My Heaven & Hell (Invite Only)

Rayne_Clowd

50% Devil 50% Angel
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This Room Is Invite Only - If you have not been invited please leave now...
(friends may leave gifts or notes but only if a scene is not being played out)


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Welcome to my Heaven and my Hell. where my inner angel and devil meet. Within my own private heaven and hell will be my teasing torture, my passionate pleasure and my sanctuary for my sanity.


I am naturally a Switch, perhaps it goes hand in hand with being a proud Libra and my need to keep balance. I have chosen to embrace both my inner Dom/sub. So on display within these walls will be my angel and devil tendencies and sometimes a little of both.

There are two main parts to this room Heaven & Hell.....

Heaven would seem just like any other room, a place for soft reflections and tenderness. The other room you enter via a large wooden door and walk your way down the stone steps into Hell. Hell is a place for emotional fire, pain, passion and sinful pleasure.

 
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My Hell

You walk through the large wooden doors and down some narrow stone steps the darkness rising up to meet you...........


Welcome to Hell

The Dom Corner <--- ( click to view)

Rayne's Play Collar & Cuffs
http://www.bound2impress.com/images/12001_m.jpg


A Fully equipped dungeon, including;

- St, Andrews cross
- Whipping bench
- Bondage Wheel
- Cage
- Stocks
- Straight Rattan Cane
- Crook Rattan Cane
- Heavy Acrylic Cane
- Riding Crop
- Wooden Paddle
- Dressage Whips
- Leather Wedge Strap
- Small Bungee Flogger
- Leather Flogger
- Heavy Rubber Flogger
- Twin-Blade Knife
- Violet Wand
- Clover Clamps
- Crocodile Clamps
- Scissor Clamps
- Bit Gag
- Strap-on
- Variety of Anal Toys
- Metal Stocks
- Rope
- Candles
- Feathers
- Lubricants
- and more.............

Some Of The Equipment:
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The Hobby Horse:
http://www.masterrsdungeons.com/dungeon_furniture/images_furniture/benchb300.jpg
Queening Bench & Cage:
http://dungeonequipment.co.uk/catalog/prodimages/purpqueen.gif
More Equipment:
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The Magic Box
- from within this your desires can be retrieved,
hold a thought in your minds eye within the item can be found.
http://metapot.com/files/cache/c3bae89e750e81aa611a92fe8393cf57.jpg

Some Naughty Gifts:

A Cane - from Arcane_ Desires & Holly
Heart Nipple Jewlery - From Grant_S
Hitachie - from Trixabell
Sexy Leather Bracelet - from Grant_S

 
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My Cowgirl Sister: babygurll1968, My Sinful Companion: RP519,
My Bad Boy: Grant_S, My Body Guard: amchentai
My Latina Goddess: xOxCherryxOx, My Cuddly Stallion:Sombrablanca
My Evilly Delicious: Noon_Shadow, My Random Dragon: dragonrazor
My Romeo: Proactive_boy, My Sweet Daddy:Jeeper3
My Sister Sub:Trixabell, My Sweet Brat: EzraPound
My Lusty Vampire: DhampirS, My Sexy Kitty: RoleplayCatGirl
My tempting light: Vail_Indigo, My Dangerous Duo: Arcane_ Desires & Holly
My protective alpha friend: LoganDarkHolme

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:rose:Quotes I Had To Keep:rose:

The Serenity Prayer

God, grant us the...
Serenity to accept things we cannot change,
Courage to change the things we can, and the
Wisdom to know the difference
Patience for the things that take time
Appreciation for all that we have, and
Tolerance for those with different struggles
Freedom to live beyond the limitations of our past ways, the
Ability to feel your love for us and our love for each other and the
Strength to get up and try again even when we feel it is hopeless.

by the theologian Reinhold Niebuhr



*He shakes his head as she walks away and he gathers his clothes. Even right after they finished fucking, she was still such a tease.*


Smiles at Rayne and shakes my head at her

let me rephrase that..
Maybe I can take you back to my room, order room service.
Have them bring up a thing of warm white chocolate syrup, which I will cover your lovely breasts with.
Then I will lick every last drop of it off of you, and then fuck you till I go limp.

I giggle at Rayne But, when Rayne is good, she is very, very good. But when she is bad she is naughty!

-Raising his glass to her he smiles.-

Beautiful things are made to inspire others. It's part of what makes us human. taking something beautiful, and making it our own. Something personal, something intimate. Something we can take pleasure from.

from Redline: "Good cars will get you from point A to point B. Great cars...well, great cars will just get you into trouble"

"submission is not clipping anyone's wings. If it is, then it's being done wrong. It's about recognizing yourself and all of your worth, then giving it as a gift to someone whom you deem worthy and can trust."

Firmhanded_Daddy says:
You are submissive, but you never let it make you any less of a woman.

I'm still trying to find out if your part Sucuccbus or Sex goddess, or maybe half and half of both.

Ryo's response to me warning them about getting to close while I have a cold.
"If I wasn't sure that I'd get hurt, I'd go over there and kiss you until I got sick." He moves over and sits by her closer though.

Smiles, looking Rayne in the eyes...drops the accent "Rayne darlin'...you are very high up on the price list for this particular kitten, and if you don't know that yet, I'll have to try twice or thrice as hard to make sure you know how well loved you are." :rose:

Powerdog16 says: There is no stronger person... than a submissive.

