Life on Hold

shy slave

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I have not been around much lately.

In Feb I was given an opportunity to manage a nursing home which was in crisis.

I was supposed to be there for 3 weeks, then I was asked to stay for three months, but a review after 6 weeks.

I am still there.

There longer I am there, the more the maggots crawl out the woodwork.

The home is 70 miles from where I live and due to its instability I stay over in a hotel.

Originally I was only supposed to stay a couple of nights a week, but due to rising fuel prices and the way everything goes pear shaped so quickly with the staff, I am staying over for up to 2.5. weeks at a time.

I don't have a lap top, so no net/Lit access, as work sites are restricted and having worked 10-15 hour days my head is too fried to even figure out how to log on.

I managed two unexpected days off at the end of last week as I guy I fired rang the Company and told them 'in a calm and measured manner' he was going to knife me.

Heck of a way to get time off!!

So far in the past four days I have been rung numerous times over nothing, yet the staff omitted to let me know in good time that the ceiling was leaking (again), the lift was broken (again) and two staff had not come into work.

The ceilings and lift have both had thousands of pounds spent on them recently and the staff in question are already a hairs breadth from being sacked.

On top of all the that, the lovely Dom I was seeing (is still lovely) started talking about wanting to move in with me!
I live in a hotel miles from home and my son doesn't like him.
I have told him I can't cope with that level of pressure and said he needs to back off.

My car broke, I paid £500 to have it fixed and the engine stopped working.

I have a gorgeous, sexy new car but to pay for it means debt and no holidays for at least 12 months.

At least my boss sent me flowers when the knife threat happened.

I am back to work later today, and who knows what joy awaits.

As for BDSM, I am so tired right now I can't even think submission, I even turned down the offer of sex the other night!

I just hope all hell doesn't break loose when ADR is here, I do not want to end up trying to do work stuff when she over here.

So, in short I am not ignoring you all, I have not found Religion and given up D/s, I have not completely vanished. I am just trying to find my life in the wreckage.
 
take care of yourself

Sometimes life is so busy that it sucks in a bad way.
 
Sometimes life is so busy that it sucks in a bad way.

True, very true lol

I am so knackered that even when I was offered the most gorgeous cock to suck I said 'No'

I don't think I have ever said that word before in response to that offer.

Have to admit I was pretty shocked at myself:rolleyes:
 
I have not been around much lately.

In Feb I was given an opportunity to manage a nursing home which was in crisis.

I was supposed to be there for 3 weeks, then I was asked to stay for three months, but a review after 6 weeks.

I am still there.

There longer I am there, the more the maggots crawl out the woodwork.

The home is 70 miles from where I live and due to its instability I stay over in a hotel.

Originally I was only supposed to stay a couple of nights a week, but due to rising fuel prices and the way everything goes pear shaped so quickly with the staff, I am staying over for up to 2.5. weeks at a time.

I don't have a lap top, so no net/Lit access, as work sites are restricted and having worked 10-15 hour days my head is too fried to even figure out how to log on.

I managed two unexpected days off at the end of last week as I guy I fired rang the Company and told them 'in a calm and measured manner' he was going to knife me.

Heck of a way to get time off!!

So far in the past four days I have been rung numerous times over nothing, yet the staff omitted to let me know in good time that the ceiling was leaking (again), the lift was broken (again) and two staff had not come into work.

The ceilings and lift have both had thousands of pounds spent on them recently and the staff in question are already a hairs breadth from being sacked.

On top of all the that, the lovely Dom I was seeing (is still lovely) started talking about wanting to move in with me!
I live in a hotel miles from home and my son doesn't like him.
I have told him I can't cope with that level of pressure and said he needs to back off.

My car broke, I paid £500 to have it fixed and the engine stopped working.

I have a gorgeous, sexy new car but to pay for it means debt and no holidays for at least 12 months.

At least my boss sent me flowers when the knife threat happened.

I am back to work later today, and who knows what joy awaits.

As for BDSM, I am so tired right now I can't even think submission, I even turned down the offer of sex the other night!

I just hope all hell doesn't break loose when ADR is here, I do not want to end up trying to do work stuff when she over here.

So, in short I am not ignoring you all, I have not found Religion and given up D/s, I have not completely vanished. I am just trying to find my life in the wreckage.

There are crazy people everywhere. This would be a good case for concealed carry. HA! A gun beats out a knife in most life and death scenarios.

Jesus, be alert! Please.

The laptop situation should be fixed in a couple of weeks.

I can't help you in the BDSM arena. I don't have the right equipment or the right sensiblities for you.

As far as my trip: Everyone has priorities. Kids and jobs are #1 in my book. If that part of your life needs your attention, I'm a big girl and I understand that.
And speaking of my trip: I sure had a lot of nightmares about that over the last couple of days...

I will email you that stuff you asked for right now. I've been kinda under the weather.
 
im sorry your life has gotten so crazy. i hope things start working your way.

:rose:
 
I am sorry to hear that things are not going well for you at the moment, Shy.

I hope things will work out for you soon, and I am sure it will!

:rose:
 
There are crazy people everywhere. This would be a good case for concealed carry. HA! A gun beats out a knife in most life and death scenarios.

Jesus, be alert! Please.

The laptop situation should be fixed in a couple of weeks.

I can't help you in the BDSM arena. I don't have the right equipment or the right sensiblities for you.

As far as my trip: Everyone has priorities. Kids and jobs are #1 in my book. If that part of your life needs your attention, I'm a big girl and I understand that.
And speaking of my trip: I sure had a lot of nightmares about that over the last couple of days...

