Wow this is so cool. I know I'm straight, I'm attracted to women, enjoy sleeping with women, and have had several serious relationships with women, but I really like cock. I never really acted upon it until I went to university, and at first I was far too inhibited to actually try and pull a gay guy, so I just took the opportunity being away from home to get a dildo. I really enjoyed sucking on it, and gradually began to fuck it.
Later on I realised that this probably wasn't a bad idea, as it allowed me to begin to learn how to enjoy being penetrated. After a couple of months I felt confident enough to actually go out and look for someone to fulfill my cock fantasy. I found an older bloke at some night club, and it was fantastic. I didn't tell him that it was my first time with a bloke, but it was my first time, and as such I remember it really well. It was so different to being with a girl, not just the obvious differences. I was so excited when I first saw his cock, and sucked him off, I gave him the messiest blowjob I could possibly give. Then when he bent me over, well, lets just say it didn't put me off!
The thing was though, I wasn't gay, and as such didn't particularly enjoy hanging out in gay bars, and as throughout university I usually had a girlfriend I had to be kind of discreet, so the internet came in really handy, and I found it fairly easy to get in contact with one off sex partners in the local area. I didn't do this too often, just enough to satisfy my cravings, although there were periods when I was being fucked fairly regularly.
And I do have cravings. I love cocks. I love looking at them, I love their shapes, and I love seeing them expand from limp to gorgeous hard lovemaking tools. I love sucking on cocks. I really enjoy giving messy blowjobs. I love spitting on his cock, and the feeling as my hand rubs the spit up and down his expanding shaft. I love putting my lips around the tip of his cock and feeling his head rub against the top of my mouth. I love the noise that is made as he fucks my mouth, and I love gagging on his cock as I try and force my mouth down as far as possible. I love the drips of spit that roll of my chin and fall onto my chest or thights. I love the feeling of him squirting his come inside my mouth, I love savouring the taste, and generally I always try to swallow.
Anal sex is even better. For some reason I just like it. Generally when I know I'm about to get fucked I can feel my asshole begin to loosen. I love the sensations as lubricant is spread around my asshole, particularly if I'm in the doggy position and he puts the lubricant at the top of my crack. As it slowly moves down my crack and he pushes it into my asshole, ooh, its wonderful. I love him using his fingers to gently rub around and then prod by little hole. Then one finger, then two, then three, this really hardens my cock. As for positions, well, I love lying on my back and spreading my legs. Its weird how the further apart you spread your knees, or the closer you pull them back towards your head increases your pleasure without anything else happening. Theres something wonderful about being in the doggy position. If I put my head down and look back I can see his balls moving to and fro, its also easier in the doggy position to match his thrusts, and push back into him, which causes my cock to slap against my belly, plus I love it when he slaps me, or grabs onto my waist. I also like letting him lie down and then me squatting or getting onto my knees over him and lowering myself onto his cock. Being fucked standing up is also great, even better if in a shower or a any confined space. Feeling his cock inside me is such a crazy feeling, as it slides slowly, or thrusts rapidly, in and out. Although I always been careful and ensured that he used condoms, I'd like to let him cum on my opening, or on my buttcheeks, I also like creampies, and to see your own gaping freshly fucked asshole with bits of cum dripping down is incredibly arousing.
I've been lucky enough to try a fair variety of cocks. I've enjoyed several threesomes, and like being penetrated at both ends, or sucking on two cocks, and swapping the spit between the both of them. I've been with a few black men, and they've been real experiences. Black cocks just look so desirable, and the largest cock I've fucked belonged to a council worker born in South Africa, it was massive and he produced so much cum, I even felt a sense of achievement as I managed to take most of his cock into my arse, easily the most it had ever been stretched. I went camping with one gay guy who I saw regularly at one point, and it was fun to hike across the moors and then in the evening pitch up a tent, cook a meal, and for desert I'd bounce up and down on his dick, with the light of the fire illuminating my cock worship.
However although i enjoy pleasing cocks, I wouldn't want to, and never have, penetrated another man, and I don't really like kissing. Plus I have to be really secretive about this, because I don't think my friends would understand. I certainly would never suggest to my girlfriend that she uses a strapon on me, and besides it wouldn't be the same. I use my dildo at the moment because since leaving university several months ago I've been living at home/working/travelling to see GF, which makes it pretty hard to find a real cock to pleasure. However I've had one experience in the last couple of months, which was great, but I guess it might be wise if I wean myself off cock. I am moving on from my student period, and my current relationship is a lot more serious than others, plus I am hoping to be able to join the army in the next couple of months, which would change all my lifestyle radically, so cock wouldn't be high up on my agenda.
