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The Isolated Blurt BDSM Thread
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The one thing I asked - first and foremost and before ANYTHING else was honesty. That I not be lied to.
I guess being *made* a lie isn't exactly the same as being lied *to*, is it? Of course that also means that I have become one of the liars. And that last part is sitting much worse than the first. The mere thought makes my physically ill. Literally.
I guess being *made* a lie isn't exactly the same as being lied *to*, is it? Of course that also means that I have become one of the liars. And that last part is sitting much worse than the first. The mere thought makes my physically ill. Literally.
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Fuck that. You bear no culpability. He behaved like a major league ass, chy.
My choices were my own. There's no arguing that.
*snort*
Who knows. Maybe this particular growing experience will give me the bump I need. You know, move me from "worth keeping" category to the "good enough to be wanted" category for the next one.
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This guy is obviously off his meds, chy. You deserve better.
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That seems to be the general consensus with my friends. I just wish that I hadn't risked crushing the last semblances of a friendship to find out that I'm "worth keeping."
That's the part that sucks.
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That seems to be the general consensus with my friends. I just wish that I hadn't risked crushing the last semblances of a friendship to find out that I'm "worth keeping."
That's the part that sucks.
I think of all people, she will understand. It may work out in the end.
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I think of all people, she will understand. It may work out in the end.
Yeah. Hope seems to be rather fascinated with that particular ball at the moment. Unfortunately, I think her Hope is still fixated of the red ball of hell.
It's becoming impossible to keep far enough back to not get sucked into one downward spiral that will surly end in a raging inferno while wondering if the other has the emotional distance or friends wise enough to see the dangers at hand.
She deserves better, too.
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Yeah. Hope seems to be rather fascinated with that particular ball at the moment. Unfortunately, I think her Hope is still fixated of the red ball of hell.
It's becoming impossible to keep far enough back to not get sucked into one downward spiral that will surly end in a raging inferno while wondering if the other has the emotional distance or friends wise enough to see the dangers at hand.
She deserves better, too.
Disengage, chy. It's a no-win scenario.
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-6º F with 20 mph winds = -30º F windchill factor. Actually, whether you put that in F or C, it's damn cold. I almost wanted to try the "evaporating" boiled water trick, but it's too damn cold for me to bother with it.
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Yeah. That would be concensious #2. Still sucks, though.
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Yeah. That would be concensious #2. Still sucks, though.
Yes. It does. But you do not (at least in that way). And you should not be treated as if you do.
I think we can all agree on that, can we not?
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Yes. It does. But you do not (at least in that way). And you should not be treated as if you do.
I think we can all agree on that, can we not?
Yeah, we can. The whole damned thing still makes me an unhappy chy.
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I hope he had a good reason for the 5 days between last contact and this one
My blurt - it's 5pm and still 37C. Summer in Sydney sucks
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I hope he had a good reason for the 5 days between last contact and this one
My blurt - it's 5pm and still 37C. Summer in Sydney sucks
Very busy with work..if only he had told me that up front than I would not have been so upset..but it really hurt after having gotten some time together and than nothing....
UGh about your temps....
Thanks for caring Bandit!
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Ah, but Catty, dear... It is by taking the time and space to care for ourselves that we become placed in a position to truly become available for others - both of mind and spirit. Therefore, taking care of ourselves is not a form of selfishness, but is truly a selfless act visited upon our worlds.
At least that's what they keep telling me.
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I absolutely despise my current job. Never have I worked for a more dishonest, unethical, and totally repugnant couple.
I can only hope that things will get better from here on out....
I can only hope that things will get better from here on out....
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Ah, but Catty, dear... It is by taking the time and space to care for ourselves that we become placed in a position to truly become available for others - both of mind and spirit. Therefore, taking care of ourselves is not a form of selfishness, but is truly a selfless act visited upon our worlds.
At least that's what they keep telling me.
Hey girlie - I'll start listening to that when YOU do!
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