I will email you that stuff you asked for right now. I've been kinda under the weather.

I heard you had been unwell, I hope you are feeling better.

As for you having nightmares OMG, you nearly gave G and I nightmares!

You know how anal he is over planning.......when I mentioned Germany and Paris he nearly freaked, well as much as he knows how too !!

ROFL

I swear, I nearly beat him with a big stick when he came over last night to look at your trip. :catgrin:

As for the man with a knife, I am guessing that as he has said he is going to do it, he probably won't.....but if he does they will have to get someone else to look after the shower of shit nursing home until I recover.....so not all bad lol


As for the BDSM sensibilities, I turned down a beautiful cock as I was so tired, who knows what could happen after such a strange thing to happen; I could end up bi ;)

But then again, maybe some sleep will put everything right.

Lots of sleep
 
Thanks MIS and Caz

Had I known my life would become all work and no room for even kinky thoughts (or any non-work thoughts) I may have ran very fast and very far lol

My son seems to enjoy my not being here too often and he does at least speak to me when I am home; so that is good.

If I can get this home sorted before end of the year I will be looking for time off, pay rise and a promotion.

Then I will be looking for wherever the heck I left the rest of my life lol
 
I am so knackered that even when I was offered the most gorgeous cock to suck I said 'No'


:eek::eek::eek::eek:

Damn it Shy, things must be pretty full on at the moment eh!

I hope you are ok. Sorry you are having a rough time of it. I know how difficult it is when everything seems to go Pete Tong at the same time.
But you are a strong person and I am sure it will all fall into place soon. :rose:









But cock Shy! :eek:
 
:eek::eek::eek::eek:

Damn it Shy, things must be pretty full on at the moment eh!

I hope you are ok. Sorry you are having a rough time of it. I know how difficult it is when everything seems to go Pete Tong at the same time.
But you are a strong person and I am sure it will all fall into place soon. :rose:









But cock Shy! :eek:


Thanks Minx

I thought I was strong too, I can handle work, I can even handle the temporary lack of a life, but turning down I know is beautiful and responds so well to my tongue, well umm that's just ....wrong, very, very, wrong.

Hmm wonder if I should tell my boss what happened:confused:
 
Thanks Minx

I thought I was strong too, I can handle work, I can even handle the temporary lack of a life, but turning down I know is beautiful and responds so well to my tongue, well umm that's just ....wrong, very, very, wrong.

Hmm wonder if I should tell my boss what happened:confused:

*nods* I would, They are a boss for a reason afterall....they know how to deal with this kinda thing.


I have to say I found it immensely disturbing.
Knowing your love of the penis Miss Shy, that you could actually turn one down....well its nothing short of shocking.
:eek:
 
*nods* I would, They are a boss for a reason afterall....they know how to deal with this kinda thing.


I have to say I found it immensely disturbing.
Knowing your love of the penis Miss Shy, that you could actually turn one down....well its nothing short of shocking.
:eek:

Thankfully the man it was attached to, did not get offended; but, he hasn't offered again

Last night I even asked nicely, but nope; he just grinned and went home. Bloody men:(

As for telling my boss, she is an 'interesting' woman to work for, she is so work focused I am not even sure she realises I am female, much less I may want anything other than work:eek:

I do wonder if she is a secret switch, her moods certainly are lol
 
Thankfully the man it was attached to, did not get offended; but, he hasn't offered again

Last night I even asked nicely, but nope; he just grinned and went home. Bloody men:(

As for telling my boss, she is an 'interesting' woman to work for, she is so work focused I am not even sure she realises I am female, much less I may want anything other than work:eek:

I do wonder if she is a secret switch, her moods certainly are lol

yeah. bloody men :(:mad:

they are weird.

Thats all I'm saying.




But they do have cocks.
 
You definitely need and deserve a break! Turning down cock?!! This is so not you. You know always I hope and wish the best for you...maybe girl therapy will help.:)

Catalina:catroar:
 
You definitely need and deserve a break! Turning down cock?!! This is so not you. You know always I hope and wish the best for you...maybe girl therapy will help.:)

Catalina:catroar:

Is girl therapy shopping or exploring girls??

I am not sure just how far I have changed, does turning down cock once make me bi:confused:

If its shopping, you are right; I need some therapy, lots of therapy (and a DaddyDom to pay the shopping bill LOL)
 
Is girl therapy shopping or exploring girls??

I am not sure just how far I have changed, does turning down cock once make me bi:confused:

If its shopping, you are right; I need some therapy, lots of therapy (and a DaddyDom to pay the shopping bill LOL)

LOL, no I didn't see you going bi! Shopping always heals all evils doesn't it..for you, shoes and handbags, for me, books, photographic equipment and music...oh, and lovely sculptures.:D

Catalina:catroar:
 
SS
WOW... I am sorry to hear youve been going thru all the drama of life...

I understand how things happen.. and we know you havent left us and we hope you never will..

I am here if you need an ear...
 
Thanks Minx

I thought I was strong too, I can handle work, I can even handle the temporary lack of a life, but turning down I know is beautiful and responds so well to my tongue, well umm that's just ....wrong, very, very, wrong.

Hmm wonder if I should tell my boss what happened:confused:


You what? :eek:

I...I ...I...I'm just...just shattered. I...I don't even know what to say. My world just seemed to crack, nothing makes since anymore.

get well soon is all that comes to mind.

*giggles* :kiss:
 
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