The Isolated Blurt BDSM Thread

[Sir_Winston54]

.... He conducted an experiment with 100 people living together in an underground bunker with zero privacy and cameras on them 24/7 for a month. Fascinating. Guy's a bit loopy but he did have some foresight.

If he'd *really* had foresight, he'd have realized that he had the basis for a hot reality show. Instead, he missed out on cashing in on "Big Brother."

 

[Keroin]

If he'd *really* had foresight, he'd have realized that he had the basis for a hot reality show. Instead, he missed out on cashing in on "Big Brother."

Well, this was pre-Big Brother and one of the people interviewed made the comment that Harris, essentially, invented reality TV.

It was interesting to watch the evolution/devolution of that experiment; the initial excitement and creativity that eventually became frustration/anger and destruction.

 

[graceanne]

I found the most recent 'stash it because i don't want to put it away' spot. Under my freaken bed. The amount of garbage under there was SIMPLY AMAZING.

 

[the captians wench]

OH! NIPPLE PIERCINGS! I bet that would be an awesome endorphin rush! Especially if I told them not to go way fast when they do it!

I hope your boobage feels better soon, though. Or at least you find someone to take advantage of the heightened state of said boobage.

I didn't get much of a high off of actually piercing them, but every one reacts differently. And my reaction could have a lot to do with the fact that I'm TERRIFIED of needles. Not the pain from needles mind you, just needles themselves.

My nipples felt clamped for a week after the piercing. Now they are hyper sincitive.

I think I've gained some weight this time, so the boobage won't fade as much, but it deffo is a little PMS bloating as well. The past 6 months I've gone up a full cup size every week between ovulation and minstration. Oh and that hyper sincitivity gets multiplied by 100.

And doesn't look like I'll get any physical attention any time soon. Unless some one decides to come back from the dead for more than an IM conversation and a late night phone call. Or some one else decides to play nice and share.

i think it may have been a Very Bad Idea to bottom, let alone heavy bottoming, when it was the submission i craved. the scene was good. exceptionally good. and i did good - like a good bottom and i was a very good girl. and then afterward i realized that no one important was there to see that i did good and that i was a good girl. and then i really super remembered the i don't even have a collar anymore and i couldn't even hold it and rub on it like i did when they were just away. and then i wanted to cry and couldn't cause i need to show grace and fucking dignity. and then i really just wanted to go home and couldn't even do that cause i was driving alone. and i still left before i should have cause i couldn't do it anymore and now i have subdrop from hell and i really, really, really want my Person back and it's not fair and i don't like it. and to top it off my tears feel all acidy again and this really fucking sucks. can i pretty please emotionally safeword now cause i really don't like this!


</lingering subspace ramblings>

This is why it's hard for me to refuse one particular fwb. He's so good at satisfying that need to submit fully and leave me satisfied fully. I don't tend to drop until the next night, very rarely I do drop that same night when I curl into bed alone.

 

[gypsy*seer]

I didn't get much of a high off of actually piercing them, but every one reacts differently. And my reaction could have a lot to do with the fact that I'm TERRIFIED of needles. Not the pain from needles mind you, just needles themselves.

My nipples felt clamped for a week after the piercing. Now they are hyper sincitive.

I think I've gained some weight this time, so the boobage won't fade as much, but it deffo is a little PMS bloating as well. The past 6 months I've gone up a full cup size every week between ovulation and minstration. Oh and that hyper sincitivity gets multiplied by 100.

And doesn't look like I'll get any physical attention any time soon. Unless some one decides to come back from the dead for more than an IM conversation and a late night phone call. Or some one else decides to play nice and share.



This is why it's hard for me to refuse one particular fwb. He's so good at satisfying that need to submit fully and leave me satisfied fully. I don't tend to drop until the next night, very rarely I do drop that same night when I curl into bed alone.

I'm needle-phobic also. But for me it was a tattoo....just one


(for now!)


and the pain was exquisite!

 

[graceanne]

I don't know if I broke my toe or just jammed it really badly, but it FUCKING HURTS. And it's the one I broke about five years ago.

 

[DeepGreenEyes]

Confirmed: I'm not a masochist.

 

[chy_girl]

I'm needle-phobic also. But for me it was a tattoo....just one


(for now!)


and the pain was exquisite!

I seriously considered going with the tattoo last night because I've always had such an awesome afterglow. Then I realized that that was before I discovered the joys of BDSM. I'm fairly sure that the afterglow of the tat wouldn't much compare to 10 buried needles that essentially formed a four inch long endorphin button. I'll have to try the tat again sometime soon.

I don't know if I broke my toe or just jammed it really badly, but it FUCKING HURTS. And it's the one I broke about five years ago.

Confirmed: I'm not a masochist.

Oh, DGE... honey... THAT was never in question. Ever.

It's always good to confirm things though! Even for a sadist.

 

[DeepGreenEyes]

Oh, DGE... honey... THAT was never in question. Ever.

It's always good to confirm things though! Even for a sadist.

Well, sometimes I do wonder. Sigh.

 

[chy_girl]

Well, sometimes I do wonder. Sigh.

A glutton for punishment is slightly different than a masochist. It is a very fine and blurry line, but it's there. Especially for people who struggle to balance what their heart desires with integrity and that whole 'good person' thing.

 

[Lizzie_Borden]

I'm TERRIFIED of needles. Not the pain from needles mind you, just needles themselves.

