I am 40 year old married guy who has fantasizes about bi, gay and shemale sex. When I am out on the town, I never find another guy attractive and can't stop looking at attractive woman. But when alone and horny or had a little to drink my fantasy comes out. My porn watching is almost all bi, gay,strapon or shemale. My wife and I sometimes use toys and pretend the dildo is another guy. Sometimes she will ask me to suck the dildo. She thinks I go along for her but I love the thought of it too.
Just wondering why I never look at another guy as sexual but have the thoughts I do.
Just wondering why I never look at another guy as sexual but have the thoughts I do.