RP519 Says: "It's gonna hurt every now and then...If you fall, get back on again; Cowgirls don't cry"

"I just don't think the male population of this resort...nay, the world...would survive if you were to become more devil. It'd be like Jean Grey losing control over her darker nature and the Phoenix being unleashed."

She purrs like a cat, growls like a lion but loves like a mother ^_^ :rose:

EesomeBeastie said:
Some say that rain clouds spoil a day
Because they chase the sun away
But that's a chance to spend instead
A day with Rayne Clowd curled in bed!

:kiss: :rose:

Jeeper3 said:
My little thief whispered and sang
loving life
skiping dancing in four:four time
bringing sunshine
breathing life
renewing all as she passed by
Giving love
and stealing hearts
this little thief of mine


~Random Cowgirl/Cowboy Quotes~

-Never approach a bull from the front, a horse from the rear, or a fool from any direction

-Don't squat with your spurs on

-There are three kinds of men: The ones that learn by reading. The few who learn by observation. The rest of them have to pee on the electric fence.

-Never kick a cow chip on a hot day

-Never slap a man who's chewing tobacco

-Save a Horse Ride a Cowboy

-Cowboy when I'm good I'm good. When I'm bad I'm even better.

-There's two theories to arguing with a woman. Neither one works.

-If you're riding ahead of the herd, take a look back every now and then to make sure it's still there.

-I'm a angel in Justin boots and a devil in blue jeans. I'm every cowgirls nightmare and every cowboys dream.

-You know u have the keys to a cowboy's heart when u got the keys to his truck

-It isnt just cowboys...anyone can find an excuse to sound or act stupid

-Other States were carved or born. TEXAS grew from HIDE and HORN!!!

-We got it, Cowboys want it, We know it~ COWGIRLS RULE!!!


-Cowgirl Motto: Party til he's cute!

-It's simple if you can rope me you can have me

-It's all very simple, keep your mind in the middle while your butt spins round and round.


-Ride the bull, or ride me... Take your choice.


-Boots, chaps and cowboy hats... nothin' else matters

-Winning isn't everything...hold my belt buckle while I ride your girlfriend.

-Good judgment comes from experience, and a lotta that comes from bad judgment

-Life ain't about how fast you run, or how high you climb, but how well you bounce

-A cowgirl is a woman with guts and a horse

-Behind every successful rancher is a wife who works in town

-A bronc rider should be light in the head and heavy in the seat

-When in doubt, let your horse do the thinkin'

-Head Tosser - A blonde-haired woman who wears fashion boots while working in the barn

•Tellin' a man to git lost and makin' him do it are two entirely different propositions.

•When you're throwin' your weight around, be ready to have it thrown around by somebody else.

•You can't tell how good a man or a watermelon is 'til they get thumped.(Character shows up best when tested.)

•Never miss a good chance to shut up.

•If lawyers are disbarred and clergymen are defrocked, shouldn't it follow that cowboys would be deranged?

•There never was a horse that couldn't be rode;
Never was a cowboy who couldn't be throwed.

GIFTS



From Ausus_girl13 - Roses

From Roleplaycatgirl - a framed 8 x 10


From babygurll1968: Flowers & Picture

From Noon_Shadow - A rose for valentines day 2010

From babygurll1968 - Valentines Picture

From powerdog16 - Friendship Bracelet (to offer strength and support)

From Ausus_girl13 - Flower Arrangement

From powerdog16 - Yellow Roses of Texas

From Noon_Shadow - in commemoration of 10,000th posts in Cloud 9

From Yeishia - Thank You

From Master Powerdog16: Military Teddy Bear (this means the world to me)

From Babygurll1968 - Tokens of sisterly love

From Proactive_boy: A photo of me taken under his tree

From babygurll1968: Wiccan Painting

From Powerdog16: Red & Yellow Rose Painting

From Powerdog16 to Scarlet: Her little fairy kitten bumble

From Arcane Desires & His Submissive Holly: My Friend Mr Cane

From RP519: "My life was dark and frought with clouds / The sun so often hidden / I lay awake so many nights / With fears that came unbidden / Til love you poured from out the sky / That washed away my pain / I thank you for all you have done / For bringing in the Rayne"

From Grant_S: Heart Nipple Jewlery x2

From Firmhanded_Daddy: Fluffy Pink Pillow

From Trixabell: Hitachie

Words I Keep In Mind With D/s

A Man who displays sensitivity Will be a Master who is sensitive to you

A Man who displays humility will be a Master who will show you respect

A Man who is not afraid to cry will be a Master who understands your tears

A Man who is quiet will be a Master who will hear your quietest whisper

A Man who knows fear will be a Master who will not leave you to face yours alone

A Man who will listen to a child will be a Master who will always work to understand your words

A Man who can stand alone will be a Master who will not crush you under His weight

A Man who controls Himself with ease will be a Master with the ability to control you in the same way

A Man who does not have to prove His point will be a Master with many worthwhile points to share

A Man who never makes demands will be a Master who treasures anything you give

A Man who doesn't run after you will be a Master you will never need to run away from

A Man who is calm will be a Master who can weather your storms

A Man who has walked the path to peace will be a Master able to guide you along that path

A Man who does not shout will be a Master who will never deafen you

A Man who knows Himself will be a Master who will have time to know you

A Man who never stops learning will be a Master who never stops growing

A Man who always seeks to be the best He can be for you is the only Man truly worthy of being called Master.