I'm needle-phobic also. But for me it was a tattoo....just one

I have no issues with needles, or the pain associated with them. Or cutting even. I just don't like seeing my own blood, or inside said cuts. That stuff turns my stomach.

 

[minx1]

OMFG!

Help lol.

Please feel free to chuck words of encouragement in my direction cos I am crapping myself!
I am meeting the Dom tomorrow and I am so friggin nervous its ridiculous.

He is lovely, makes me laugh and has arranged a wonderful day out. We are driving to a beautiful spot a couple of hours south that I have never been to before and going for lunch. Its years since someone has wanted to to do that for me, but I find myself so freaked that panic might make me back out!

 

[Lizzie_Borden]

OMFG!

Help lol.

Please feel free to chuck words of encouragement in my direction cos I am crapping myself!
I am meeting the Dom tomorrow and I am so friggin nervous its ridiculous.

He is lovely, makes me laugh and has arranged a wonderful day out. We are driving to a beautiful spot a couple of hours south that I have never been to before and going for lunch. Its years since someone has wanted to to do that for me, but I find myself so freaked that panic might make me back out!

Go minxie! You can do it! *dances* Woo!

 

[seela]

I absolutely despise taking care of him when he's hung over, even if it only means making coffee, avoiding loud noises and giving him a blow job. I simply hate seeing him in this state and it makes me so f-ing pissed off. Ok, this is the second time it happens during the four years we've been together, so it's far from being a regular activity in our relationship, but I hated it the last time and I hate it right now.

Makes me feel very unsubmissive.

 

[KayKat]

OMFG!

Help lol.

Please feel free to chuck words of encouragement in my direction cos I am crapping myself!
I am meeting the Dom tomorrow and I am so friggin nervous its ridiculous.

He is lovely, makes me laugh and has arranged a wonderful day out. We are driving to a beautiful spot a couple of hours south that I have never been to before and going for lunch. Its years since someone has wanted to to do that for me, but I find myself so freaked that panic might make me back out!

Have a great time Minx!!! enjoy!!!!

 

[Sir_Winston54]

OMFG!

Help lol.

Please feel free to chuck words of encouragement in my direction cos I am crapping myself!
I am meeting the Dom tomorrow and I am so friggin nervous its ridiculous.

He is lovely, makes me laugh and has arranged a wonderful day out. We are driving to a beautiful spot a couple of hours south that I have never been to before and going for lunch. Its years since someone has wanted to to do that for me, but I find myself so freaked that panic might make me back out!

You can do it, kiddo! You *are* a worthwhile and worthy person, and HE'S lucky to have an opportunity to get to know you and enjoy your company.

Don't you DARE sell our friend short! (That's you, in case you're being foolish.)

 

[graceanne]

OMFG!

Help lol.

Please feel free to chuck words of encouragement in my direction cos I am crapping myself!
I am meeting the Dom tomorrow and I am so friggin nervous its ridiculous.

He is lovely, makes me laugh and has arranged a wonderful day out. We are driving to a beautiful spot a couple of hours south that I have never been to before and going for lunch. Its years since someone has wanted to to do that for me, but I find myself so freaked that panic might make me back out!

You go, girl!

 

[Daddy2mylilgirl]

OMFG!

Help lol.

Please feel free to chuck words of encouragement in my direction cos I am crapping myself!
I am meeting the Dom tomorrow and I am so friggin nervous its ridiculous.

He is lovely, makes me laugh and has arranged a wonderful day out. We are driving to a beautiful spot a couple of hours south that I have never been to before and going for lunch. Its years since someone has wanted to to do that for me, but I find myself so freaked that panic might make me back out!

Go for it! And be careful.

 

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

OMFG!

Help lol.

Please feel free to chuck words of encouragement in my direction cos I am crapping myself!
I am meeting the Dom tomorrow and I am so friggin nervous its ridiculous.

He is lovely, makes me laugh and has arranged a wonderful day out. We are driving to a beautiful spot a couple of hours south that I have never been to before and going for lunch. Its years since someone has wanted to to do that for me, but I find myself so freaked that panic might make me back out!

Oh thats great news Minx! Have a wonderful time together!!

As SW said, the guy is very LUCKY! Go for it and enjoy every second of it.

 

[graceanne]

Oh thats great news Minx! Have a wonderful time together!!

As SW said, the guy is very LUCKY! Go for it and enjoy every second of it.

And as Daddy2 said - be careful.

 

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

And as Daddy2 said - be careful.

Agreed.

 

[chy_girl]

2nded on what everyone else has said, minx.

 

[catalina_francisco]

OMFG!

Help lol.

Please feel free to chuck words of encouragement in my direction cos I am crapping myself!
I am meeting the Dom tomorrow and I am so friggin nervous its ridiculous.

He is lovely, makes me laugh and has arranged a wonderful day out. We are driving to a beautiful spot a couple of hours south that I have never been to before and going for lunch. Its years since someone has wanted to to do that for me, but I find myself so freaked that panic might make me back out!

Good luck, and don't you dare back out!!! Just be safe (the usual things we all preach ) and enjoy being treated wonderfully, like you should have been a long time ago. Just remember, he is the lucky one to have found someone as special as you.

Catalina

 

[ImOnIt]

I looked at the General Board on this site for the first time.

 

[Sir_Winston54]

I looked at the General Board on this site for the first time.

OMG - are you all right?