enjoyed reading it, and it made me want to read more.

As a side, terrible is still one of my favorite words. It has this sort of unforgiving feel as it simply doesn't allow room for yawn worthy mediocrity. Terribly awful or terribly wonderful can never be average, and I tend to enjoy indulging in the terrible things I find in general. Do from my perspective, terrible to me seems a terribly fine place to start.

 

[DeepGreenEyes]

After making 2 people cry (OK they were going to cry anyway seriously) and destroying someones dreams today it really makes me realise how much more difficult some people make their own lives where really it doesn't need to be that difficult and that asking for help before things turn pearshaped makes the problem alot easier to fix.

Cool job you have. And you say you're not a sadist.

 

[Cattypuss]

Well The Meeting about which I was whining a few days ago went both appallingly badly and unexpectedly well yesterday.

Pros: I kept my cool, I was professional and tear-free throughout, speaking quietly and calmly and with authority and integrity.

Cons: I may as well have been talking to a couple of masturbating chimps at the local zoo for the all the effect it had.

Upshots: I left the meeting with my head held higher than I've been able to hold it in a VERY long time, and with a decision made.

The decision is that I am going to leave this job and I am going to go back to university, 21 years after I got my BA, to do an MA - probably in linguistics. I have no idea where (if anywhere) that will lead me in life, but I have a burning interest in linguistics, always have had, and I'm going to give myself what I want for a change. It means the end of the rather lucrative career that I've been doing well in for 19 years but you know what? I've never enjoyed this profession. It's time for me to spend my days doings something that doesn't consistently bore the pants off me.

Next step: find out where the best courses are and if they'll have me (hope they will, as my BA was a good one, in European languages, from a well-respected uni).

Step after that: based on uni timings, time my resignation (and three-month notice period) and buy in a bottle of Champagne with which to toast my impending freedom on the day I do resign.

Thanks for the support you gave me in the run-up to the meeting.

 

[DeepGreenEyes]

Champagne is wasted on masturbating chimps, anyway. I found that out the hard way.

Good for you, Cattypuss, and Godspeed.

 

[Curious_in_Cali]

Well The Meeting about which I was whining a few days ago went both appallingly badly and unexpectedly well yesterday.

Pros: I kept my cool, I was professional and tear-free throughout, speaking quietly and calmly and with authority and integrity.

...snip...
Thanks for the support you gave me in the run-up to the meeting.

Doesn't sound one tiny bit bad at all. Sounds like you reclaimed your compass and are on your way! Right on!

 

[cfuhrer]

Well The Meeting about which I was whining a few days ago went both appallingly badly and unexpectedly well yesterday.

Pros: I kept my cool, I was professional and tear-free throughout, speaking quietly and calmly and with authority and integrity.

Cons: I may as well have been talking to a couple of masturbating chimps at the local zoo for the all the effect it had.

Upshots: I left the meeting with my head held higher than I've been able to hold it in a VERY long time, and with a decision made.

The decision is that I am going to leave this job and I am going to go back to university, 21 years after I got my BA, to do an MA - probably in linguistics. I have no idea where (if anywhere) that will lead me in life, but I have a burning interest in linguistics, always have had, and I'm going to give myself what I want for a change. It means the end of the rather lucrative career that I've been doing well in for 19 years but you know what? I've never enjoyed this profession. It's time for me to spend my days doings something that doesn't consistently bore the pants off me.

Next step: find out where the best courses are and if they'll have me (hope they will, as my BA was a good one, in European languages, from a well-respected uni).

Step after that: based on uni timings, time my resignation (and three-month notice period) and buy in a bottle of Champagne with which to toast my impending freedom on the day I do resign.

Thanks for the support you gave me in the run-up to the meeting.

To new beginnings!! :clinks glass:

 

[Keroin]

Plastic now outnumbers plankton on the surface of the Pacific Ocean.