Unhealthy Control - Warning Signs of the Non Dominant

By Cerina X - http://submissive1.homestead.com/fakedoms.html

1) Controlling behavior due to fear of losing their partner.

A) Isolating the submissive from family and friends
B) Discouraging self sufficient behavior
C) Not allowing any social interaction which does not include the dominant
D) Out of control jealousy

2) Explosive temper

3) Behaves like a spoiled child when not getting his/her way

4) Abuses drugs/alcohol

5) Does not take responsibility for mistakes

6) Uses unhealthy behavior to gain control over the submissive

A) Emotional blackmail
example: Keeping the submissive in a constant state of fear that the relationship will end if they don't get their way.

B) Emotional Withdrawal
example: Using the "silent treatment" or physically withdrawing and cutting off all contact rather than communicating and taking responsibility for the situation.

C) Withdrawal of affection

Refusing any/all intimacy as a punishment which can be quite damaging and reinforces the fear that the submissive will lose the relationship unless he/she gives into this type of blackmail.


For my 30th Birthday - my birthday wish thread

Poem by Cosmic Knight for my 30th
A birthday gift for Rayne
in words, be set serene.
a velvet cuff
a silken strap
white rope, inside a dream

Wine, in case precocious
to toast our smiling crowd
a silver clamp
in pristine ice
for nub, now ever proud


A special day for my new friend
A moment borne of hope
till someone sigh
and plant a kiss
on breast, soft bound by rope


Happy Birthday Rayne, may it be ery special, and filled with everlasting wonder.

:kiss::rose::kiss:
 
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looking around her new home Rayne sighs contented and smiles, new beginnings a fresh start, ghosts and failures chased away......she walked through the area she called her heaven and smiled touching the shabby chic decor and paused only for a moment to take a book from the bookcase then she padded her way along the wooden floors towards the bedroom, it was time for bed and she knew the lush softness of her new bed was going to be heavenly.

"goodnight world" she whispered as she stripped down and slide between the covers and dimmed the lights to a low glow and cracked the spine of the book.
 


Just By Being You (Halo & Wings ) By Steel Magnolia

Let's run away, where nothing stands between me and you,
Let's find a place, somewhere a little closer to the truth,
And call it a home, where there's no right and there's no wrong,
And we can be all alone.

Chorus
And I'll take off my halo, if you take off your wings,
You don't have to be invincible, cause I sure ain't no saint,
You'll always be my angel no matter what you do,
Cause you take me to heaven, just by being you.

Tell me a secret, tell me things that no one else should know,
Even in your weakness, baby drop your guard, just let it go,
Until everything's exposed, and you don't have to feel ashamed,
Baby, just say my name.

Chorus
And I'll take off my halo, if you take off your wings,
You don't have to be invincible, cause I sure ain't no saint,
You'll always be my angel no matter what you do,
Cause you take me to heaven, just by being you.

When I see you standing there, you know it all becomes so clear
The way you look, the way you touch, I need the way you lift me up
This will never feel complete until there's nothing in between
And we have broke down every war.

Baby, baby, baby let's just fall.

Chorus
And I'll take off my halo, if you take off your wings,
You don't have to be invincible, cause I sure ain't no saint,
You'll always be my angel no matter what you do,
Cause you take me to heaven, just by being you.

Oh, you take me to heaven, just by being you.

Let's run away,
Let's run away.

Bring On The Rain By Jo Dee Messina

Another day has almost come and gone
Can't imagine what else could wrong
Sometimes I'd like to hide away somewhere and lock the door
A single battle lost but not the war ('cause)

Tomorrow's another day
And I'm thirsty anyway
So bring on the rain

It's almost like the hard times circle 'round
A couple drops and they all start coming down
Yeah, I might feel defeated,
I might hang my head
I might be barely breathing - but I'm not dead

Tomorrow's another day
And I'm thirsty anyway
So bring on the rain

I'm not gonna let it get me down
I'm not gonna cry
And I'm not gonna lose any sleep tonight

Maybe By Kelly Clarkson

I'm strong
But I break
I'm stubborn
And I make plenty of mistakes
Yeah I'm hard
And life with me is never easy
To figure out, to love
I'm jaded but oh so lovely
All you have to do is hold me
And you'll know and you'll see just how sweet it can be
If you'll trust me, love me, let me
Maybe, maybe

Someday
When we're at the same place
When we're on the same road
When it's okay to hold my hand
Without feeling lost
Without all the excuses
When it's just because you love me, you let me, you need me
Then maybe, maybe

All you have to do is hold me
And you'll know and you'll see just how sweet it can be
If you'll trust me, love me, let me
Maybe, maybe

I'm confusing as hell
I'm north and south
And I'll probably never have it all figured out
But what I know is I wasn't meant to walk this world without you
And I promise I'll try
Yeah I'm gonna try to give you every little part of me
Every single detail you missed with your eyes
Then maybe
Maybe, yeah maybe, yeah maybe, maybe, yeah maybe, maybe

One day
We'll meet again and you'll need me, you'll see me completely
Every little bit
Oh yeah maybe you'll love me, you'll love me then

I don't want to be tough
And I don't want to be proud
I don't need to be fixed and I certainly don't need to be found
I'm not lost
I need to be loved
I just need to be loved
I just want to be loved by you and I won't stop 'cause I believe
That maybe, yeah maybe
Maybe, yeah maybe, maybe,maybe, yeah maybe

I should know better than to touch the fire twice
But I'm thinking maybe, yeah maybe you might

Maybe, love maybe

A little help from my Friends

What would you do
If I sang outta tune
Would you stand up
And walk out on me?

