What is going on in my head?

pink

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i used to be the first person to whip out bewbies in my av, or something provocative. i put one up earlier today and felt uncomfortable. i didn't want to post. i felt like i was shoving them in everyone's face. i felt too open, vulnerable perhaps. i wasn't ashamed at all, it just didn't feel right. i still have my pic thread and i'm not saying i won't put up seductive pics anymore.


Am i changing? Perhaps, i don't need to use the girls to get attention anymore? i went back to using my face.


Any ideas anyone?
 
I'm kinda .. note.. Kinda.. the opposite. For the longest time, I've hated my body.. nooooo pictures below the neck... I'm guessing it's Malin and Master's love.. but now, I dont mind. I'm getting more brazen. There are some I dont share because they're special or of a special moment...

maybe you are changing, not so much the attention thing.. but just that you're getting more introspective.. or want to be appreciated for more than just your bewbs
 
I'm kinda .. note.. Kinda.. the opposite. For the longest time, I've hated my body.. nooooo pictures below the neck... I'm guessing it's Malin and Master's love.. but now, I dont mind. I'm getting more brazen. There are some I dont share because they're special or of a special moment...

maybe you are changing, not so much the attention thing.. but just that you're getting more introspective.. or want to be appreciated for more than just your bewbs

i have been wanting people to take me more seriously on here. i'm actually kind of smart, but i guess it doesn't come across on this medium.

i need to ponder this some more.
 
Does it have anything to do with the comment the troll made?

I hope not... *hugs to pink*

You're right, it's hard, in this medium, to let people see your intelligence. We're flirty and fun in one moment, intellectual the next. Dont worry.. we'll catch on
 
I hope not... *hugs to pink*

You're right, it's hard, in this medium, to let people see your intelligence. We're flirty and fun in one moment, intellectual the next. Dont worry.. we'll catch on

I have no doubt of her intelligence. She was, after all, the first to point out we had a troll on our hands. Besides, dumb people don't last on this forum very long. *shrugs*
 
I think you are beautiful and should post what ever av you feel like at that moment.

When I first started posting here I used other photos like a flower or another object not directly linked to myself in any way. That changed about the time I had a picture shown to me from my honey saying use this as an av. I was extremely self conscious and didn't want my breasts up there for anyone to see. After seeing (and feeling) his reaction I guess I don't pay much attention anymore. I try not to use anything that is overly "in your face" and keep it semi modest. I use the special effects in photo programs to fade, lighten or other wise mask my av's that are of me without lingerie.

You might be growing or it could be one of those phases that we all go through. You know the "I'm just not in the mood" phase.
 
i have been wanting people to take me more seriously on here. i'm actually kind of smart, but i guess it doesn't come across on this medium.

i need to ponder this some more.

I don't post as much as I used due to lack of net access.

But for what its worth, the posts I have read of yours show your intelligence.

It takes intelligence to be humorous (at least I think it does!)

As for your AV, you look good, you are braver than people like me; we hide behind a nice pic that is not a picture of who we are.
 
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Thank you for the kind words, everyone. You're making me feel all smart and shit. :D
 
Modesty? Not wanting to share your body with 900,000 strangers?

I think you look great, but I understand only wanting to share your body with those you are involved with.

For myself, my breasts are mainly genetic so its not like sharing them really reflects me beyond my package;) I prefer to use my favorite painting in my av as it is more representative in that I choose it.
 
Consistency is not a human trait, you probably are changing.

I'll be watching those changes. ;)
 
i have been wanting people to take me more seriously on here. i'm actually kind of smart, but i guess it doesn't come across on this medium.

i need to ponder this some more.

I always take people on the content of their posts, not their avatar, there are some pretty raunch AVs on here, and it's entertaining but doesn't change my opinion of them.

Great tits don't make you stupid!

I recently changed my AV from that blood covered razor (which ilicited quite a few freaked out responses) to a picture of myself, it was only because my girlfriend the_mgp started using her face in her AV, so I didn't feel like I was letting myself in for trouble with trolls, but I did consider changing it back, like you I don't know why. Just a fit of insecurity I suppose. I wouldn't use any boob or nude shots but that's just because Master isn't keen on people ogling his stuff.

Given the amount of nude shots on this forum I don't reckon anyone would consider your boobs an imposition.

KK
 
For what it's worth, I think you have shown your intelligence, not to mention great personality. :)It isn't a sin to be packaged well also, but is your choice to share or not. I was thinking on the weekend about how hypocritical the world is, and the things we are taught just adding to it. We are told from an early age to not judge a book by it's cover, and yet we are also told we will be judged by the image we present...if going for a job and wanting to be seriously considered, dress the part etc.....just seems life is meant to be confusing and contradictory so it is no wonder we go through stages of not being sure how we feel and why.:rose:

Catalina:catroar:
 
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