Self-objectification

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I took a bath in your bed sheets to wash away my bad dreams and smell like your secrets. That’s the way I want it, more of you in me than me and I am always always always looking for more spaces to fit you into, always. Because I want you…I want you like sand between my toes and my fingers. I want to find you sleeping on the hammock of my hips and the nape of my neck, on top of my eyelids. I want you a la mode. Perfect symmetrical pieces of you like soap bubbles floating towards a Van Gogh sky where they’ll turn into spiraling grace, making beautiful the mundane. Etching a picture with soft angles and warm colors into your skin and I’ll kiss you with paint on my lips to leave my paint on you with subtlety. Trace words across your chest with my fingertips, this is where I know you best. And I am still clinging desperately onto the idea that falling isn’t scary as hell; that somewhere between twenty two hundred feet and the concrete you’ll be the parachute to save me. Gathering up pieces of myself as they drop through the sky like rain. And I miss you when these oceans become transparent and the only thing unseen in your hidden cave with its earthly floor and coruscating stars. No trace of the face I see after hours when my skin is damp from your skin is damp from my skin. And that’s the way I want it. More of you on me than me. It’s funny how your reflection still turns my head, just making sure that you’re not going anywhere. I crave you like sunshine after a long winter, filling those shadowy places that are shaped like you. And I am always amazed by the countless ways we fit together. Always searching for another way to surround you, curve around you and watch you in the stillness of the moment, luminous as the aurora in your eyes. You haunt me. I don’t need a map of your skin because sometimes I want to get lost in you. Following all the scattered (thought) trails until I am dizzy, and catching my breath is all I can do to keep from losing my grip on you. Your lack of thorns has lead me to believe that you are made up entirely of petals; smooth and fragrant and floating consistently above me. Hovering over the empty spaces where I need you most to fill me with your quintessential breath and shake my conceptions of reality. This is where I know you best. So when my head eclipses yours and for an instant eternity seems possible, know that I am only trying to savor the sweetness that surrounds me in your presence. Preserve the possibility of a thousand more tomorrows until the light floods in from all angles and everything is illuminated. You glisten strongly beneath my black velvet tendencies, shining through them with such sincerity, I’ll fall to meet you.
 
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that was beautiful to read. So glad to see you back around Mrs. Curves. I hope all is going wonderfully well for you. :rose:
 
I took a bath in your bed sheets to wash away my bad dreams and smell like your secrets. That’s the way I want it, more of you in me than me and I am always always always looking for more spaces to fit you into, always. Because I want you…I want you like sand between my toes and my fingers. I want to find you sleeping on the hammock of my hips and the nape of my neck, on top of my eyelids. I want you a la mode. Perfect symmetrical pieces of you like soap bubbles floating towards a Van Gogh sky where they’ll turn into spiraling grace, making beautiful the mundane. Etching a picture with soft angles and warm colors into your skin and I’ll kiss you with paint on my lips to leave my paint on you with subtlety. Trace words across your chest with my fingertips, this is where I know you best. And I am still clinging desperately onto the idea that falling isn’t scary as hell; that somewhere between twenty two hundred feet and the concrete you’ll be the parachute to save me. Gathering up pieces of myself as they drop through the sky like rain. And I miss you when these oceans become transparent and the only thing unseen in your hidden cave with its earthly floor and coruscating stars. No trace of the face I see after hours when my skin is damp from your skin is damp from my skin. And that’s the way I want it. More of you on me than me. It’s funny how your reflection still turns my head, just making sure that you’re not going anywhere. I crave you like sunshine after a long winter, filling those shadowy places that are shaped like you. And I am always amazed by the countless ways we fit together. Always searching for another way to surround you, curve around you and watch you in the stillness of the moment, luminous as the aurora in your eyes. You haunt me. I don’t need a map of your skin because sometimes I want to get lost in you. Following all the scattered (thought) trails until I am dizzy, and catching my breath is all I can do to keep from losing my grip on you. Your lack of thorns has lead me to believe that you are made up entirely of petals; smooth and fragrant and floating consistently above me. Hovering over the empty spaces where I need you most to fill me with your quintessential breath and shake my conceptions of reality. This is where I know you best. So when my head eclipses yours and for an instant eternity seems possible, know that I am only trying to savor the sweetness that surrounds me in your presence. Preserve the possibility of a thousand more tomorrows until the light floods in from all angles and everything is illuminated. You glisten strongly beneath my black velvet tendencies, shining through them with such sincerity, I’ll fall to meet you.

Lovely..... :) Your work? Speaking of your work, how did the piece that you were working on when you went on hiatus turn out?

Oh, and I saw a very large (not fat. Just big) man on a very small scooter on my way into work yesterday, and immediately thought of you. He was just puttering down the the street, and I'd be willing to bet that scooter was inches away from death. Alas, there were no tassels to be found. :D
 
The way my lips press to your heartbeat, catching the rush of your soul against my stillness.
I promise to remember this infinite curve, the lingering heat of you that never fades.
The scent of your skin whispering against my being, drenching my sheets with bliss.
I’ll wait for you to strip to nothing so you’re willing to expose everything, to accept that your existence is not mere flesh and bone.

