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I'm going to talk to him tomorrow. I'm not sure what will happen. I feel like my timing is awful. I've had advice to wait until after the holidays and others have told me I need to talk to him now. I wonder what will happen. I'm scared.
 
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Just do what is good for you Ultramarine...that's the only thing you can do.
 
Harmony_1985 said:
So mum got diganosed with breast cancer early last month.
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I'm so sorry. *hugs*

chy_girl said:
I am so fucking bored and this whole domestic engineering crap is not helping. My brain is about ready to leak out of my ears.

I miss having to think beyond daily grind bullshit. And conversations don't involve mom stuff. And creativity beyond what to fix for dinner. And problem solving that has nothing to do with kid stuff.

If my niece didn't have my graphing calculator I'd go back through my college math books.

*head/desk*

My brain is molding.
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When my oldest was a toddler there was this commercial (for the Opera, but that's beside the point) that shows this mom baby talking (and really extreme baby talking) and at one point you see her and she's saying 'a boo boo boo? a boo boo boo? Is daddy home from worky jerky?' and the camera zooms out and you realize she's talking to her hubby. Then this deep voice goes 'need a night out'? My sister and I literally rolled on the ground laughing at this, and our husbands just looked at us like we'd lost our last marbles. LOL That said, when I can totally feel my brain leaking out my ears and the only songs I can think of have been featured on barney at one point or the other, I do online logic puzzles.

http://www.logic-puzzles.org/

http://www.puzzles.com/projects/LogicProblemsArchive.html

http://www.braingle.com/Logic-Grid.html
 
I just remembered why I got online. My internet isn't being connected until the 8th. I'll have internet here until the 30th, but wont' be able to get online as often in between. Either way, if I'm unreachable for awhile don't worry. I'm just fighting with those fuckers down at Verizon.
 
Blimey there are sooooo many open minded people involved in BDSM lol

its so.......encouraging :rolleyes:
 
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sb2009 said:
Just do what is good for you Ultramarine...that's the only thing you can do.
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I am. I've been thinking about the pros and cons of having the conversation now. The one thing I keep coming back to that overrides everything is that communication is what holds everything together for what we do. If I'm not communicating, I'm not holding up to my end of the relationship. I so much don't want to hurt him with what I'm saying though. The other thing I talked a little about in BiBunny's thread. Basically, it feels very wrong to me to set my own boundaries. However, I know I have to or I won't be happy. Both people have to be happy.
 
Harmony_1985 said:
Yeah, it's going to be a rather crap christmas.

She was supposed to have the chemo tuesday but her white cell count was too low, so it had been postponed until next tuesday. Then because of this it's been put back til thursday so they can get the bone marrow results back and know what they're dealing with. Apparently how they go about treatment depends on the stage of the lukemia. If it's early stages then they hold off on treating it until the breast cancer is treated; if it's mid stages then they'll speed up her chemo so they can start the lukemia treatment asap.

*sigh* just when things were starting to look like they were settling down again.
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*hugs*

graceanne said:
I just remembered why I got online. My internet isn't being connected until the 8th. I'll have internet here until the 30th, but wont' be able to get online as often in between. Either way, if I'm unreachable for awhile don't worry. I'm just fighting with those fuckers down at Verizon.
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I hope they are able to connect you early. :)

minx1 said:
Blimey there are sooooo many open minded people involved in BDSM lol

its so.......encouraging :rolleyes:
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Well, there is only one right way, according to many, many different people.
 
I don't know where else this fits.

For the most part, I move along life without thinking about the dangers. Then something happens in one of the little communities I'm close to that makes me wonder if I'm really safe. I cannot understand why anyone can be pushed to the point of murdering another person. I know people get angry enough to be violence but why is there not a line? It's just scary to wonder about when I might anger someone to that point.
 
"She doesn't exude 'sex' like you do."

Comments like this always surprise me for some reason. I guess because I'm just being myself, not trying to "exude sex" or anything else. And I appreciate comments like this, but sometimes exuding sex is more a burden than an enjoyment.
 
Trying to take care of me... Keeping very busy at work helps, but tires me out... and the moment I stop, everything crashes down.

You are missed.

IAY
 
Sometimes I miss having a man about.

Today i struggled physically with some of those tasks...I still tried though and worked hard. I am pleased with my effort and outcome. It took me 7 hours but i did good.

I miss that though too... the emotional/loving support. Someone to ''pick up the pieces'' as you said.

Am beginning to think I made a mistake on the visa front. Nothing that cant be undone though.
 
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chy_girl said:
I am so fucking bored and this whole domestic engineering crap is not helping. My brain is about ready to leak out of my ears.

I miss having to think beyond daily grind bullshit. And conversations don't involve mom stuff. And creativity beyond what to fix for dinner. And problem solving that has nothing to do with kid stuff.

If my niece didn't have my graphing calculator I'd go back through my college math books.

*head/desk*

My brain is molding.
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Well, your brain may be disintegrating, but at least you're harnessing your last few neurons to create posts that will amuse us.

Congratulations. :)
 
We talked. Now to just wait and see if changes are made. I sure hope they are. Yesterday was better. Now to make each day better and better. It's up to him though. I can't do it for him.
 
So I recently discovered the joys of playing with ice. Running a cube between my breasts, across my nipples, along my inner thighs, grazing my clit until it hurts so badly it makes me cum very hard...good stuff. And then feeling the melted ice drip along my skin, soaking the sheets, licking and sucking the last of the cube and tasting myself...also good stuff. And having someone guide me through the experience and tell me to do all these things, even better. :D

"I should let you go now. Otherwise I'd stay talking to you all night long and I'd feel it tomorrow."

:D
 
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