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[star441]

Hi star!

Very cute pink garment in your profile pic!

So tell us a little bit more about you!

And watch out for Lady Midnight, she does wonderfully evil things to boys...

aaww thanks rinka!

i am 24 years old from Australia, been knee deep in work for the last few months so sought of trying to relax a little and find out what i liked to do with my spare time.

from what i remember i enjoyed music, painting going for walks at night and going out wth my friends.

 

[rinka]

Glad its getting better!! *hugg*


*grabs the pillow and thorws it at rinka*

*Pounces Kate with one pillow in each hand and starts pounding*

 

[ultramarineblue]

*nods* That's quite a puzzle, reconciling the feminist and the submissive. I don't know how to do that either.

I've always been attracted to dominant men (and one particular woman), too, but they also scared the bejeesus out of me. lol My natural response was to be sort of combative. lol

I so know what you mean...

Wanting to be taken, but not letting it happen.
Fighting to set boundaries I didn't really have.

Trying to not be so pleasing...

I haven't been in a good place so I haven't been reading but I can identify with these posts. I don't think I will ever move beyond the "combative, fighting to set boundaries" phase. I'm getting awfully tired of trying. It just leaves me feeling neurotic, foolish, and manipulative.

I think it's good to mix it up a bit as well. I find it difficult some times to take part in the serious discussion on the board because I have so little experience. I believe I share that feeling with many lurkers and new posters. So maybe we need to share some more thoughts here, try them out so to speak and then maybe get our courage up to start other threads about topics we long to go more in depth to. (that was a very weird sentence, but hey I'm swedish, cut me some slack )

And I would only hit you with the softest pillows, of course, Mylady.

I've definitely struggled to find a place to fit in and still mostly feel that I don't. I keep finding that every time I form an opinion about something, I can't put it into the right words. By the time I kinda come close to that, others have posted with thoughts that make me reconsider my original opinion.

 

[rinka]

aaww thanks rinka!

i am 24 years old from Australia, been knee deep in work for the last few months so sought of trying to relax a little and find out what i liked to do with my spare time.

from what i remember i enjoyed music, painting going for walks at night and going out wth my friends.

Sounds good! It can be hard sometimes to find that balance between work and play. Hope you have some relaxing fun now. It's spring now over (under) there, isn't it. Great time for fun with friends and romance.

 

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

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[Lady_Midnight]

I think it's good to mix it up a bit as well. I find it difficult some times to take part in the serious discussion on the board because I have so little experience. I believe I share that feeling with many lurkers and new posters. So maybe we need to share some more thoughts here, try them out so to speak and then maybe get our courage up to start other threads about topics we long to go more in depth to. (that was a very weird sentence, but hey I'm swedish, cut me some slack )

And I would only hit you with the softest pillows, of course, Mylady.

Thankyou rinka...you are very sweet

 

[ultramarineblue]

Please forgive me for being rude. Hello, everyone. Welcome to the boards, star.

 

[Lady_Midnight]

Think I would hit them with any pillow I'd get into my hand.

Hard, but in a very submissive way of course!

Hahaha...how do you hit hard in a submissive way Kate?

 

[Harmony_1985]

You'll have to carry on the fight without me girls, I'm off to my mates house now.

And Rinka, you can get Rock Band on the Xbox with has drums and a mic with it as well as a guitar, but apparently its being released for Wii soon (think it already has in the US).

 

[Lady_Midnight]

Hi star!

Very cute pink garment in your profile pic!

So tell us a little bit more about you!

And watch out for Lady Midnight, she does wonderfully evil things to boys...

Awww don't scare him rinka...he's nervous already!

Anyway...I do what subs consent to (and sometimes beg for)

 

[Lady_Midnight]

I've definitely struggled to find a place to fit in and still mostly feel that I don't. I keep finding that every time I form an opinion about something, I can't put it into the right words. By the time I kinda come close to that, others have posted with thoughts that make me reconsider my original opinion.

I know exactly what you mean ultramarineblue. I sometimes find it hard to articulate my thoughts too, and by the time I have someone's already said what I want to say and said it so much better than I ever could lol

 

[Lady_Midnight]

You'll have to carry on the fight without me girls, I'm off to my mates house now.

And Rinka, you can get Rock Band on the Xbox with has drums and a mic with it as well as a guitar, but apparently its being released for Wii soon (think it already has in the US).