Lend me your ears
And I'll sing you a song
I will try not to sing outta key
'Be outta tune'

'Oh baby high, without no key'
(High with a little help from my friends)
'All I need is my buddies'
(High with a little help from my friends)
'I say I'm gonna get even higher, all I want'
(High with a little help from my friends)
'Whoa-oh whoa-oh, oh yeah'
(Woo-ooo-ooo)

What do I do when my love is away
(Does it worry you to be alone?)
'No-no'
'How do I feel at the end of the day?'
(Are you sad cause you're on your own?)
'l can't, don't even say it no mo'

(By with a little help from my friends)
'Gonna get by without a friend, with a little tune'
(High with a little help from my friends)
'Yeah, yeah, yeah, I'm gonna'
(Try with a little help from my friends)
'People there that I know of'
(Woo-ooo-ooo)

(Do ya need anybody?) (Do ya need any money)
'I need someone to love'
(Could it be anybody?)
'All I need is someone to love'
'Won't you try, oh yeah'
'Some love between your soul, now'

'Baby'
(High with a little help from my friends)
'Say I'm gonna beg you as my friends, with a little help'
(By with a little help from my friends)
'Whoa-ho, I wanna keep on tryin, with a little
(Try with a little help from my friends)
'I'm gonna keep on tryin', now and then'
(Woo-hoo-ooo)

(Would you believe in a love at first sight?)
'I'm certain it happens all the time, yeah'
(What do you see when you turn out the light?)
'I can't tell ya, but it sho' feels like mine'
(By with a little help from my friends)
'Don't you know I'm gonna make you a lot happier'
(High with a little help from my friends)
'I'm gonna sing about good-byes'
(By with a little help from my friends)
'Said I'm gonna try and love her too, Lord)
(Woo-hoo-hoo)

(Do ya need anybody?)
'Whoa-ooooh-ooooh, yeah, yeah, yeah'
(Could it be anybody?)
'Oh, it's gotta be someone like you'
'Going to be, but not your lies
Someone better babe, to choose
'Whoa, yeah, yeah'

(By with a little help from my friends)
'Said I'm gonna get by without prayers, little girl'
(Try with a little help from my friends)
'Oh, never want a cheater with lies
(By with a little help from my friends)
'Keep on talking about friends, oh Lord'
(By with a little help from my friends)
'Whoa, you never know it's got no hope'
(High with a little help from my friends)
'I'm gonna keep on trying'
(By with a little help from my friends)
'Gettin' high, I wanna make time, oh Lord'
(Ooo-ooo-ooo)
'Gonna get by with my friends, yeah'

'Whoa-oh, I'm gonna get on by'
'Yes, I'm gonna get on by, girl'
'I won't sit alone, alone and cry'
'I won't tell you I'm lonely, girl'
'Can't hear me, now'

'Thought you were lookin' at the way I feel
And the warning sign in my eyes'
'Whoa, I'm gonna take my friends along with me'
'And then away we go'
'Everywhere we go we're gonna be on the same road


Kiss This by Aaron Tippin

She was a woman on a mission
Here to drown him and forget him
So I set her up again to wash him down

She had just about succeeded
When that low-down, no-good, cheatin',
Good-for-nothing came struttin' through the crowd

Oh, he was layin' it on so thick
He never missed a lick
Professing his never-ending love

Oh but I never will forget, when she stood up and said
So, I guess you think we're just gonna kiss and make-up don'cha
And that's when she said,

"Why don't you kiss...yeah kiss this
And I don't mean on my rosy red lips
Uh me and you, (me and you) uh we're through (we're through)
And there's only one thing left for you to do
You just come on over here one last time
Pucker up and close your eyes, and kiss this (kiss) for good bye (*)"

Well the next thing I recall
She had him backed against the wall
Chewin' him like a bulldog on a bone
She was puttin' him in his place
And I mean right up in his face
Draggin' him down a list of "done-me-wrongs"

Uh it was just about now that the crowd gathered 'round
They'd come to watch him pay for his every sin
She called him everything under the sun
And when we thought that she was done
She reared back and she let him have it again, man

She said...she said
Why don't you kiss (kiss) yeah kiss this
And I don't mean on my rosy red lips
Hey me and you, (me and you) uh we're through (we're through)
And there's only one thing left for you to do
You just come on over here one last time
Pucker up and close your eyes, and kiss this...(kiss)

Yeah kiss this
And I don't mean on my rosy red lips
Hey me and you, (me and you) uh we're through (we're through)
And there's only one thing left for you to do
You just come on over here one last time
Pucker up and close your eyes, and kiss this (kiss) for good bye (*)
Hey kiss this...uh good bye (see ya)

Simple Man by Shinedown


Well Mama told me, when I was young
Said sit beside me, my only son.
And listen closely, to what I say.
And if you do this,
It will help you some sunny day.
Ahh Yeah it will.


Oh Take your time... Don't live too fast,
Troubles will come, and they will pass.
You'll find a woman, and you'll find love,
And don't forget that,
There is someone up above.