I'm really glad that there are others like me, and its brilliant to have access to literotica. I knew I wasn't gay, but it always felt a bit strange to have such an appetite for sucking cock, and being fucked in my arse, there were long periods at university when I was just getting cock. Still, although perhaps I won't see many more cocks, I hope to share a few stories with others on here, some personal, some just fantasies
Later on I realised that this probably wasn't a bad idea, as it allowed me to begin to learn how to enjoy being penetrated. After a couple of months I felt confident enough to actually go out and look for someone to fulfill my cock fantasy. I found an older bloke at some night club, and it was fantastic. I didn't tell him that it was my first time with a bloke, but it was my first time, and as such I remember it really well. It was so different to being with a girl, not just the obvious differences. I was so excited when I first saw his cock, and sucked him off, I gave him the messiest blowjob I could possibly give. Then when he bent me over, well, lets just say it didn't put me off!
The thing was though, I wasn't gay, and as such didn't particularly enjoy hanging out in gay bars, and as throughout university I usually had a girlfriend I had to be kind of discreet, so the internet came in really handy, and I found it fairly easy to get in contact with one off sex partners in the local area. I didn't do this too often, just enough to satisfy my cravings, although there were periods when I was being fucked fairly regularly.
And I do have cravings. I love cocks. I love looking at them, I love their shapes, and I love seeing them expand from limp to gorgeous hard lovemaking tools. I love sucking on cocks. I really enjoy giving messy blowjobs. I love spitting on his cock, and the feeling as my hand rubs the spit up and down his expanding shaft. I love putting my lips around the tip of his cock and feeling his head rub against the top of my mouth. I love the noise that is made as he fucks my mouth, and I love gagging on his cock as I try and force my mouth down as far as possible. I love the drips of spit that roll of my chin and fall onto my chest or thights. I love the feeling of him squirting his come inside my mouth, I love savouring the taste, and generally I always try to swallow.
Anal sex is even better. For some reason I just like it. Generally when I know I'm about to get fucked I can feel my asshole begin to loosen. I love the sensations as lubricant is spread around my asshole, particularly if I'm in the doggy position and he puts the lubricant at the top of my crack. As it slowly moves down my crack and he pushes it into my asshole, ooh, its wonderful. I love him using his fingers to gently rub around and then prod by little hole. Then one finger, then two, then three, this really hardens my cock. As for positions, well, I love lying on my back and spreading my legs. Its weird how the further apart you spread your knees, or the closer you pull them back towards your head increases your pleasure without anything else happening. Theres something wonderful about being in the doggy position. If I put my head down and look back I can see his balls moving to and fro, its also easier in the doggy position to match his thrusts, and push back into him, which causes my cock to slap against my belly, plus I love it when he slaps me, or grabs onto my waist. I also like letting him lie down and then me squatting or getting onto my knees over him and lowering myself onto his cock. Being fucked standing up is also great, even better if in a shower or a any confined space. Feeling his cock inside me is such a crazy feeling, as it slides slowly, or thrusts rapidly, in and out. Although I always been careful and ensured that he used condoms, I'd like to let him cum on my opening, or on my buttcheeks, I also like creampies, and to see your own gaping freshly fucked asshole with bits of cum dripping down is incredibly arousing.
I've been lucky enough to try a fair variety of cocks. I've enjoyed several threesomes, and like being penetrated at both ends, or sucking on two cocks, and swapping the spit between the both of them. I've been with a few black men, and they've been real experiences. Black cocks just look so desirable, and the largest cock I've fucked belonged to a council worker born in South Africa, it was massive and he produced so much cum, I even felt a sense of achievement as I managed to take most of his cock into my arse, easily the most it had ever been stretched. I went camping with one gay guy who I saw regularly at one point, and it was fun to hike across the moors and then in the evening pitch up a tent, cook a meal, and for desert I'd bounce up and down on his dick, with the light of the fire illuminating my cock worship.
However although i enjoy pleasing cocks, I wouldn't want to, and never have, penetrated another man, and I don't really like kissing. Plus I have to be really secretive about this, because I don't think my friends would understand. I certainly would never suggest to my girlfriend that she uses a strapon on me, and besides it wouldn't be the same. I use my dildo at the moment because since leaving university several months ago I've been living at home/working/travelling to see GF, which makes it pretty hard to find a real cock to pleasure. However I've had one experience in the last couple of months, which was great, but I guess it might be wise if I wean myself off cock. I am moving on from my student period, and my current relationship is a lot more serious than others, plus I am hoping to be able to join the army in the next couple of months, which would change all my lifestyle radically, so cock wouldn't be high up on my agenda.
I'm really glad that there are others like me, and its brilliant to have access to literotica. I knew I wasn't gay, but it always felt a bit strange to have such an appetite for sucking cock, and being fucked in my arse, there were long periods at university when I was just getting cock. Still, although perhaps I won't see many more cocks, I hope to share a few stories with others on here, some personal, some just fantasies
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