straight with gay fantasies ??

[hkyboy]

i find myself odd as im straight but ...
what happens is once i get into a relationship with a girl i then only think of men in my fantasies ... so then i ask myself maybe im gay ... ive never done anything with a man for the record ...

but if im not in a relationship then i only like girls and think about them etc. then as soon as the steady relationship comes , im so into wanting to have sex with a man but i know if i lost the girl i woulnt want that anymore.

so id say for every 2 times i have sex with the GF , i have to JO to gay porn or its like i dont want to have sex with her ...

does anyone else feel or felt something similar to this?

its almost like i wish i could have a BF and GF and do one one day and do the other the next etc.

 

[Stella_Omega]

You might be bisexual.

You only think about men when you are with a woman, but not when you are without... why do you think that is?

 

[Trap1]

I have plenty of fantasies. I feel it is quite normal.

 

[tazia59]

Same here

But mine are just barely legal.

 

[biguy79]

it could just be that you are starting to fantasize about men in a sexual way. i say; have sex with a guy, blow him, whatever. get it out of your system. if you dont like it...well...there you go. but if you do, than you have a whole new dimension in what sex can be for you. so go ahead, explore!

 

[johor]

I used to feel the idea of sex with a guy was just gross. Now that my unaccomplished hetro fantasies are getting to be fewer, my mind has turned to guys. It seems to be not too uncommon among us middle aged married guys to want to suck a cock.

I had the chance years ago to have a 3way with an ex girlfriend and her mostly gay male lover. She was really hot to see me with a guy but I was too scared it would make me "unmarriable." Having been married for many years, that fear is not currently an issue now but my desire to be married is so strong that I don't know that I could have sex with a guy if I were single again.

 

[Mr. Briggs]

Check this thread out for some comfort http://forum.literotica.com/showthread.php?t=569635

I have a feeling it could also be the comfort with your gf just leads your mind to have your hetero needs taken care of and you maybe feel bad about fantasizing about another girl so you turn to men.

 

[Mr. Briggs]

I used to feel the idea of sex with a guy was just gross. Now that my unaccomplished hetro fantasies are getting to be fewer, my mind has turned to guys. It seems to be not too uncommon among us middle aged married guys to want to suck a cock.

I had the chance years ago to have a 3way with an ex girlfriend and her mostly gay male lover. She was really hot to see me with a guy but I was too scared it would make me "unmarriable." Having been married for many years, that fear is not currently an issue now but my desire to be married is so strong that I don't know that I could have sex with a guy if I were single again.

Really interesting points.

 

[101tom]

Is it just me?

I consider myself straight but when I get really turned on reading or viewing erotica I get precum flowing and rub it onto my fingertip and roll my finger around my lips. I have thought of blowing my nut and tasting it but always just enjoy my clear slippery juices.

Has anyone sampled their own seed?

Thanks

 

[Cycle Tom]

I consider myself straight but when I get really turned on reading or viewing erotica I get precum flowing and rub it onto my fingertip and roll my finger around my lips. I have thought of blowing my nut and tasting it but always just enjoy my clear slippery juices.

Has anyone sampled their own seed?

Thanks

I taste it just about every time I jerk off. I also fantasize about tasting another man's cum.

 

[oracle6045]

Taste

I have tasted my cum actually by accident. I was laying on my back jacking off and it shot into my open mouth. I actually found it exciting.

 

[Cycle Tom]

I have tasted my cum actually by accident. I was laying on my back jacking off and it shot into my open mouth. I actually found it exciting.

Do you continue to taste your cum?

 

[TomBoner]

Do you continue to taste your cum?

As I've said in other threads, the only way I could ever really enjoy tasting my own cum was by throwing my legs over my head and shooting my cum directly into my mouth. Seeing my throbbing hard mushroom shaped cock head only inches away from my outstretched tongue would turn me on so much that I'd gush out HUGE shots of hot creamy sperm and semen into my wide open anxiously awaiting mouth. I got to the point where I would actually crave the taste of my own jism for a long time.

Unfortunately, getting older and a bad back sort of prohibits me from doing that. I have managed to take 4 other guys cum into my mouth ... and that was just as rewarding.

 

[101tom]

I taste it just about every time I jerk off. I also fantasize about tasting another man's cum.

Thanks, Cycle Tom I'm new to this forum. Pretty cool info here. Still have to get the post-blow urge to swallow. I tried putting my cream on some tortilla chips sort of a man salsa, something just stops me. I have no real desire to be with a man but fantasize some.

Thanks for the reply

 

[oracle6045]

tate

Yes Cycle, I continue to taste it. Mostly taste the precum while I jack off...every now and then the cum....