The Isolated Blurt BDSM Thread

[bhndblueyes88]

*giggle* I love this level of drunk, right here. Well, I'd have preferred to end the night a bit more sober so I could have driven instead of walked, but POINT IS, I'm pretty damned content right now. Gnawing on some fresh mint to clear my mouth of the taste of beer/liqour after walking the 2 miles home in the sprinkling rain, hit up a random person from a study abroad trip I don't know very well for idle chitterchatter....etc...etc... good times good times.

I feel the need for a beating. But I haven't been bad...must just be horny.

he he booze ^_^ *hiccup* GO AWAY HICCUPS!!! *smack face* he he hehe. that didn't work...I probably shouldn't keep doing that. *giggle* booze

 

[seela]

Cooking with one hand. Jolly.

 

[Lizzie_Borden]

Cooking with one hand. Jolly.

Dialling for pizza come be done one handed

 

[seela]

Dialling for pizza come be done one handed

Haha! Howcome I didn't think of it!

 

[Kitty_Schrödinger]

I don't like you.
I don't like you too.
And I don't like you either.

Oops, sorry, thought it's "Three things you didn't know about me" thread

 

[HottieMama]

After something I just read... I WISH I lived in L.A.

 

[kiwi_submissive]

I am so angry with myself that I need to take a step back and not lash out at people who don't deserve to be lashed out at. Where has my punching bag gone?

I trusted someone I had not seen in 15 years, gave her a whole pile of clothes, $20.00 cash, let her use my cellphone to call people and some food and she repaid me by stealing money from me. I am so sick of been ripped off by people, having my trust destroyed time and time again.

Honey, karma is not a bitch, I am and you will pay me back with interest for the sheer annoyance.

 

[Kajira Callista]

I give up a lot for you...to be there any time you want...to do any thing you want.
I can't talk to friends about this, you made me leave them behind with promises that meant everything to me and nothing to you.
So where are YOU when I need you?
Why don't I get that when I so desperately need it?
Maybe you think I am stronger then I really am, maybe I am and don't know it.
My heart knows this is wrong...your heart does also.
So where are you Daddy, when I NEED you?

 

[Keroin]

Pew! Pew!

 

[Babyslave]

I am so angry with myself that I need to take a step back and not lash out at people who don't deserve to be lashed out at. Where has my punching bag gone?

I trusted someone I had not seen in 15 years, gave her a whole pile of clothes, $20.00 cash, let her use my cellphone to call people and some food and she repaid me by stealing money from me. I am so sick of been ripped off by people, having my trust destroyed time and time again.

Honey, karma is not a bitch, I am and you will pay me back with interest for the sheer annoyance.

*Hugs*

I'm so sorry this happened. Nothing worse than lies and betrayal.

 

[Kajira Callista]

I give up a lot for you...to be there any time you want...to do any thing you want.
I can't talk to friends about this, you made me leave them behind with promises that meant everything to me and nothing to you.
So where are YOU when I need you?
Why don't I get that when I so desperately need it?
Maybe you think I am stronger then I really am, maybe I am and don't know it.
My heart knows this is wrong...your heart does also.
So where are you Daddy, when I NEED you?

I AM stronger than I think and Daddy knows it.
Thank you for making sure you were here when i really needed you to be.
I love you

 

[shy slave]

It's the middle of the night and I am struggling with grief for my son who died almost six years ago.

Strange how it hits so unexpectedly, I can usually talk about him in an ordinary way, and all is fine. Then, for no specific reason, the loss grabs me and hurts afresh.

There is a website for bereaved parents, I know they do fabulous work but I cannot bring myself to talk to other parents who have lost a child.

Bluntly put, I don't want to hear their stories, nor feel empathy for their grief, selfish, but honest. Nor, do I want to feel additional guilt for burdening them with my difficulties.

Heck, I can't even explain the wealth of emotions that have come up from nowhere tonight, much less share then. My throat is too constricted to actually talk out loud.

Here in the blurt thread where there can be a lack of comment, I can at least feel sad without feeling guilty.

I thought I had learnt to live with this, obviously not.

 

[Curious_in_Cali]

It's the middle of the night and I am struggling with grief for my son who died almost six years ago.

Strange how it hits so unexpectedly, I can usually talk about him in an ordinary way, and all is fine. Then, for no specific reason, the loss grabs me and hurts afresh.

There is a website for bereaved parents, I know they do fabulous work but I cannot bring myself to talk to other parents who have lost a child.

Bluntly put, I don't want to hear their stories, nor feel empathy for their grief, selfish, but honest. Nor, do I want to feel additional guilt for burdening them with my difficulties.