And be a simple kind of man.
Be a something, you love and understand.
And be a simple kind of man.
Won't you do this for me son,
If you can?
If you can?


Forget your lust, for the rich man's gold
All that you need now, is in your soul,
And you can do this, oh baby, if you try.
All that I want from you my son,
Is to be satisfied.


And be a simple kind of man.
Be a something, you love and understand.
Baby, be a simple kind of man.
Oh won't you do this for me son,
If you can?
If you can?


Oh, don't you worry, you'll find yourself.
Follow you heart, and nothing else.
And you can do this, oh baby, if you try.
All that I want from you my son,
Is to be satisfied.


And be a simple kind of man,
Oh won't you do this for me son,
if you can?
So baby be a simple, be a simple man
Oh won't you do this for me son,
if you can?

Figured you out by Nickelback

I like your pants around your feet
And I like the dirt that's on your knees
And I like the way you still say please
While you're looking up at me
You're like my favourite damn disease

And I love the places that we go
And I love the people that you know
And I love the way you can't say no
Too many long lines in a row
I love the powder on your nose

And now I know who you are
It wasn't that hard, just to figure you out
(Now I did, you wonder why)
And now I know who you are
It wasn't that hard, just to figure you out
(Now I did, you wonder why)

I like the freckles on your chest
And I like the way you like me best
And I like the way you're not impressed
While you put me to the test
I like the white stains on your dress

And I love the way you pass the check
And I love the good times that you wreck
And I love your lack of self-respect
While you passed out on the deck
I love my hands around your neck

And now I know who you are
It wasn't that hard, just to figure you out
(Now I did, you wonder why)
And now I know who you are
It wasn't that hard, just to figure you out
(Now I did, you wonder why)
(Why not before, you never tried)
(Gone for good, and this is it)

I like your pants around your feet
And I like the dirt that's on your knees
And I like the way you still say please
While you're looking up at me
You're like my favourite damn disease

And I hate the places that we go
And I hate the people that you know
And I hate the way you can't say no
Too many long lines in a row
I hate the powder on your nose

And now I know who you are
It wasn't that hard, just to figure you out
(Now I did, you wonder why)
And now I know who you are
It wasn't that hard, just to figure you out
(Now I did, you wonder why)
(Why not before, you never tried)
(Gone for good, and this is it)

How Do You Like Me Now by Toby Kieth

I was always the crazy one
I broke into the stadium
And I wrote your number on the 50 yard line
You were always the perfect one
And the valadictorian so
Under your number I wrote "call for a good time"

I only wanted to catch your attention
But you overlooked me somehow
Besides you had too many boyfriends to mention
And I played my guitar too loud.

How do you like me now?
How do you like me now,
Now that I'm on my way?
Do you still think I'm crazy
Standin here today?
I couldnt make you love me
But I always dreamed about living in your radio
How do you like me now?

When I took off to Tennessee
I heard that you made fun of me
Never imagined I'd make it this far
Then you married into money girl
Aint it a cruel and funny world?
He took your dreams and tore them apart.

He never comes home
And youre always alone
And your kids hear you cryin down the hall
Alarm clock starts ringin
Who could that be singin
Its me baby, with your wake up call!

How do you like me now?
How do you like me now,
Now that I'm on my way?
Do you still think I'm crazy
Standin here today?
I couldnt make you love me
But I always dreamed about living in your radio
How do you like me now?

Tell me baby...
I will preach on...


Stand by Rascal Flatts


You feel like a candle in a hurricane
Just like a picture with a broken frame
Alone and helpless
Like you've lost your fight
But you'll be alright, you'll be alright

[Chorus:]
Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what you're made of
You might bend, till you break
Cause its all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad you get strong
Wipe your hands shake it off
Then you Stand, Then you stand
Life's like a novel
With the end ripped out
The edge of a canyon
With only one way down
Take what you're given before its gone
Start holding on, keep holding on

[Repeat Chorus]

Everytime you get up
And get back in the race
One more small piece of you
Starts to fall into place
Oh

[Repeat Chorus]


A Broken Wing by Martina McBride

She loved him like he was
The last man on Earth
Gave hime everything she ever had
He'd break her spirit down
Then come lovin' up to her
Give a little, then take it back

She'd tell him about her dreams
He'd just shoot 'em down
Lord he loved to make her cry
"You're crazy for believin'
You'll ever leave the ground"
He said, "Only angels know how to fly"

And with a broken wing
She still sings
She keeps an eye on the sky
With a broken wing
She carries her dreams
Man you ought to see her fly

One Sunday morning
She didn't go to church
He wondered why she didn't leave
He went up to the bedroom
Found a note by the window
With the curtains blowin' in the breeze

And with a broken wing
She still sings
She keeps an eye on the sky
With a broken wing
She carries her dreams
Man you ought to see her fly

With a broken wing
She carries her dreams
Man you ought to see her fly

Wide Open Spaces by Dixie Chicks

Who doesn't know what I'm talking about
Who's never left home, who's never struck out
To find a dream and a life of their own
A place in the clouds, a foundation of stone

Many precede and many will follow
A young girl's dream no longer hollow
It takes the shape of a place out west
But what it holds for her, she hasn't yet guessed

[Chorus:]
She needs wide open spaces
Room to make her big mistakes
She needs new faces
She knows the high stakes

She traveled this road as a child
Wide eyed and grinning, she never tired
But now she won't be coming back with the rest
If these are life's lessons, she'll take this test

[Repeat Chorus]
She knows the high stakes

As her folks drive away, her dad yells, "Check the oil!"
Mom stares out the window and says, "I'm leaving my girl"
She said, "It didn't seem like that long ago"
When she stood there and let her own folks know

[Repeat Chorus]
She knows the highest stakes
She knows the highest stakes
She knows the highest stakes
She knows the highest stakes

Buses And Trains by Bachelor Girl

Hey Mom, why didn't you tell me?
Why didn't you teach me a thing or two?
You just let me go, out into the world,
You never thought to share what you knew.

