The Isolated Blurt BDSM Thread

[kiwi_submissive]

my old kitty passed away today. I'll miss him; he was a good cat. I'm alright, though. It was his time.

I am sorry to hear that. I hope you have alot of happy memories of him.

 

[Curious_in_Cali]

my old kitty passed away today. I'll miss him; he was a good cat. I'm alright, though. It was his time.

Biiiig hug to you. Even when its right, letting go can still be hard.

 

[ecstaticsub]

my old kitty passed away today. I'll miss him; he was a good cat. I'm alright, though. It was his time.

hugs... pets are a very special part of our lives. I'm very sorry.

 

[bhndblueyes88]

Thank you, everyone I do have a lot of happy memories of him. Not like...joyful frolicking with my kitty memories. He wasn't that kind of cat But he was always just a good cat and his presence always made me feel happy

 

[DeepGreenEyes]

My Tuesday afternoon storefront
is having an inventory reduction event.
Everything must go.
Memories
Obligations
Regret
Even earworms are half price.
But despite the fliers
tacked to the coffee shop board
and the red and yellow banner
the door swuffs open
only rarely.
Even then, it's just two women
looking for the
vegan restaurant they read about.

 

[Cattypuss]

Meeting with my boss and his boss on 8th May, called at my request. I intend to tell them exactly what I think of their decisions and the way they've been implemented in the last 9 months, and then I intend to resign (unless they give me hard promises that things will change, fundamentally and FAST - and I really don't think they WILL give me those promises).

The only challenge will be getting through the half-day meeting and saying all I need to say without breaking down and crying like a two-year-old when I talk about the months of exploitation and unhappiness and having my opinions and advice utterly ignored. That stuff hurts me so badly and has had me so stressed for so long that saying it all without breaking down will constitute a minor miracle. But it's a miracle I somehow HAVE to perform.

I'm on 3 months' notice. That is going to be one hell of an awkward 3 months, after everything I say to them.

 

[cfuhrer]

Meeting with my boss and his boss on 8th May, called at my request. I intend to tell them exactly what I think of their decisions and the way they've been implemented in the last 9 months, and then I intend to resign (unless they give me hard promises that things will change, fundamentally and FAST - and I really don't think they WILL give me those promises).

The only challenge will be getting through the half-day meeting and saying all I need to say without breaking down and crying like a two-year-old when I talk about the months of exploitation and unhappiness and having my opinions and advice utterky ignored. That stuff hurts me so badly and has had me so stressed for so long that saying it all without breaking down will constitute a minor miracle. But it's a miracle I somehow HAVE To perform.

I'm on 3 months' notice. That is going to be one hell of an awkward 3 months, after everything I say to them.

Good for you!
I know you didn't ask for advice but I will offer my two cents anyway. Start practicing what you are going to say. Maybe even in front of a mirror, just like you would for any speech or presentation. The better you have it memorized the more you can rely on muscle memory to get through the emotional part and you will be able to handle interruptions and not lose you train of thought.

 

[Curious_in_Cali]

Meeting with my boss and his boss on 8th May, called at my request. I intend to tell them exactly what I think of their decisions and the way they've been implemented in the last 9 months, and then I intend to resign (unless they give me hard promises that things will change, fundamentally and FAST - and I really don't think they WILL give me those promises).

The only challenge will be getting through the half-day meeting and saying all I need to say without breaking down and crying like a two-year-old when I talk about the months of exploitation and unhappiness and having my opinions and advice utterky ignored. That stuff hurts me so badly and has had me so stressed for so long that saying it all without breaking down will constitute a minor miracle. But it's a miracle I somehow HAVE To perform.

I'm on 3 months' notice. That is going to be one hell of an awkward 3 months, after everything I say to them.

Maybe consider writing it out...or acting it out with someone that can handle your emotions prior to it happening. Talk and work through it and let whatever emotions come out come barrelling out as needed. Scream, laugh, cry...just let it flow. Never underestimate the power of a good hard cry. THEN, drink some tea, and then sit down and try to say it all again...its amazing how much clearer that second round was everytime for me. Good luck with it all!

 

[graceanne]

Grace, thats great to hear *hugs* maybe wear steel cap shoes so you don't break any more toes. They are so painful and annoying.

Probably just wearing shoes would help.

Although, to be fair to myself, I was wearing shoes when I first broke my toes. I slipped off a step and I was holding a baby, so I couldn't catch myself. I'm honestly glad I didn't break anything else.

Baby was fine, though. A bit startled, but otherwise totally unharmed.