Have a great time Harmony

 

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

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[ultramarineblue]

I know exactly what you mean ultramarineblue. I sometimes find it hard to articulate my thoughts too, and by the time I have someone's already said what I want to say and said it so much better than I ever could lol

I wish it were only sometimes for me. It's pretty much all the time. The rare occasion where I can I scare myself.

 

[rinka]

I haven't been in a good place so I haven't been reading but I can identify with these posts. I don't think I will ever move beyond the "combative, fighting to set boundaries" phase. I'm getting awfully tired of trying. It just leaves me feeling neurotic, foolish, and manipulative.



I've definitely struggled to find a place to fit in and still mostly feel that I don't. I keep finding that every time I form an opinion about something, I can't put it into the right words. By the time I kinda come close to that, others have posted with thoughts that make me reconsider my original opinion.

I think it's a process and like most processes it goes one step forward two steps back at times. I sometimes get so frustrating wanting something I don't want to want. Feeling that my whole identity is shaken. Then I have moments of certainty and clarity when I believe I can have it all without compromising my integrity and who I am. Then I get scared....

And so what if someone's post makes you reconsider your opinion? That's good. It's kind of the point of conversation isn't it? And then you can make new posts.

 

[ultramarineblue]

I think it's a process and like most processes it goes one step forward two steps back at times. I sometimes get so frustrating wanting something I don't want to want. Feeling that my whole identity is shaken. Then I have moments of certainty and clarity when I believe I can have it all without compromising my integrity and who I am. Then I get scared....

And so what if someone's post makes you reconsider your opinion? That's good. It's kind of the point of conversation isn't it? And then you can make new posts.

I'm always glad to hear other thoughts and opinions. I like considering other people's viewpoints because I would never otherwise have considered some of those things.

 

[Lady_Midnight]

Ok...i've been supervising this pillow fight long enough...

*grabs two pillows and starts pounding rinka and kate*

 

[rinka]

You'll have to carry on the fight without me girls, I'm off to my mates house now.

And Rinka, you can get Rock Band on the Xbox with has drums and a mic with it as well as a guitar, but apparently its being released for Wii soon (think it already has in the US).

Unfortunately we only have Playstation. Hope I get to play sometimes though!

*throws pillow at Harmony on her way out the door*

Have fun!

 

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

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[Lady_Midnight]

How???

Wellllllllllllllllll, thats when you throw the pillow in the air screaming "OMG I thought it was rinka there not you Snooze!!!! You know I would never ever thow the pillow your direction right!?? I wouldnt dare even think about it! NEVER I swear!!!!"

*looks all innocnet* lol

And you think he'd fall for it?

 

[ultramarineblue]

How???

Wellllllllllllllllll, thats when you throw the pillow in the air screaming "OMG I thought it was rinka there not you Snooze!!!! You know I would never ever thow the pillow your direction right!?? I wouldnt dare even think about it! NEVER I swear!!!!"

*looks all innocnet* lol

You shouldn't tell your secrets....it takes away from being submissive

 

[rinka]

Thankyou rinka...you are very sweet

Mostly...

Awww don't scare him rinka...he's nervous already!

Anyway...I do what subs consent to (and sometimes beg for)

I said wonderfully evil things. I'm pretty sure you don't have to force anyone. They're probably queuing for yuor attention.

oh you tease! http://i324.photobucket.com/albums/k353/hispeanut/acute.gif


http://i324.photobucket.com/albums/k353/hispeanut/devil.gif *grabs more pillows and starts pounding rinka right back* http://i324.photobucket.com/albums/k353/hispeanut/devil.gif

Ok...i've been supervising this pillow fight long enough...

*grabs two pillows and starts pounding rinka and kate*

Oh, this means war! I might have to call for backup! Unfortunately my son is at school otherwise you'd be in trouble!

Snoooooze!

 

[Lady_Midnight]

Mostly...



I said wonderfully evil things. I'm pretty sure you don't have to force anyone. They're probably queuing for yuor attention.





Oh, this means war! I might have to call for backup! Unfortunately my son is at school otherwise you'd be in trouble!

Snoooooze!

Oh rinka...Snooze is on my team! And we're seriously outnumbered as it is!

 

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

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[Lady_Midnight]

Well no actualy. lol


But he cannot punish me cuz I am taken, so I am peaceful.

Ah well...this is true.