Safe_Bet
No she's not back I'm Amy
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Bleubs. I'm on a drive to get everyone to call her Bleubs.![]()
But I've never seem her Bleubs! Are they nice?
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Bleubs. I'm on a drive to get everyone to call her Bleubs.![]()
But I've never seem her Bleubs! Are they nice?
maybe you need to get on a drive to see them. Just saying.![]()
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If you don't know what they are, how do you know I haven't seen them?You didn't even see them!
(Whatever "them" are. And I'm scared to ask, too.)
Because I wore all black and you said you couldn't see anything. Even me.If you don't know what they are, how do you know I haven't seen them?![]()
Because I wore all black and you said you couldn't see anything. Even me.![]()
Maggles!Hiya Bleubsie![]()
Is Bleubs in possession of the Tarnhelm? ...or is't in the hands of Tarakin?
( http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tarnhelm )
Errr... maybe it's not the Tarnhelm, just a simple cloak of invisibility (which would, of course, explain multiple invisibles).
( http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cloak_of_invisibility )
We might have been talking about your toesies. Which I saw.Because I wore all black and you said you couldn't see anything. Even me.![]()
Yes. I want one. Or maybe I do have one already...Is Bleubs in possession of the Tarnhelm? ...or is't in the hands of Tarakin?
( http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tarnhelm )
Errr... maybe it's not the Tarnhelm, just a simple cloak of invisibility (which would, of course, explain multiple invisibles).
( http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cloak_of_invisibility )
Or are Tarakin's hands on her Bleubs?
Chortling. Saturday morning chortling.We might have been talking about your toesies. Which I saw.![]()
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Except for everyone calling you Bleubs.Chortling. Saturday morning chortling.
And you said they were freakishly small or some such nonsense.
In any case I think we can all agree that this subject is weird and a full stop ought to be issued.![]()
maybe you need to get on a drive to see them. Just saying.![]()
![]()
You didn't even see them!
(Whatever "them" are. And I'm scared to ask, too.)
Because I wore all black and you said you couldn't see anything. Even me.![]()
We might have been talking about your toesies. Which I saw.![]()
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Except for everyone calling you Bleubs.
The drive is supposed to be directed towards Bleubs, not me!Okay you two! That's enough! Both of you take your clothes off and get over here. I'm going to hold a panties/bluebs/toesies inspection and get this settled once and for all.
(See Damppanties, I'm starting to get on a drive!)
I don't even know what to do about me anymore. It always seems to come to this point. My fault. It's like when I'm walking on those paths in the fields by my grandfather's house in Northampton. There's a gate ahead. I never believe I'm really going to manage it; it's complicated. I saw it coming, I knew I would have to get around it somehow. It's tall, I am not. I spent part of the approach contemplating the logic of how to navigate myself around it and the other part enjoying the walk yet, not entirely conscious of the fact that decisions would have to be made.
There are times when you question every little thing about yourself. About your life. Why you do or do not, can or cannot achieve the scaling of that gate. I made it far this time. Farther than I've ever made it before. But the earth is still falling away from around me while I try to maneuver the wood, my feet, my arms, my body.
It's hard enough to do the gate, but when you start to wonder who's out there watching your feeble attempts you get even more flummoxed and incapacitated. You hear small comments, they reflect to you. You are too dark a person. You go there too often, too much. Too serious. Am I? Maybe. Then again it's unfair to judge someone, even yourself, based on one version. Which is the true one? The fused one. The you that exists in Russian stacking dolls.
I just don't think I can ever manage it, that gate. Somewhere I believe I can. But when it comes down to demonstrating it, I am the Epic Fail. Me, who hails truth. Lives by it, adores it even despite its ability to burn. I don't know how to be true about myself without the conviction that what I am must be too terrible to ask anyone to live with.
Can I ever fix it? Will the right situation ever materialize for me to do it? Or am I leaving out a consideration: that I may never be able to do it without help?
Dear Vyrus,
You've never told me I am too dark. For this and many other reasons you are completely beautiful.