Good for you. You are gonna look so hot on that freezing northwest beach.

Only tourists go to a northwest beach in a swimsuit. *sneers*

Well, tourists and kids.

Good for you and your success, grace What is an ideal protein diet?

http://www.idealprotein.com

You toot away Gracie, that is fabulous! You must feel like a new person? Awesome, awesome news!

Well, I wouldn't go that far. I've got another 75 to go to get to my target weight, but it's still awesome. Another 25 and I'll be able to fit in clothing sizes that end in 'teen'.

Wow, that is awesome!

That is fantastic! Congrats!

Thank you.

 

[DeepGreenEyes]

Meeting with my boss and his boss on 8th May, called at my request. I intend to tell them exactly what I think of their decisions and the way they've been implemented in the last 9 months, and then I intend to resign (unless they give me hard promises that things will change, fundamentally and FAST - and I really don't think they WILL give me those promises).

The only challenge will be getting through the half-day meeting and saying all I need to say without breaking down and crying like a two-year-old when I talk about the months of exploitation and unhappiness and having my opinions and advice utterly ignored. That stuff hurts me so badly and has had me so stressed for so long that saying it all without breaking down will constitute a minor miracle. But it's a miracle I somehow HAVE to perform.

I'm on 3 months' notice. That is going to be one hell of an awkward 3 months, after everything I say to them.

Give 'em hell. And make it a point of honor NOT to cry. Bite your inner cheek. Picture them as Darth Vader. But don't give 'em the satisfaction.

Of course, the important thing is, you ARE speaking your mind, and refusing to simply accept shitty treatment. That is a step which will propel you forward, no matter what these asses do, say or think.

Only tourists go to a northwest beach in a swimsuit. *sneers*

Well, tourists and kids.

Well, there are those three days in late July.

 

[graceanne]

Well, there are those three days in late July.

Well, yeah. But then it's crawling with people!

 

[Cattypuss]

Thanks to the people who responded to my last post. Each of you has made me cry, dammit!

 

[Sir_Winston54]

Meeting with my boss and his boss on 8th May, called at my request. I intend to tell them exactly what I think of their decisions and the way they've been implemented in the last 9 months, and then I intend to resign (unless they give me hard promises that things will change, fundamentally and FAST - and I really don't think they WILL give me those promises).

The only challenge will be getting through the half-day meeting and saying all I need to say without breaking down and crying like a two-year-old when I talk about the months of exploitation and unhappiness and having my opinions and advice utterly ignored. That stuff hurts me so badly and has had me so stressed for so long that saying it all without breaking down will constitute a minor miracle. But it's a miracle I somehow HAVE to perform.

I'm on 3 months' notice. That is going to be one hell of an awkward 3 months, after everything I say to them.

Thanks to the people who responded to my last post. Each of you has made me cry, dammit!

The advice the others gave you is pretty much what I would have said if I had gotten into this discussion earlier, and would add that you have the RIGHT to be angry, coldly so. So... if you can swing the mood internally, keep in mind that you are absolutely frosted at them for their fuck-ups; hold your voice (and mind) in that same coldly disgusted tone that you would use on a "dirty old man" who would walk up to you in the park and expose himself: "Put that thing away before a bird flies up and tries to feed it to her nestlings!"

As for making you cry, I don't want to, not here. I'd much rather do it with a cane or crop or paddle.

Good luck with those morons, darlin'. Rip 'em a new one!

 

[bhndblueyes88]

Lordy today is going to be tiring! I walked back from my (last!!) exam (~190 kcal), went with my roommate to exercise the dogs at a hilly park (~130 kcal). I also have to go show my horse to a potential buyer, which will entail riding, which will probably be another good 100 kcal at least...

And then I have work tonight!! xD Luckily I can sleep in in the morning, but not long...so much to do!!

 

[cfuhrer]

last exam!!

That should have been a post in and of itself.
Woohoo for you!!

Sissy just finished hers yesterday, tis the season.

 

[Cattypuss]

The advice the others gave you is pretty much what I would have said if I had gotten into this discussion earlier, and would add that you have the RIGHT to be angry, coldly so. So... if you can swing the mood internally, keep in mind that you are absolutely frosted at them for their fuck-ups; hold your voice (and mind) in that same coldly disgusted tone that you would use on a "dirty old man" who would walk up to you in the park and expose himself: "Put that thing away before a bird flies up and tries to feed it to her nestlings!"

As for making you cry, I don't want to, not here. I'd much rather do it with a cane or crop or paddle.

Good luck with those morons, darlin'. Rip 'em a new one!

