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1DirtyDuck

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Recently my wife and I took a test separation over things done by me in the past. A couple of years ago I was not myself and my family took the toll of that and I am very regretful for what had happened I have no thoughts as to why I was that person, I tried counseling but was thrown off that the counsler did not want to talk about the past but the present in which I felt good finally due to the work situation changing and better sleep, I thought I could get better on my own but over the last month or so old me has shown again which caused the test separation and now my stomach is in knots as I feel I will loose the best thing in my life MY FAMILY! This time tho I started session's with the counslar as I can reflect appon things and how I feel even tho I still can't see the whole.

I want my wife and kids happy! but I don't want to loose them for I am not happy with out them........................I have to find the man I want to be for them..
 
Recently my wife and I took a test separation over things done by me in the past. A couple of years ago I was not myself and my family took the toll of that and I am very regretful for what had happened I have no thoughts as to why I was that person, I tried counseling but was thrown off that the counsler did not want to talk about the past but the present in which I felt good finally due to the work situation changing and better sleep, I thought I could get better on my own but over the last month or so old me has shown again which caused the test separation and now my stomach is in knots as I feel I will loose the best thing in my life MY FAMILY! This time tho I started session's with the counslar as I can reflect appon things and how I feel even tho I still can't see the whole.

I want my wife and kids happy! but I don't want to loose them for I am not happy with out them........................I have to find the man I want to be for them..

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Ross and Rachel went on a break and it worked out well for them in the end. I assume that is how real life goes also.
 
So, are you a wife beater or a serial cheater? Or both?
 
Recently my wife and I took a test separation over things done by me in the past. A couple of years ago I was not myself and my family took the toll of that and I am very regretful for what had happened I have no thoughts as to why I was that person, I tried counseling but was thrown off that the counsler did not want to talk about the past but the present in which I felt good finally due to the work situation changing and better sleep, I thought I could get better on my own but over the last month or so old me has shown again which caused the test separation and now my stomach is in knots as I feel I will loose the best thing in my life MY FAMILY! This time tho I started session's with the counslar as I can reflect appon things and how I feel even tho I still can't see the whole.

I want my wife and kids happy! but I don't want to loose them for I am not happy with out them........................I have to find the man I want to be for them..

If you spell counselor as "counslar" and upon as "appon," I am reluctant to presume I know what you're talking about when you say you "still can't see the whole."
 
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I am neither, I would never lay a hand on my wife in that manner nor would I cheat on such a wonderful woman. I know I did not explain what reasons we are in our situation but to have people assume I would do such a thing makes my stomach turn.
 
I think I am going to rewatch that entire series. It was just too good.
 
Recently my wife and I took a test separation over things done by me in the past. A couple of years ago I was not myself and my family took the toll of that and I am very regretful for what had happened I have no thoughts as to why I was that person, I tried counseling but was thrown off that the counsler did not want to talk about the past but the present in which I felt good finally due to the work situation changing and better sleep, I thought I could get better on my own but over the last month or so old me has shown again which caused the test separation and now my stomach is in knots as I feel I will loose the best thing in my life MY FAMILY! This time tho I started session's with the counslar as I can reflect appon things and how I feel even tho I still can't see the whole.

I want my wife and kids happy! but I don't want to loose them for I am not happy with out them........................I have to find the man I want to be for them..

Be the man your kids already think you are.
 
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