 

[seela]

I just watched Food, Inc. for the second time and now I'm depressed (also angry, again) and don't want to eat anything before the home-and-summer-cottage-grown veggies are ripe.

Too bad I'm also hungry.

 

[cfuhrer]

I hate being pulled two different directions.
Especially when I'm the one pulling from both sides.

On one hand I love being a stay at home mom and seeing my baby grow up every day.

On the other hand I hate being in debt and there are some positions coming available that would make very short work of the debt we are in.


Le sigh.

 

[Edith_UK]

Nice one Cattypuss! Brave move in times like these but I respect that. Hope it works out for you hun x

 

[kiwi_submissive]

Cool job you have. And you say you're not a sadist.

Oh well I am looking for a new job so you are more than welcome to apply for it I can imagine you will have great fun telling people not to bother going to the airport because the girlfriend they had transferred $10,000 by Western Union over the last two years is not actually going to turn up on that flight, in fact they will get an email saying she are stuck in some other country (usually Malaysia) and have to transfer more money so they can pay customs duties to be able to come over here *sigh* and more to the point if they were in immigration detention there, there would be no way they would be able to contact them in New Zealand.

 

[DeepGreenEyes]

Oh well I am looking for a new job so you are more than welcome to apply for it I can imagine you will have great fun telling people not to bother going to the airport because the girlfriend they had transferred $10,000 by Western Union over the last two years is not actually going to turn up on that flight, in fact they will get an email saying she are stuck in some other country (usually Malaysia) and have to transfer more money so they can pay customs duties to be able to come over here *sigh* and more to the point if they were in immigration detention there, there would be no way they would be able to contact them in New Zealand.

That's just sad. In every way possible. you've got box seats for the evolutionary train wreck.

Send me 10k, American, and I can be in Auckland tomorrow.

Trust me.

 

[the captians wench]

Well The Meeting about which I was whining a few days ago went both appallingly badly and unexpectedly well yesterday.

. . .

Thanks for the support you gave me in the run-up to the meeting.

*huggles*

Sounds very similar to my situation. I start in a new store tomorrow. I'm hoping that the new store will have less responsibility for me, and it sounds like it will, so I can maintain my position and go to school. I may end up just biting the bullet, taking a lesser paying job, and going to school full time. As of right now I want to try to keep the well paying job, and go to school, but if it looks like it's going to take longer than I want to put in, or if it's too much stress, I've already decided, it's the job that's going, not the school.

good luck.

 

[BiBunny]

It is so brave to take that first step into an unknown forest. I know that I admire you for doing it...so please be kind to you and truly celebrate that. I enjoyed reading it, and it made me want to read more.

As a side, terrible is still one of my favorite words. It has this sort of unforgiving feel as it simply doesn't allow room for yawn worthy mediocrity. Terribly awful or terribly wonderful can never be average, and I tend to enjoy indulging in the terrible things I find in general. Do from my perspective, terrible to me seems a terribly fine place to start.

Thank you very much.

I have an idea for something totally different, but I didn't do it last night, and I very well may not do it tonight, either. I'm having these weird visual disturbances and dizziness, and I feel vaguely nauseated. It's happened 2 nights in a row. I can't decide if it's a migraine aura or an ear infection.

I feel like shit for already breaking my commitment to myself over this, but I haven't even been able to finish my work the last couple of nights. I plan on going back to it as soon as the world stops bulging and throbbing around me.

Yes. In Bunny's World of Strange Perceptions, the atmosphere is a giant cock. Make of that what you will.

 

[kiwi_submissive]

That's just sad. In every way possible. you've got box seats for the evolutionary train wreck.

Send me 10k, American, and I can be in Auckland tomorrow.

Trust me.

The part that really upsets me is they ring because they think the person is in trouble and they have finally run out of money and want me to help. Lets just say I put aside my usual bluntness for those conversations.

I have PMed you the Western Union Details, the money should be available now and I will see you tomorrow

I will be the one holding the huge welcome sign (it will be written in green so you can't miss it)

 

[Edith_UK]

Thank you very much.

