Like a lot of shy and tentative bi-curious guys out there, I'd love to get together with another guy and suck his dick and take his cum in my mouth and my face. But, I've resigned myself to the idea that, given all the risks and uncertainties involved, it probably will never happen. Yet, that doesn't make the desire go away. It's still there, more intense than ever. The next best thing may be to cum slowly, but not all at once, and lick it up pretending that it's some other guy that just came in my mouth. Any other guys out there is the same position?