When I was 16 - 18 I had friend that we would "help" each other other out whenever we couldn't get laid. Then in college we didn't need the help we always could hook up with a chick. But, lately I really miss sucking a cock...I miss seeing a guy suck me off. I have been fantasizing about it alot. I was in Austin the other day and I almost went to the adult bookstore to what would happen....but I would rather find someone I knew...... or at least trusted.