looking for an outlet for my inner slut

[sweetasdirt]

I've been searching for an outlet - something more then just porn or reading -I want more interaction while still being discrete.
I'm in a realtionship that isn't too serious yet, but that I am very faithful too. I'm not getting what I want fulfilled all the time in the bedroom, I'm a very kinky sexual girl. My boyfriend seems to enoy how sexual I am but we are not on the same level, he's more tame and romantic. Perhaps our relationship is doomed and should be ended, but its not at that point yet. So I'm at the point where i'm yearning for someone/s who understand and get that there is an inner slut in me who is just dying to be ordered around.
I want my hair pulled.
I want to be spanked.
I want to be gaged and mouth fucked by your cock. I want to cover it with my spit and have u slap it against my mouth and tits.
I want your friends and strangers to gang bang me.
I want to be convered in cum.
I want to be treated rough and slapped and pushed around.
I want to be called dirty names.
I want a lot of these things that I'm not being given or apperciated for. I think many guys would love a girl who desires these thing. do you?

 

[db19981]

sent pm

 

[hotpup]

Are you swamped yet

I've been searching for an outlet - something more then just porn or reading -I want more interaction while still being discrete.
I'm in a realtionship that isn't too serious yet, but that I am very faithful too. I'm not getting what I want fulfilled all the time in the bedroom, I'm a very kinky sexual girl. My boyfriend seems to enoy how sexual I am but we are not on the same level, he's more tame and romantic. Perhaps our relationship is doomed and should be ended, but its not at that point yet. So I'm at the point where i'm yearning for someone/s who understand and get that there is an inner slut in me who is just dying to be ordered around.
I want my hair pulled.
I want to be spanked.
I want to be gaged and mouth fucked by your cock. I want to cover it with my spit and have u slap it against my mouth and tits.
I want your friends and strangers to gang bang me.
I want to be convered in cum.
I want to be treated rough and slapped and pushed around.
I want to be called dirty names.
I want a lot of these things that I'm not being given or apperciated for. I think many guys would love a girl who desires these thing. do you?

I bet you get dozens of PM's with a post like this one. Good luck!

 

[jerseyguy21]

Just ask

He might be into the same things just ask your bf

 

[RawHumor]

He might be into the same things just ask your bf

No. Some men just can't get that.

We're in a society where men are told that women should be worshiped because we, as men, aren't really deserving of their attentions.

However, that often leaves women such as the thread-started feeling unsatisfied because she wants to be used like a rag doll fuck toy... she wants a man who will greet her with a throat-fuck rather than a bouquet... at least generally.

 

[lonelyjulia]

I want a lot of these things that I'm not being given or apperciated for. I think many guys would love a girl who desires these thing. do you?

A lot of girls like me could love a girl like that, as well.
In fact, there are several of us here, if you are truly interested in broadening your horizons in the world of kink.

 

[RawHumor]

A lot of girls like me could love a girl like that, as well.
In fact, there are several of us here, if you are truly interested in broadening your horizons in the world of kink.

Are you following me today?

 

[lonelyjulia]

Are you following me today?

Perhaps we share a mutual interest in the same kind of woman.

 

[sweetasdirt]

No. Some men just can't get that.

We're in a society where men are told that women should be worshiped because we, as men, aren't really deserving of their attentions.

However, that often leaves women such as the thread-started feeling unsatisfied because she wants to be used like a rag doll fuck toy... she wants a man who will greet her with a throat-fuck rather than a bouquet... at least generally.

Its very true. I've talked to my boyfriend about the things I like and he just thinks its disrespectful to do some of the stuff I want him to do to me. He wants to make me feel loved and beautiful while we are fucking. But I would be much happier feeling like a dirty little cum slut. Some guys just aren't into it....

 

[sweetasdirt]

A lot of girls like me could love a girl like that, as well.
In fact, there are several of us here, if you are truly interested in broadening your horizons in the world of kink.

sounds interesting... its something I'd consider. I've never really talked much with a dominant woman, I suppose I'm more attracted to men cause they seem more naturally dominating. But perhaps we should talk more.

 

[MaraJade1978]

Wow...I could have written this post, except mine is a husband and not a boyfriend. Same thing though, he thinks is disrespecting me to do that kind of thing, even if I like it. I've gotten a few spanks out of him, and a little bit of dirty talk, but that's about it. Oh well, just keep trying I guess *shrugs*

 

[sweetasdirt]

Wow...I could have written this post, except mine is a husband and not a boyfriend. Same thing though, he thinks is disrespecting me to do that kind of thing, even if I like it. I've gotten a few spanks out of him, and a little bit of dirty talk, but that's about it. Oh well, just keep trying I guess *shrugs*

do you regret marrying him because he isn't what you want in bed? or does your marriage still work out because you work together in other ways? I'm just curious if it's worth it to keep my boyfriend around and keep our relationship still growing even if we aren't that compatible in the bedroom...

