dream on...

[girlofurdreams]

i've decided to create my own little corner here on lit... hiding out in the comfort of my beloved bdsm cafe, somewhere to post my thoughts, poetry, art... and maybe some pics if the mood doth strike

i feel like i sometimes intrude on my dear minxy girl's thread, and if you asked her she'd say what a load of hogwash... still i feel i need a little place to call my own lol.

so friends old... and friends not yet discovered... feel free to drop by anytime and say hi, tell me how your day was... ask me for advice if you think i can help, or just lurk as some are apt to do (not mentioning any of my stalkers names )

it's 4:42am here, so i'm off to bed soon... happy posting x

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t9r8T2pyvwU

Every time I look in the mirror
All these lines on my face getting clearer
The past is gone
It goes by, like dusk to dawn
Isn't that the way
Everybody's got their dues in life to pay

Yeah, I know nobody knows
where it comes and where it goes
I know it's everybody's sin
You got to lose to know how to win

Half my life
is in books' written pages
Lived and learned from fools and
from sages
You know it's true
All the things come back to you

Sing with me, sing for the year
Sing for the laughter, sing for the tears
Sing with me, if it's just for today
Maybe tomorrow, the good lord will take you away

Yeah, sing with me, sing for the year
sing for the laughter, sing for the tear
sing with me, if it's just for today
Maybe tomorrow, the good Lord will take you away

Dream On Dream On Dream On
Dream until your dreams come true
Dream On Dream On Dream On
Dream until your dream comes through
Dream On Dream On Dream On
Dream On Dream On
Dream On Dream On

Sing with me, sing for the year
sing for the laughter, sing for the tear
sing with me, if it's just for today
Maybe tomorrow, the good Lord will take you away
Sing with me, sing for the year
sing for the laughter, sing for the tear
Sing with me, if it's just for today
Maybe tomorrow, the good Lord will take you away...... ​

 

[ultramarineblue]

Great song!!!!

 

[RawHumor]

Sweet. Finally a place I can masturbate without Minx peeking in on me...

I mean, um, hiya Gorgeous.

 

[girlofurdreams]

Sweet. Finally a place I can masturbate without Minx peeking in on me...

I mean, um, hiya Gorgeous.

i should've known better...


let the chronic masturbating begin... which brings me to the point; where's yc been hiding out lately???

 

[ultramarineblue]

Oooohhh, glad I popped back in.... Chronic masturbating...

Let the fun begin!!!!

 

[BigMeanie]

I'm not too thrilled about watching RawHumor masturbating, but the other posters - feel free to start!

 

[YourCaptor]

i should've known better...


let the chronic masturbating begin... which brings me to the point; where's yc been hiding out lately???

On the other side of the mirror... watching you.

 

[minx1]

i feel like i sometimes intrude on my dear minxy girl's thread, and if you asked her she'd say what a load of hogwash... still i feel i need a little place to call my own lol.

Hogwash

You'd still better come see me!

 

[minx1]

Sweet. Finally a place I can masturbate without Minx peeking in on me...

I mean, um, hiya Gorgeous.

*peeks at the perv*

 

[RawHumor]

*peeks at the perv*

*notes that she can't stop staring*

 

[girlofurdreams]

I'm not too thrilled about watching RawHumor masturbating, but the other posters - feel free to start!

you may not be thrilled about it... but it's the kinda thing you just can't look away from... like a train wreck

On the other side of the mirror... watching you.

i thought as much...

Hogwash

You'd still better come see me!

are you kidding??? i stopped by your thread before i popped in here just outta habit... btw, i'll be back in yours in a sec lol.

 

[girlofurdreams]

rambling prose...

she lay huddled, wrapped in her sheet
head nestled in the dampness of her pillow as she clutched at the linen, tried
to grab something, to hold onto what was and let go of what will never be...

her eyes cold and dry, surely this will end soon? a comforting lie.
they warm again and well with the slightest thought of before... before this girl
shattered her own dreams, the shards unmendable now

a sightless man could've seen there was no happy ending in sight, but logic,
obvious distances... other significances disappeared from all thought the
moment she laid eyes on Him

she was somebody else
she was somebody new
time stopped and floated... that first night tattooed on her heart forever

He brought her back to life
He helped her remember who she was
He made her question herself and she was better for it
He invoked the strength she had let herself forget...

and that is what she clings to laying in her empty bed, in this cold and sunless
room... that is what she tries so desperately to keep close to her aching heart.
this pain she feels now was worth those few moments of pure bliss, of love
that is incomparable... a passion that will never fade



...for her at least.





invoked by words of a wise man... thank you A. x

 

[girlofurdreams]

choice

this is something i wrote last august and posted in minx's thread as i didn't feel it really belonged anywhere else...



deep down knew the day would come
thought the choice to be an easy one...
common sense
i'm a practical girl
logically made the call
i woke to this world on a wednesday
tuesday was the day i said goodbye

i can no longer deny the fact
that i am changed forever now
to acknowledge the life that was you
is the hardest thing i've ever had to do....

i've always lived my life without regrets
never questioning the decisions i have made
i still would not change a thing
but i am sad all the same...

through a lot of bad
comes a lot of good
destruction has built this tower strong and tall

but some days the walls are knocked,
they crack along the surface .. on closer inspection you will see
that they are more than slightly flawed

remembering then that i believe
strength is a grounded soul,
no muscle or sinew of bone shall ever break
the grit of my teeth,
the sweat of my brow,
my determination.
the knowledge that i am who i am no matter how hard i fall...
you cannot shatter my mind

 

[RawHumor]

I hope the new day is happier than the last one was, pretty lady.

 

[Betticus]

Hi.

 

[rida]

subscribed

and will try to add something more intelligent later on

 

[BigMeanie]

you may not be thrilled about it... but it's the kinda thing you just can't look away from... like a train wreck

My eyes! My eyes!

*Ducks and runs*

 

[girlofurdreams]

My eyes! My eyes!

*Ducks and runs*

you're such a baby

subscribed

and will try to add something more intelligent later on

nothing in this thread has been close to intelligent so far... no need for any effort here lol

Hi.

hello you! long time... how's things???

I hope the new day is happier than the last one was, pretty lady.

tis indeed my friend x

 

[Betticus]

Things are looking up, I have strawberries!

 

[girlofurdreams]

Things are looking up, I have strawberries!

strawberries? awesome!! last time we talking i believe peaches were the fruit de jour ...

 

[Betticus]

strawberries? awesome!! last time we talking i believe peaches were the fruit de jour ...

My peach tree is bare till summertime but the store has strawberries.

 

[girlofurdreams]

My peach tree is bare till summertime but the store has strawberries.

so you makin me anything special for dessert with your abundance of strawberries???

 

[Betticus]

so you makin me anything special for dessert with your abundance of strawberries???

I thought you were dessert!

 

[girlofurdreams]

I thought you were dessert!

sadly i'm not sweet enough to satisfy that appetite

 

[Betticus]

sadly i'm not sweet enough to satisfy that appetite

Well, I recall this scene in 9 1/2 weeks where Kim Basinger had some honey poured on her.....