I have an idea for something totally different, but I didn't do it last night, and I very well may not do it tonight, either. I'm having these weird visual disturbances and dizziness, and I feel vaguely nauseated. It's happened 2 nights in a row. I can't decide if it's a migraine aura or an ear infection.

I feel like shit for already breaking my commitment to myself over this, but I haven't even been able to finish my work the last couple of nights. I plan on going back to it as soon as the world stops bulging and throbbing around me.

Yes. In Bunny's World of Strange Perceptions, the atmosphere is a giant cock. Make of that what you will.

Don't give yourself such a hard time, your poorly. The intentions there and the rest of your life is long enough to be getting on wi it x

Read your poem n all (I really dunno enough to comment in public cos I'll look like a dick but I enjoyed reading it fwiw)

Edie

 

[intothewoods]

Thank you very much.

I have an idea for something totally different, but I didn't do it last night, and I very well may not do it tonight, either. I'm having these weird visual disturbances and dizziness, and I feel vaguely nauseated. It's happened 2 nights in a row. I can't decide if it's a migraine aura or an ear infection.

I feel like shit for already breaking my commitment to myself over this, but I haven't even been able to finish my work the last couple of nights. I plan on going back to it as soon as the world stops bulging and throbbing around me.

Yes. In Bunny's World of Strange Perceptions, the atmosphere is a giant cock. Make of that what you will.

You have to be more mellow about it or you will end up feeling guilty and giving up on the whole thing. Well, that's just my feeling since it's what I typically do. Feel free to tell me to go to hell.

 

[Curious_in_Cali]

Thank you very much.

I have an idea for something totally different, but I didn't do it last night, and I very well may not do it tonight, either. I'm having these weird visual disturbances and dizziness, and I feel vaguely nauseated. It's happened 2 nights in a row. I can't decide if it's a migraine aura or an ear infection.

I feel like shit for already breaking my commitment to myself over this, but I haven't even been able to finish my work the last couple of nights. I plan on going back to it as soon as the world stops bulging and throbbing around me.

Yes. In Bunny's World of Strange Perceptions, the atmosphere is a giant cock. Make of that what you will.

Whatever occurs to you...do that! Sounds like something wants and needs to come out.. please surrender to it an embrace whatever it is. I am so sorry you are not feeling well... I love using garlic oil for ear probs... if that is what it ends up being. Please take good care of you!

I have no idea what to make of the BWSP masscockery... but it has been fun to consider. Thank you for that.

 

[bhndblueyes88]

*passes out*

 

[DeepGreenEyes]

First post. Terrible, as expected, but it's there.

FML.

I don't see what's terrible about it at all. You're like a cook learning to prepare dishes you've never made before, in ways you've never cooked before. Perhaps you won't feel confident for awhile, but when you do, you'll have whole new ways of feeding yourself. And of course, it's just part of the process, I think: I heard an accomplished poet speak not too long ago who said he does around 40 versions of a poem.

Good for you and hope the room stops throbbing.

The part that really upsets me is they ring because they think the person is in trouble and they have finally run out of money and want me to help. Lets just say I put aside my usual bluntness for those conversations.

I have PMed you the Western Union Details, the money should be available now and I will see you tomorrow

I will be the one holding the huge welcome sign (it will be written in green so you can't miss it.)

SEND MORE MONEY STOP UNEXPECTED DELAY STOP CUSTOMS ALSO REQUIRES MORE PHOTOS SIMILAR TO YOUR AV STOP

 

[seela]

Tomorrow Barcelona.

Today cleaning and laundry.

 

[kiwi_submissive]

SEND MORE MONEY STOP UNEXPECTED DELAY STOP CUSTOMS ALSO REQUIRES MORE PHOTOS SIMILAR TO YOUR AV STOP

I HAVE SENT MORE MONEY STOP DETAILS TO FOLLOW STOP SORRY TO LAZY TO TAKE MORE STOP