 

[MaraJade1978]

Do I regret marrying him? Never. He's a fantastic husband, and a great father. He's also really awesome in bed. He's just not as...forceful as I would like. So then sometimes I feel guilty for thinking the way I do, because most women would be thrilled to have a lover like him, and I'm bitching because he doesn't pull my hair and call me a whore? LOL...it just seems kind of surreal sometimes. I guess it's up to you to decide what you really need. Can you live without the other stuff? Is your sex life satisfactory in other ways? Is he attentive to you or just looking for his own pleasure? Is this something that he could ease into over time? That's the main reason I come on here, to get ideas for how to best introduce things into our sex life. You can always PM if you want to talk more, it helps to know there's someone else in the same boat so to speak.

 

[lorddragonwolf]

Do I regret marrying him? Never. He's a fantastic husband, and a great father. He's also really awesome in bed. He's just not as...forceful as I would like. So then sometimes I feel guilty for thinking the way I do, because most women would be thrilled to have a lover like him, and I'm bitching because he doesn't pull my hair and call me a whore? LOL...it just seems kind of surreal sometimes. I guess it's up to you to decide what you really need. Can you live without the other stuff? Is your sex life satisfactory in other ways? Is he attentive to you or just looking for his own pleasure? Is this something that he could ease into over time? That's the main reason I come on here, to get ideas for how to best introduce things into our sex life. You can always PM if you want to talk more, it helps to know there's someone else in the same boat so to speak.

I am wondering something i new a woman that went by mara jade. Do you have tattoos of star wars symbols on you.

 

[MaraJade1978]

Nope...no tattoo's...sorry!!

 

[jedclampet69]

oh...the gurl of my dreams....and from wat l have found being in a couple of relationships where l have shared my lady friend/whore you are right when you saY NOT MANY MEN LIKE THIS TYPE OF ARRANGEMENT...they are more than willing to share some one elses lady but not share their own...and while a lot of women may say they like even interested in this type of play when it comes down to it they back away and fast..!! Nothing quiet like watching ones partner being face fucked very hard by a group of mates but it appears not many ladies actually injoy this even tho many dreram of this......it does take a lot of trust and respect in a relationship for it to work...but when it does work it is great for both

 

[MasterMischief]

There are men who desire the things you do. There are also men who do not understand your desires.

I am sure you have already talked to your boyfriend, so I doubt I can offer more than you already know. I would suggest you explain to him that if he wants to make you happy, he needs to push a little. Tell him that you understand that it does not make sense to him and it does not need to (for now). It is something that makes you happy and that you trust him enough to want to share it with him.

Be patient if he makes the effort to stumble through the motions and reward him by letting him know how much it turns you on. He will likely be hesitant at first, but if he really cares for you, just seeing you get into it should be enough to encourage him to do more.

 

[jedclampet69]

oh goood luck in finding what you seek...!!!

 

[RawHumor]

Its very true. I've talked to my boyfriend about the things I like and he just thinks its disrespectful to do some of the stuff I want him to do to me. He wants to make me feel loved and beautiful while we are fucking. But I would be much happier feeling like a dirty little cum slut. Some guys just aren't into it....

I like most of the things you like - but I wouldn't share you if you were my whore.

Your role would be to serve me, not to be selfish and get as much cock as you possibly could.

 

[orgamimime]

Its very true. I've talked to my boyfriend about the things I like and he just thinks its disrespectful to do some of the stuff I want him to do to me. He wants to make me feel loved and beautiful while we are fucking. But I would be much happier feeling like a dirty little cum slut. Some guys just aren't into it....

Luckily some guys are...

 

[littlekumu]

that sounds nice.

really nice!

 

[vibes]

I like most of the things you like - but I wouldn't share you if you were my whore.

Your role would be to serve me, not to be selfish and get as much cock as you possibly could.

I think the sharing style involves a lot more self confidence than a male partner usually has and a develloped exhibitionist side in the female partner, who is usually more interested in displaying to her lover how good a slut she can be with others in order to gratify his pride in showing off his 'sexual object', rather than her mere selfishness for swallowing just another cock

 

[2009mrsixtynine]

hi id love to chat with you

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[ataxia.girl]

Its very true. I've talked to my boyfriend about the things I like and he just thinks its disrespectful to do some of the stuff I want him to do to me. He wants to make me feel loved and beautiful while we are fucking. But I would be much happier feeling like a dirty little cum slut. Some guys just aren't into it....

Unless you plan on having something on the side for the rest of your life end it now.

 

[khbostic]

,,,your mind can fulfill all those fantasies for you...