This sounds like me when I was younger. There were certain parts of male-male sex that attracted me and others that didn't. Over time, I have come to see that it isn't the act that attracts or doesn't, it is the person. I used to think that kissing another guy would never happen. Now? Depends on the guy.
There is no accounting for taste ANYWHERE at any time. We must count ourselves ver fortunate if we find folks who enjoy and will participate in the things that get our engines cranked up. Cary on!!!
M