But the rush of your soul.
The infinite curve.
The lingering heat.
 
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The way my lips press to your heartbeat, catching the rush of your soul against my stillness.
I promise to remember this infinite curve, the lingering heat of you that never fades.
The scent of your skin whispering against my being, drenching my sheets with bliss.
I’ll wait for you to strip to nothing so you’re willing to expose everything, to accept that your existence is not mere flesh and bone.

But the rush of your soul.
The infinite curve.
The lingering heat.






He proposed. I accepted. Engaged.

holysmokesbatman!

*tacklehugs harder* HOLY SHIT! :nana:
 
I concur! I've already decided that the "Just Married" ride is going to be a pimped out vespa. ;)

It had damned well better be! It's just not the same if it isn't. :)

Well, I was going to ask how you're doing, what you've been up to..... but I believe that question has been thoroughly answered. :rose: Congrats, darlin'. *hugs*
 
It had damned well better be! It's just not the same if it isn't. :)

Well, I was going to ask how you're doing, what you've been up to..... but I believe that question has been thoroughly answered. :rose: Congrats, darlin'. *hugs*

Thank you :) It shall be a grand adventure. With really big hats. :D
 
The way my lips press to your heartbeat, catching the rush of your soul against my stillness.
I promise to remember this infinite curve, the lingering heat of you that never fades.
The scent of your skin whispering against my being, drenching my sheets with bliss.
I’ll wait for you to strip to nothing so you’re willing to expose everything, to accept that your existence is not mere flesh and bone.

But the rush of your soul.
The infinite curve.
The lingering heat.






He proposed. I accepted. Engaged.

holysmokesbatman!

AWESOME Congratulations hun :) Superb :rose: What fantastic news!!
 
That was quite unexpected. But it's a good thing to be surprised by. Congrats!
 
The way my lips press to your heartbeat, catching the rush of your soul against my stillness.
I promise to remember this infinite curve, the lingering heat of you that never fades.
The scent of your skin whispering against my being, drenching my sheets with bliss.
I’ll wait for you to strip to nothing so you’re willing to expose everything, to accept that your existence is not mere flesh and bone.

But the rush of your soul.
The infinite curve.
The lingering heat.






He proposed. I accepted. Engaged.

holysmokesbatman!

Ohhhhh my! Congrats, my dear.
 
The way my lips press to your heartbeat, catching the rush of your soul against my stillness.
I promise to remember this infinite curve, the lingering heat of you that never fades.
The scent of your skin whispering against my being, drenching my sheets with bliss.
I’ll wait for you to strip to nothing so you’re willing to expose everything, to accept that your existence is not mere flesh and bone.

But the rush of your soul.
The infinite curve.
The lingering heat.






He proposed. I accepted. Engaged.

holysmokesbatman!
congrats darlin' That is wonderful, and that guy is so lucky to have someone as special as you in his life. Best wishes to both of you!
 
The way my lips press to your heartbeat, catching the rush of your soul against my stillness.
I promise to remember this infinite curve, the lingering heat of you that never fades.
The scent of your skin whispering against my being, drenching my sheets with bliss.
I’ll wait for you to strip to nothing so you’re willing to expose everything, to accept that your existence is not mere flesh and bone.

But the rush of your soul.
The infinite curve.
The lingering heat.






He proposed. I accepted. Engaged.

holysmokesbatman!

Hearts are broken everywhere! :D So happy for you! :D
 
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hi there,

this is my first post on the thread, and I gotta say that the artwork is really breathtaking (your body is too, as you can tell from all the other posts!)

in your sneakysneak picture, I am 97% sure that that's a Buddhist monk from behind, and I was wondering where you shot it?

So many of your pics seem to not be set in the US - you must travel a lot? My artistic travel buddies used to take the same kinds of shots :)
 
Very belated answers.. (my apologies!)

AWESOME Congratulations hun :) Superb :rose: What fantastic news!!

Thank you, lovely!

That was quite unexpected. But it's a good thing to be surprised by. Congrats!

Don't worry, we'll be staying with you when we visit the artist who is making the rings.. :D

Ohhhhh my! Congrats, my dear.

Miss you, goof.

congrats darlin' That is wonderful, and that guy is so lucky to have someone as special as you in his life. Best wishes to both of you!

Thank you :) we still need to catch up! I'll get back to you on that pm

Hearts are broken everywhere! :D So happy for you! :D

I'm very certain all of those broken hearts will manage.. with a little duct tape? ;)

hi there,

this is my first post on the thread, and I gotta say that the artwork is really breathtaking (your body is too, as you can tell from all the other posts!)

in your sneakysneak picture, I am 97% sure that that's a Buddhist monk from behind, and I was wondering where you shot it?

So many of your pics seem to not be set in the US - you must travel a lot? My artistic travel buddies used to take the same kinds of shots :)

I'm very belated in answering this, and we've already sorted out the answer to your question.. but thank you, and welcome to the thread! I'll try to be around here more often than I have been as of late.

You are a very attrative woman.

Thanks, Zip :kiss:
 
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