Isolated Blurt Thread

[voluptuary_manque]

You're such a bad boy.

Well, yes. But getting caught was something that happened to other people.

 

[Elianna]

Why am I so upset over something I have no control over?

Okay. I admit it. I've ignored it all week. I've hidden in my office, done my best to tell everyone to shut up. I hated the fact people wanted to celebrate. You don't celebrate these kinds of things!

This time was hard. I've been loathing its approach for the last year. I always say to myself:

-you're successful
-you're accomplished
-you've got your shit together

so why doesn't it help? Why does this have to feel so bad? Why do I have to be so dissappointed in myself just because a few areas of my life have not fallen into place like I wanted? Why can't I celebrate the good instead of dwell on the bad?

Is there anyone else with this disease; perfectionism?

Sigh. Yeah. I got older this week. It sucked. And I'm still not perfect.

 

[voluptuary_manque]

Why am I so upset over something I have no control over?

Okay. I admit it. I've ignored it all week. I've hidden in my office, done my best to tell everyone to shut up. I hated the fact people wanted to celebrate. You don't celebrate these kinds of things!

This time was hard. I've been loathing its approach for the last year. I always say to myself:

-you're successful
-you're accomplished
-you've got your shit together

so why doesn't it help? Why does this have to feel so bad? Why do I have to be so dissappointed in myself just because a few areas of my life have not fallen into place like I wanted? Why can't I celebrate the good instead of dwell on the bad?

Is there anyone else with this disease; perfectionism?

Sigh. Yeah. I got older this week. It sucked. And I'm still not perfect.

There was a time, yeah. Either I outgrew it or just got old, not sure which. I have this sneaking fear that what we call wisdom is really just fatigue. Dear Lord, I hope not . . .

 

[Guest]

Why am I so upset over something I have no control over?

Okay. I admit it. I've ignored it all week. I've hidden in my office, done my best to tell everyone to shut up. I hated the fact people wanted to celebrate. You don't celebrate these kinds of things!

This time was hard. I've been loathing its approach for the last year. I always say to myself:

-you're successful
-you're accomplished
-you've got your shit together

so why doesn't it help? Why does this have to feel so bad? Why do I have to be so dissappointed in myself just because a few areas of my life have not fallen into place like I wanted? Why can't I celebrate the good instead of dwell on the bad?

Is there anyone else with this disease; perfectionism?

Sigh. Yeah. I got older this week. It sucked. And I'm still not perfect.

And I missed your birthday.

I suck.

 

[Elianna]

And we missed your birthday.

We suck.

I purposely didn't tell anyone. Every time someone said "happy birthday" I cried. I finally got the balls to sort-of share my feelings with you guys tonight. I probably just need to have a good cry and I'll be better. I hate crying, though.

 

[Guest]

I purposely didn't tell anyone. Every time someone said "happy birthday" I cried. I finally got the balls to sort-of share my feelings with you guys tonight. I probably just need to have a good cry and I'll be better. I hate crying, though.

Thinking of you, then.



(I hate crying, too.)

 

[voluptuary_manque]

I purposely didn't tell anyone. Every time someone said "happy birthday" I cried. I finally got the balls to sort-of share my feelings with you guys tonight. I probably just need to have a good cry and I'll be better. I hate crying, though.

My counselor in college was the one who managed to convince me that it's actually a good thing. Admittedly, it's better alone or hugging a pet but it does clear the emotional air, even when you don't know what you're crying about.

 

[FatDino]

Reading 8 chapters of Quantum Physics and Chemical Bonding in 3 hours is not fun.

Note to self: Next time, stick to the assigned reading list.

 

[Elianna]

Reading 8 chapters of Quantum Physics and Chemical Bonding in 3 hours is not fun.

Note to self: Next time, stick to the assigned reading list.

You actually READ that stuff. I never read 1 of my college textbooks. (of course, my college textbooks were NOT quantum physics, and you don't really READ math books...)

I take that back. Reading= good. Not reading= bad.

Me got colage digree.

 

[voluptuary_manque]

You actually READ that stuff. I never read 1 of my college textbooks. (of course, my college textbooks were NOT quantum physics, and you don't really READ math books...)

I take that back. Reading= good. Not reading= bad.

Me got colage digree.

I tried to read my high school chemistry text. I fell asleep before I finished one column, every damned time! Me no gotz kemiztree digrey.

 

[FatDino]

You actually READ that stuff. I never read 1 of my college textbooks. (of course, my college textbooks were NOT quantum physics, and you don't really READ math books...)

I take that back. Reading= good. Not reading= bad.

Me got colage digree.

Actually, I only have to read 4 chapters, but halfway through it, I got...intrigued and couldn't stop.

I'm still working on mine.

 

[Chantilyvamp]

I purposely didn't tell anyone. Every time someone said "happy birthday" I cried. I finally got the balls to sort-of share my feelings with you guys tonight. I probably just need to have a good cry and I'll be better. I hate crying, though.

well happy not birthday..see didnt say it Sometimes a good cry can fix everything. That and a tub of rocky road icecream

Actually, I only have to read 4 chapters, but halfway through it, I got...intrigued and couldn't stop.

I'm still working on mine.

You are so incredible adorable I could just snuggle you!

 

[hollyocks]

I purposely didn't tell anyone. Every time someone said "happy birthday" I cried. I finally got the balls to sort-of share my feelings with you guys tonight. I probably just need to have a good cry and I'll be better. I hate crying, though.

don't cry babe... laugh it's so much more fun

 

[Belegon]

Why am I so upset over something I have no control over?

it happens a lot. To me too.

Happy Birthday, though. An I like kisses better than spankings but I am willing to provide either whenever you are ready.

 

[joeys-game]

Seems like a foreign place.

 

[Chantilyvamp]

Seems like a foreign place.

Can I just follow you around today and stalk your cuteness?

 

[joeys-game]

Can I just follow you around today and stalk your cuteness?

grin..anytime sexy

 

[Chantilyvamp]

grin..anytime sexy

*snuggles* good cos I'm bored to tears with house work.

(thought technically I guess I have to go and finish packing the minxs clothes )

 

[TheeGoatPig]

I forgot my cellphone when I left for work today...

 

[Fallenfromgrace]

If that wasn't patronising...

 

[rgraham666]

That was fun.

 

[FatDino]

You are so incredible adorable I could just snuggle you!

You're incredibly tempting for someone who has to be awake and leave the house in 5 minutes.

 

[Trombonus]

You are so incredible adorable I could just snuggle you!

I second this notion for both of you.

 

[JagFarlane]

Sleeping in has got to be one of the best feelings in the world

 

[hollyocks]

Sleeping in has got to be one of the best feelings in the world

second best