(Chorus):
So I walked under a bus,
I got hit by a train,
Keep fallin' in love,
Which is kind of the same,
I've sunk out at sea, crashed my car, gone insane,
And it felt so good, I wanna do it again.

Hey Mom, why didn't you warn me?
'Cause about boys there's something I should have known,
They're like chocolate cake, like cigarettes,
I know they're bad for me but I just can't leave 'em alone.

(Repeat Chorus)

Hey Mom, since we're talkin',
What was it like when you were young?
Has the world changed or is still the same?
A man can kill and still be the sweetest fun.

(Repeat Chorus)

#1 Crush by Garbage

I would die for you
I would die for you
I've been dying just to feel you by my side
To know that you're mine

I will cry for you
I will cry for you
I will wash away your pain with all my tears
And drown your fear

I will pray for you
I will pray for you
I will sell my soul for something pure and true
Someone like you

See your face every place that I walk in
Hear your voice every time I am talking
You will believe in me
And I will never be ignored

I will burn for you
Feel pain for you
I will twist the knife and bleed my aching heart
And tear it apart

I will lie for you
Beg and steal for you
I will crawl on hands and knees until you see
You're just like me

Violate all The love that I'm missing
Throw away all the pain that I'm living
You will believe in me
And I can never be ignored

I would die for you
I would kill for you
I will steal for you
I'd do time for you
I would wait for you
I'd make room for you
I'd sail ships for you
To be close to you
To be a part of you
'Cause I believe in you
I believe in you
I would die for you.

My Wish by Rascal Flatts

I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow,
and each road leads you where you want to go,
and if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
and if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' 'til you find the window,
if it's cold outside,
show the world the warmth of your smile,
more than anything, more than anything,

My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
your dreams stay big, your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
and while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

I hope you never look back, but ya never forget,
all the ones who love you, in the place you left,
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,
and you help somebody every chance you get,
Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,
and you always give more then you take.

But more than anything, Yeah, and more than anything,

My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it,
to your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
and while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it,
to your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
and while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.
yeah this is my wish o0o0o0o0o0o0
i hope you know somebody loves you
may all your dreams stay big

Under Cover Angel by Alan O'Day

Cryin' on my pillow, lonely in my bed
then a heard a voice beside me, and she softly said
wonder is your night light, magic is your dream
and as i held her, she said, see what i mean

i said what? She said oo-oo-oo-wee
i said alright! She said, love me love me love me

undercover angel, midnight fantasy
i've never had a dream that made sweet love to me
undercover angel, answer to my prayer
you made me know that there's a love for me
out there, somewhere

heavenly surrender, sweet afterglow
given up my heart to you, now angel don't go
she said, go find the right one, love her and then
when you look into her eyes, you'll see me again

i said what? She said oo-oo-oo-wee
i said alright! She said, love me love me love me

(repeat chorus)

now you know my story, and girl if it's right
i'm gonna take you in my arms and love you tonight
underneath the covers, the answer lies
i'm lookin' for my angel in your sweet lovin' eyes

she said what? I said oo-oo-oo-wee
she said alright! I said, love me love me love me

(repeat chorus)

Getting You Home by Chris Young

Tuxedo waiters, black tie,
white table clothes and red wine,
we've been planning, this night,
looking forward to it,for some time
now honey I know you love getting dressed up,
and you know I love showing you off,
but watching your baby blue eyes, dancing in the candle light glow,
all I can think about, is getting you home,

[Chorus]
Walking through the front door, seeing your black dress hit the
floor, uh honey there sure ain't nothing, like you loving
me all night long, and all I can think about is getting you home,

I don't need this menu, no I don't,
I already know just what I want,
did I hear you right, did you tell me,
go pay the waiter and lets leave,
now honey I know by that look in your eyes,
and your hand drawing hearts on mine, that our night out of the
house, ain't gonna last too long,
when all you can think about, is getting me home,

[Chorus]

Walking through the front door, seeing your black dress hit the
floor, uh honey there sure ain't nothing like you loving me
all night long,
and all I can think about, all I can think about,
all I can think about, is getting you home.

Firework by Katy Perry

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag,
drifting through the wind
wanting to start again?
Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
like a house of cards,
one blow from caving in?

