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It smells like rain today. Would take that. Talking about winds up to 75 mph though. That I could do without.
 
It smells like rain today. Would take that. Talking about winds up to 75 mph though. That I could do without.

Lightning and heavy rains woke me up in the middle of the night.

Daughter's youth group canceled their Worlds of Fun trip - she's bummed.

(They'll reschedule soon, I hope.)

I need to go back to my classroom today and get a few boxes of stuff for summer school but other than that, we're done until August. (Well, hell - not really. I know I'll be in earlier, getting mail, organizing, getting things ready. But its a nice thought, anyway.)


To be home in the middle of the day is - very nice.

:)
 
I think we all need to know. :cool:
Here's how it is: if you use words, we will save them forever. If you use voice, we will scrounge a recording device and save it forever.
See? You get to take your pick and everything!
No. *grumpy smiley*

Blurt: I really didn't want to work so hard.
 
Thanks guys.

Today was already hard for me having to go in to get my meds put back up. And then I went to the dating site I use and found that the last guy I dated (the one you met in Chicago) whom I'm supposedly still friends with and who last time we talked seemed still interested in me, has put himself as unavailable because he's seeing someone. Not me, obviously, which should be fine because I'm dating someone else too. But it still hurt. Alot. I think partly because he was so adamant that he was going to leave his dating profile active, which means he's clearly found someone he finds more worthy of changing his status.

I know that didn't make sense. But with that and the meds and the guy I'm seeing being so uncertain how he feels about me, it's just too much.

I just feel so fucking broken today. I've been feeling so great about myself, so much more confident and now I just feel broken again. Defective. What's so wrong with me? I mean, really.
 
Thanks guys.

Today was already hard for me having to go in to get my meds put back up. And then I went to the dating site I use and found that the last guy I dated (the one you met in Chicago) whom I'm supposedly still friends with and who last time we talked seemed still interested in me, has put himself as unavailable because he's seeing someone. Not me, obviously, which should be fine because I'm dating someone else too. But it still hurt. Alot. I think partly because he was so adamant that he was going to leave his dating profile active, which means he's clearly found someone he finds more worthy of changing his status.

I know that didn't make sense. But with that and the meds and the guy I'm seeing being so uncertain how he feels about me, it's just too much.

I just feel so fucking broken today. I've been feeling so great about myself, so much more confident and now I just feel broken again. Defective. What's so wrong with me? I mean, really.

There's nothing wrong with you. Nothing at all. :kiss:

There are so many people right now who feel down these days - the economy, the idiocy with politics, personal finances (that's bad for us right now - ugh), I don't think it's just you.

And he was a nice guy but there are other nice guys. I think I'd prefer his honesty with his status.

Hang in there, beautiful girl.

:rose:
 
Thanks guys.

Today was already hard for me having to go in to get my meds put back up. And then I went to the dating site I use and found that the last guy I dated (the one you met in Chicago) whom I'm supposedly still friends with and who last time we talked seemed still interested in me, has put himself as unavailable because he's seeing someone. Not me, obviously, which should be fine because I'm dating someone else too. But it still hurt. Alot. I think partly because he was so adamant that he was going to leave his dating profile active, which means he's clearly found someone he finds more worthy of changing his status.

I know that didn't make sense. But with that and the meds and the guy I'm seeing being so uncertain how he feels about me, it's just too much.

I just feel so fucking broken today. I've been feeling so great about myself, so much more confident and now I just feel broken again. Defective. What's so wrong with me? I mean, really.
There is nothing wrong with you that we all don't suffer from time to time, SJ. If I lived near, I'd be round like a shot to give you a cuddle. There are plenty of guys out there, not all of them deserve you :kiss:
 
Sorry to hear about that SJ.

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Unrelated:

I wish the weather would make up its mind and be pleasant already. Raining, sunny, raining, misty, raining sideways, sunny, raining, sunny, raining, sunny... Those last four changes were just in the last hour. I'm sick of this!
 
Thanks guys.

Today was already hard for me having to go in to get my meds put back up. And then I went to the dating site I use and found that the last guy I dated (the one you met in Chicago) whom I'm supposedly still friends with and who last time we talked seemed still interested in me, has put himself as unavailable because he's seeing someone. Not me, obviously, which should be fine because I'm dating someone else too. But it still hurt. Alot. I think partly because he was so adamant that he was going to leave his dating profile active, which means he's clearly found someone he finds more worthy of changing his status.

I know that didn't make sense. But with that and the meds and the guy I'm seeing being so uncertain how he feels about me, it's just too much.

I just feel so fucking broken today. I've been feeling so great about myself, so much more confident and now I just feel broken again. Defective. What's so wrong with me? I mean, really.
There's not a damned thing wrong with you. *HUGS* It's just the way things work.

People have to mesh just so for relationships to start and work. There's a myriad of factors at play. It takes a while, a lot of searching and a fair amount of effort to make things work.

And this feeling passes. I was the same way a couple of months ago because of similar experiences on my dating site. I'm doing fine now.

More *HUGS*
 
Y'all are right. I'm pretty fucking awesome. Things just happen. It doesn't make it about me.

Exactly, hon. That's what males are really for. To tell worthy females, like yourself, that what happened to you wasn't personal, it wasn't about you. Sometimes compost just happens.

Long-distance, virtual hug and cradling.
 
I'm all for joining you and liquor, but watching the Pistons play- not so much. ;)

ok... well, it's not like it's the FINAL game.. I could be persuaded to do other things with you and alcohol instead of watching the game....

now if it were the red wings........ not watching the game would be out of the question... even if your loveliness was dangling inches from my face.........
 
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