Heck, I can't even explain the wealth of emotions that have come up from nowhere tonight, much less share then. My throat is too constricted to actually talk out loud.

Here in the blurt thread where there can be a lack of comment, I can at least feel sad without feeling guilty.

I thought I had learnt to live with this, obviously not.

I am so sorry that you are hurting...and am sending you a HUGE hug and hopes that you can somehow find comfort for your heart very soon.

 

[shy slave]

I am so sorry that you are hurting...and am sending you a HUGE hug and hopes that you can somehow find comfort for your heart very soon.

Thank you.

I feel such an idiot. It has been a while but here I am in the middle of the night, upset as if it were yesterday.

I know it will pass, I just wish I knew what to do with myself right now.

 

[midwestyankee]

Thank you.

I feel such an idiot. It has been a while but here I am in the middle of the night, upset as if it were yesterday.

I know it will pass, I just wish I knew what to do with myself right now.

Grief arrives on its own schedule. Best, I think, to make it a cup of tea and suffer its company in quiet peace. Try to throw it out and it may schedule harder longer stops sometime soon. I wish you peace.

 

[shy slave]

Grief arrives on its own schedule. Best, I think, to make it a cup of tea and suffer its company in quiet peace. Try to throw it out and it may schedule harder longer stops sometime soon. I wish you peace.

Have put the kettle on.

Thank you

 

[the captians wench]

*pounces and nuzzles the shy*

I think MWY has the right idea. I have a few issues that seem to pop up in the middle of the night for me as well. Out of no where. Best to ride them out, let the emotions have their time.

 

[Curious_in_Cali]

Thank you.

I feel such an idiot. It has been a while but here I am in the middle of the night, upset as if it were yesterday.

I know it will pass, I just wish I knew what to do with myself right now.

Awww, please be gentle with you! You are not an idiot or doing ANYTHING wrong. Grief is not now nor has it ever been a fixed process...it is very personal and unique to YOU...just let it be what it is. Please, please be kind to you. If you feel sad..then allow yourself to be sad. I am a firm believer in "what we resist, persists"... so just be. there is nothing wrong with you, yes this moment will pass, but at the same time there is nothing wrong with not rushing it. I am sending you a big warm blanket to snuggle yourself into. Listen to what your body and heart need and just meet that. If its chocolate, a bath, a good cry, whatever... but don't ram your head against what you think any of this should be. It just is. And its OK to be sad when sad things happen.

HUGS!

 

[shy slave]

Awww, please be gentle with you! You are not an idiot or doing ANYTHING wrong. Grief is not now nor has it ever been a fixed process...it is very personal and unique to YOU...just let it be what it is. Please, please be kind to you. If you feel sad..then allow yourself to be sad. I am a firm believer in "what we resist, persists"... so just be. there is nothing wrong with you, yes this moment will pass, but at the same time there is nothing wrong with not rushing it. I am sending you a big warm blanket to snuggle yourself into. Listen to what your body and heart need and just meet that. If its chocolate, a bath, a good cry, whatever... but don't ram your head against what you think any of this should be. It just is. And its OK to be sad when sad things happen.

HUGS!

Thank you

Chocolate and tea, should cure most things

You are right of course, I understand that on a logical level, but I still wish grief would conform to a safe place where it didn't hurt nor creep up on you unexpectedly!

*pounces and nuzzles the shy*

I think MWY has the right idea. I have a few issues that seem to pop up in the middle of the night for me as well. Out of no where. Best to ride them out, let the emotions have their time.

Ah Wenchie, a nuzzle from you, the tea and the chocolate and suddenly things are better already

Thank you xx

 

[the captians wench]

Ah Wenchie, a nuzzle from you, the tea and the chocolate and suddenly things are better already

Thank you xx

I'm a good nuzzler. *nods*

Make a fair cup of tea for a yank too.

 

[shy slave]

I'm a good nuzzler. *nods*

Make a fair cup of tea for a yank too.

Then you are welcome to visit anytime!

I can supply the teabags if you make the tea.

 

[the captians wench]

Then you are welcome to visit anytime!

I can supply the teabags if you make the tea.

. .

 

[bhndblueyes88]

Then you are welcome to visit anytime!

I can supply the teabags if you make the tea.

must...not...make dirty joke...*twitch* *twitch*

 

[the captians wench]

must...not...make dirty joke...*twitch* *twitch*

It's okay. I do that too.

 

[shy slave]

must...not...make dirty joke...*twitch* *twitch*

It did cross my mind to word my response carefully.

Teabags and teabagging are not the same, at least I don't think so.

Or if they are when he asks me to make him a cup of tea, I may be doing it all wrong