Do you ever feel already buried deep?
6 feet under screams but no one seems to hear a thing
Do you know that there's still a chance for you
'Cause there's a spark in you

You just gotta ignite, the light, and let it shine
Just own the night like the 4th of July

'Cause baby you're a firework
Come on, show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby, you're a firework
Come on, let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh"
You're gonna leave 'em falling down-own-own

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe your reason why all the doors are closed
So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road
Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know

So What By Pink


Na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na

I guess I just lost my boyfriend
I don't know where he went
So I'm gonna spend my money
I'm not gonna pay his rent

I got a brand new attitude
And I'm gonna wear it tonight
I'm gonna get in trouble
I wanna start a fight

Na, na, na, na, na, na, na
I wanna start a fight
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na
I wanna start a fight

So, so what, I'm still a rock star
I got my rock moves and I don't need you
And guess what, I'm havin' more fun
And now that we're done I'm gonna show you tonight

I'm alright, I'm just fine and you're a fool
So, so what, I am a rock star
I got my rock moves and I don't want you tonight

The waiter just took my table
And gave it to Jessica Simps
I guess I'll go sit with drum boy
At least he'll knows how to sing

What if this song's on the radio?
Somebody's gonna die
I'm gonna get in trouble
My ex will start a fight

Na, na, na, na, na, na, na
He's gonna start a fight
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Yeah, he's gonna get in a fight

So, so what, I'm still a rock star
I got my rock moves and I don't need you
And guess what, I'm havin' more fun
And now that we're done I'm gonna show you tonight

I'm alright, I'm just fine and you're a fool
So, so what, I am a rock star
I got my rock moves and I don't want you tonight

You weren't there, you never were
You want it all but that's not fair
I gave you life, I gave my all
You we're there, you let me fall

So, so what, I'm still a rock star
I got my rock moves and I don't need you
And guess what, I'm havin' more fun
And now that we're done I'm gonna show you tonight

I'm alright, I'm just fine and you're a fool
So, so what, I am a rock star
I got my rock moves and I don't want you tonight

I'm alright, I'm just fine and you're a fool
So, so what, I am a rock star
I got my rock moves and I don't want you tonight

The Weakness In Me by Melissa Etheridge

I'm not the sort of person who falls in and quickly out of love
But to you, I give my affection, right from the start.
I have a lover who loves me - how could I break such a heart?
Yet still you get my attention.

Why do you come here, when you know I've got troubles enough?
Why do you call me, when you know I can't answer the phone?
And make me lie when I don't want to,
And make someone else some kind of an unknowing fool?
Make me stay when I should not?
If you're so strong then resolve the weakness in me.
Why do you come here, and pretend to be just passing by?
I need to see you - I need to hold you - tightly.

Feeling guilty,
And I'm worried, and I'm waking from a tormented sleep
'Cause this old love, you know it has me bound,
But this new love cuts so deep.
If I choose now, I'm bound to lose out;
One of you is gonna have to fall...
I need you, baby.

Why do you come here, when you know I've got troubles enough?
Why do you call me, when you know I can't answer the phone?
And make me lie when I don't want to,
And make someone else some kind of an unknowing fool?
Make me stay when I should not?
If you're so strong then resolve the weakness in me.
Why do you come here, and pretend to be just passing by?
I need to see you - I need to hold you - tightly

Black Velvet by Allanah Myles
Mississippi in the middle of a dry spell
Jimmy Rogers on the Victrola up high
Mama's dancin' with baby on her shoulder
The sun is settin' like molasses in the sky
The boy could sing, knew how to move, everything
Always wanting more, he'd leave you longing for

Chorus:
Black velvet and that little boy's smile
Black velvet with that slow southern style
A new religion that'll bring ya to your knees
Black velvet if you please

Up in Memphis the music's like a heatwave
White lightening, bound to drive you wild
Mama's baby's in the heart of every school girl
"Love me tender" leaves 'em cryin' in the aisle
The way he moved, it was a sin, so sweet and true
Always wanting more, he'd leave you longing for

chorus

Every word of every song that he sang was for you
In a flash he was gone, it happened so soon, what could
you do?

(Solo)

chorus repeats 2x

If you please, if you please, if you please


Artist: Dean Billy
Song: Let Them Be Little
I can remember when you fit in the palm of my hand.
You felt so good in it; no bigger than a minute.
How it amazes me you're changin' with every blink.
Faster than a flower blooms, they grow up all too soon.

So let them be little,
'Cause they're only that way for a while.
Give 'em hope, give them praise,
Give them love every day.
Let 'em cry, let 'em giggle,
Let 'em sleep in the middle,
Oh, but let them be little.

I never felt so much in one little tender touch.
I live for those kisses, your prayers an' your wishes.
An' now you're teachin' me how only a child can see.
Tonight, while we're on our knees, all I ask is:

Please, let them be little,
'Cause they're only that way for a while.
Give them hope, give them praise,
Give them love every day.
Let 'em cry, let 'em giggle,
Let 'em sleep in the middle,
Oh, but let them be little.

The so innocent, precious soul:
You turn around, an' it's time to let them go.

So let them be little,
'Cause they're only that way for a while.
Give them hope, give 'em praise,
Give them love every day.
Let 'em cry, let 'em giggle,
Let them sleep in the middle,
Oh, but let them be little.

Let them be little.



 
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looking around her new home Rayne sighs contented and smiles, new beginnings a fresh start, ghosts and failures chased away......she walked through the area she called her heaven and smiled touching the shabby chic decor and paused only for a moment to take a book from the bookcase then she padded her way along the wooden floors towards the bedroom, it was time for bed and she knew the lush softness of her new bed was going to be heavenly.

"goodnight world" she whispered as she stripped down and slide between the covers and dimmed the lights to a low glow and cracked the spine of the book.