That speaks to me, SW - that combo of cold anger and disdain. I'll work on it. Shouldn't be too hard - after all I am very angry with the both of them (have been for months) and, although I never respected my boss's boss, who is an idiot, I used to have a lot of respect for my boss - but he's lost that respect (and, by the way, my trust) in the last 6-9 months, so yes - I feel quite a lot of contempt when I think of either of them.

 

[bhndblueyes88]

WOO HOO!! I have officially passed all my exams...and the primarily-didactic portion of my education is FINALLY OVER!! Into clinicals next week

My day didn't turn out to be near as eventful, as my potential buyer wasn't able to make it today. I'll still run later (I haven't eaten great today, gotta burn some extra calories!!), but that's less TIME. I did spend way too much money at Target, but I got some extra clothes I needed and also a bunch of just day to day living things. And notebooks for clinicals as well

 

[BiBunny]

WOO HOO!! I have officially passed all my exams...and the primarily-didactic portion of my education is FINALLY OVER!! Into clinicals next week

My day didn't turn out to be near as eventful, as my potential buyer wasn't able to make it today. I'll still run later (I haven't eaten great today, gotta burn some extra calories!!), but that's less TIME. I did spend way too much money at Target, but I got some extra clothes I needed and also a bunch of just day to day living things. And notebooks for clinicals as well

Yay for you, BBE! (Also, I'm sorry about your kitty. I thought I said something about it when you posted, but apparently, I didn't.)

My blurt: I really miss having multiple relationships. I iz lonely Bunneh.

 

[Etoile]

Sorry I haven't been posting much, wife has been with me in Tokyo since late April and we are having fun and I am busy.

 

[bhndblueyes88]

Sorry I haven't been posting much, wife has been with me in Tokyo since late April and we are having fun and I am busy.

Yay ^_^


Blurt: Why do people feel the need to get all deep and philosophical about shit? Don't get me wrong, I enjoy such things as an exercise of the mind...but yeesh. Sometimes things just don't need to be over analyzed 9_9

 

[BiBunny]

*Sigh*

I'm going to start writing again.

I never stopped writing, in the sense of no longer putting words to a page. I do that now because I have to pay the bills somehow. But web content and blog posts for SEO doesn't truly count as "writing" in my mind, even if other people do pay me to do it.

It's time to do more. I've always said I'd do it when I had more time or less writing to do for work or whatever, but that's clearly an excuse. If I wait for a better time, I'll spend my whole life waiting, and I'll die, having wasted the one gift I have.

I don't have the ability to write long pieces now. So it'll be short poems, vignettes, brief humorous anecdotes from my actual life, whatever, the fact that I'm awful at poetry and even more awful at fiction notwithstanding.

I feel that if I make myself sit down at the end of each day and write, even if only for 10 or 15 minutes, then eventually, I'll get a good idea and will be able to run with it.

I'm doing it in a blog to make myself be accountable. I've already signed up for a new Wordpress account strictly for this. I'm going to think up a name for the damned thing and get started on Monday.

Aaaaand that was way more than a blurt, wasn't it?

 

[bhndblueyes88]

*Sigh*

I'm going to start writing again.

I never stopped writing, in the sense of no longer putting words to a page. I do that now because I have to pay the bills somehow. But web content and blog posts for SEO doesn't truly count as "writing" in my mind, even if other people do pay me to do it.

It's time to do more. I've always said I'd do it when I had more time or less writing to do for work or whatever, but that's clearly an excuse. If I wait for a better time, I'll spend my whole life waiting, and I'll die, having wasted the one gift I have.

I don't have the ability to write long pieces now. So it'll be short poems, vignettes, brief humorous anecdotes from my actual life, whatever, the fact that I'm awful at poetry and even more awful at fiction notwithstanding.

I feel that if I make myself sit down at the end of each day and write, even if only for 10 or 15 minutes, then eventually, I'll get a good idea and will be able to run with it.

I'm doing it in a blog to make myself be accountable. I've already signed up for a new Wordpress account strictly for this. I'm going to think up a name for the damned thing and get started on Monday.

Aaaaand that was way more than a blurt, wasn't it?

BiBun, I have only one thing to tell you. GO FOR IT!!!

 

[BiBunny]

BiBun, I have only one thing to tell you. GO FOR IT!!!

Thank you.

 

[ecstaticsub]

Why do I continue to torture myself bringing up memories of a past that will never be again?

 

[midwestyankee]

Why do I continue to torture myself bringing up memories of a past that will never be again?

Because it's really hard to call up memories you won't make until the future arrives?