Rayne woke in the morning and uncurled like a kitten, looking around her new room she smiled and laid back for a moment watching the beams of sunlight dance across the ceiling. She was thinking about the last couple of weeks feeling a whirl wind of emotions...regret, sadness, hurt, anger, blessed, loved.

She had experienced it all and while she was slowly coming to terms with it all, she still had this aching in her chest and this nauseated feeling in her stomach when she thought about somethings, maybe she would always feel that way.

Sighing she threw back the covers and got out of bed, padding across the room to her desk she thought she would work on some threads, hopefully Scarlet was awake also........
 
ooooo I love thank you Minx....I am so stealing that quote that rocks *hugs*
 
Thank you my darling Bg I love them....the black and white angel picture with the collar is hot...and I like the purple hued angel and succubus picture too *kisses* I will have to find a home for them all.
 
Hi Rayne. Just a quick comment --

Very well thought out thread; I must admit that I find the "Welcome to Hell" section especially intriguing. :devil:
 
Hi Rayne. Just a quick comment --

Very well thought out thread; I must admit that I find the "Welcome to Hell" section especially intriguing. :devil:

Thank you Ouchfeelsgood, this is my private hide away to relax and unwind as I see fit.


awww Miss Ausus so lovely and oooo so naughty thank you so much *blows a kiss* everyone has been so kind, thank you for the gifts xxxx
 
WOW ...thank you Miss Vail *blows her kisses* I am getting quite the collection of pictures I just may have to open a gallery section of heaven and hell. Thank you everyone xxxx
 
My Art Studio
- a collection of Art I have made or been given -

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Gifts:

Erotic Study - Art by Welsix, Gifted by Vail_Indigo 19/8/2010
Imprisoned - Art by Feimo, Gifted by Vail_Indigo 19/8/2010

She Devil Angel - Gifted by Ausus_Girl13 19/8/2010
Angel & Devil Statue - Gifted by Ausus_Girl13 19/8/2010

Collard Angel - Gifted by Babygurll1968 19/8/2010
Angel & Demon - Art by Rob Carlos, Gifted by Babygurll1968 19/8/2010

Good V's Evil - Gifted by Monique_Minx 18/8/2010
Wiccan Moon - Gifted by Babygurll1968 27/5/2010

BlackCat & Mary Jane 8x10 - Art by Jats, Gifted by RoleplayCatgirl 1/2/2010
Wiccan Sisters Fertility - Gifted by Babygurll1968 14/3/2010

Red & Yellow Roses - Art by Beverly Lu Latter, Gifted by Powedog16 28/5/2010

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This Room Is Invite Only - If you have not been invited please leave now...
(friends may leave gifts or notes but only if a scene is not being played out)


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Welcome to my Heaven and my Hell. where my inner angel and devil meet. Within my own private heaven and hell will be my teasing torture, my passionate pleasure and my sanctuary for my sanity.

I am naturally a Switch, perhaps it goes hand in hand with being a proud Libra and my need to keep balance. I have chosen to embrace both my inner Dom/sub. So on display within these walls will be my angel and devil tendencies and sometimes a little of both.

There are two main parts to this room Heaven & Hell.....

Heaven would seem just like any other room, a place for soft reflections and tenderness. The other room you enter via a large wooden door and walk your way down the stone steps into Hell. Hell is a place for emotional fire, pain, passion and sinful pleasure.


Rayne woke in the morning and uncurled like a kitten, looking around her new room she smiled and laid back for a moment watching the beams of sunlight dance across the ceiling. She was thinking about the last couple of weeks feeling a whirl wind of emotions...regret, sadness, hurt, anger, blessed, loved.

She had experienced it all and while she was slowly coming to terms with it all, she still had this aching in her chest and this nauseated feeling in her stomach when she thought about somethings, maybe she would always feel that way.

Sighing she threw back the covers and got out of bed, padding across the room to her desk she thought she would work on some threads, hopefully Scarlet was awake also........

It had taken awhile but all her threads where updated, Rayne closed her note book smiled at Scarlet her muse and patted the tiny red headed fairy on the head "Thank you sweetie, I know it was hard." Scarlet simply smiled and nodded and then fluttered away to the window to relax in the sun. Rayne smiled as the fairy prepared to bask in the sun that now drenched the room in its glow. "I think you earned the rest" she said to scarlet as she stood up from the desk and stretched.

The she walked through to the bathroom, Rayne decided a nice hot shower was in order. Turning on the water she then stripped out of her robe and ran her fingers through her hair. Glancing in the mirror she winced, she was a mess "ugh thats bad"she moaned as she took in the dark circles under her eyes and the pale skin. Turning from the mirror in disgust she stepped into the shower and sighed with satisfaction as the hot jets of water caressed her body.

As she took up the shower gel and lathered up her body she let her mind wander to past times in her penthouse to old friends to new ones, she was neither happy nor sad she was just contemplating everything that had passed since she first started in this world of literotica. She wondered when she would be ready to invite people to her new home and couldn't help but wonder who might be the first.
 
drifting through, spraying a subtle scent of cinnamon in the air, then drifting out
 
drifting through, spraying a subtle scent of cinnamon in the air, then drifting out

As Rayne steps from the shower and begins to towel dry her hair, the soft scent of cinnamon gently caresses her senses. Curious Rayne wraps the towel around her body and with her damp hair hanging down her back wanders through her heaven looking for the source......
 
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