No longer a BDSM virgin!

[Shadow Thief]

I briefly mentioned in another thread that I've had a submissive streak that I've been wanting to explore for ages, and just recently met a woman willing to indulge me in it. Rather than hijack the other thread, I thought I'd tell of my experience here.

It happened just a few days ago. It would have happened about a week sooner, but Mistress (God, I love the sound of that) ended up coming down with something, and we didn't get to do it when we planned. Once she was well again, we set a date, and chatted briefly about what was to come. She didn't go into much detail, because she wanted it to be a surprise. But what he did talk about got me so hot that I just had to pleasure myself for her on cam. We didn't actually show each other anything, because we agreed that it would be so much more exciting if our first view of each other naked would be in person, but she got quite aroused just be seeing my facial expressions as I came, while she gave me subtle hints of just what she would do to me.

After what seemed like forever, our day arrived. I arrived at her apartment, and she came out wearing a sexy, silky black dress that almost made me melt right then and there. She has roommates living with her, so we couldn't do it at her place, and so the plan was for her to take me out into the woods and fuck me senseless. Unfortunately, the weather wasn't cooperating (they called for it to be a clear and warm night, but it was raining), so she chose to take me to a camp site that her family owned instead, which had a covered pavillion and campers.

As I drove us to our destination, she playfully stroked my thigh and my crotch, and occasionally played with my hair, which alone was almost enough to put me over the edge. When she noticed me having trouble driving, she'd stop for a little, and then start up again. At one point, I stopped for gas, where I made a frustrated joke about how it looked I was going to get fucked twice that night.

Just when I thought I could wait no longer, we arrived at our destination. She had forgotten her keys to the camper, so she had to break into it. She then complained about not being able to find her rope (just the mention of "rope" had me ready to cum right then and there), but luckily we found some bungee cords. Unfortunately, her toys were in the other camper, which she wasn't able to break into, but she made do with what she had just fine. I was so nervous, and so excited at the same time. It never seemed real before, but now I knew it was going to happen.

She stood in front of me, and started kissing me, groping me, yanking on my long hair, and clawing at my back and my chest. I reached toward her, but she grabbed my arm and pushed it back along my side, telling me that I wasn't allowed to touch her until she said I was allowed. I had never been spoken to that way during sex before, and I loved it! She then started to stroke my hard cock thru my clothing, asking me who it belonged to, and I told her it belonged to her.

She continued to torture me this way for several minutes, and then led me back to one of the chairs. She bound my arms to the arms of the chair with the bungee cords, and then stared at me with an evil hungry grin that told me I was hers. She pulled my shirt up and pinched and sucked on my nipples, and clawed me some more. Then she slowly undid my pants and pulled them off me, unwrapping me like a Christmas present. I thought about how we had never seen each other on cam before, and that now she was about to see all of me. Once my cock sprang free, she started stroking it, and then sucking on it. Several times, I thought I was going to cum in her mouth, but every time I would get close, she'd stop sucking and start groping and clawing at my body again. She told me she wished she had all her toys with me so she could blindfold me, and then mentioned that she wished she could sit on my face and make me eat her pussy. I didn't know why she didn't, but it turned out to be that she was worried about the time not being quite right, if you know what I mean.

She pulled her top down so I could see her lovely tits, and then pulled it back up again, torturing me so delightfully and mercilessly. Then she leaned in to kiss me some more, teasing me at first by offering her tongue to me, and then pulling it away from me. At this point, she was leaning in close enough that I was able to touch her arm, despite my hands still being bound. I didn't even realize I was doing it until she looked at me sternly, and pointed out that I was touching her without permission, and that I'd have to be punished for it.

She pulled my pants off me the rest of the way, but told me that to spank me properly, she'd have to untie me. Once she did that, she ordered me to stand up, turn around, and lean forward onto the chair. She pulled my shirt off, leaving me naked at that point, while she was still fully clothed. I felt so vulnerable, and so aroused. She asked me if I was ready, and I told her yes. She grabbed my hair and yanked me back, and asked, "Yes... WHAT?!" To which I answered, "Yes, Mistress!"

My heart was going a mile a minute at this point, wondering what I had gotten myself into, and yet enjoying it too much to call it off. The first blow came down on my ass, and it hurt and felt good at the same time. Then came another, and another. Then they started coming more rapidly. She had told me I could tell her to stop if it got to be too much, but it didn't seem like an option at that point. While my hands were not bound in any way at this point, the thought of putting them up to stop the blows never even crossed my mind. Eventually, it started feeling like it was too much, and I was almost crying in pain, but at the same time groaning and grunting in pleasure. I never made noises before like I was making that night. She later told me I had entered into something called "subspace."

Eventually, she stopped and asked me if I thought I had been punished enough. I was tempted to tell her I hadn't, but by then I was dying for her to fuck me. So she told me to sit back down on the chair, and she'd make up the bed for us in the camper. She called out to me once while she was in there to make sure I was still sitting like she had ordered.

When she came back out, she started kissing, groping, and clawing me again, as well as yanking on my hair. I played the part of the obedient slave that time, and kept my hands by my side, until she grabbed them and placed them on her body. At long last she undressed and let me see her body. I played with her tits, pussy, and ass while we kissed, until I could wait no longer, and begged her to take me inside and fuck me.

Once inside, I stroked my cock for her so it would be nice and hard for her. She sucked me some more to help me on my way, while she groped me and teased my ass with her finger. I love having my ass played with, so I hope she does more of that next time. She turned the tables briefly, asking me to play with and pull on her hair, which I enjoyed, but was too deep into the submissive state of mind to really get into it.

Once she decided I was hard enough, she climbed on top of me, grabbed my cock, and slid it into her tight, wet pussy. Neither one of us was quiet at all. I never heard a woman make so much noise, and I was almost as noisy as she was, grunting and groaning in pleasure, telling her how good it all felt, and telling her over and over again to fuck me, and her reminded me that I was hers, that I belonged to her. I hit one or two mini-climaxes before I got to the real one, which I don't think had ever happened to me before.

As I started to approach climax, I started getting crazy, telling her to "fuck your slave", and then "rape me" as I reached a screaming, grunting, and groaning orgasm. I don't think I ever made that much noise before. She was making quite a bit of noise herself, but I had trouble hearing it over my own.

My orgasm seemed to last forever, with a few aftershocks before it was all over. Once it was done, I felt like I was coming out of a dream. An extremely intense, hot, and sexy dream. She told me that next time, she'd make me eat her, and she'd make sure to have all her toys with her. I can hardly wait for the next time.

So that's my first BDSM experience. I hope you enjoyed reading it as I did writing about it.

 

[laelaai]

That was an incredibly hot story. uh...yeah I'm so glad you finally were able to explore this aspect of yourself.

 

[Shadow Thief]

That was an incredibly hot story. uh...yeah I'm so glad you finally were able to explore this aspect of yourself.

Thanks for the compliment, and just knowing someone enjoyed my story excites me.

If you don't mind me asking, what part of BDSM are you into -- dominant, submissive, or switch?

Mistress loves dominating me, but also told me that once in awhile she likes to be the submissive one, and would like me to dominate her one of these times.

 

[wetlilsweettart]

Right on! I'm glad you were finally able to find someone who was willing to dominate you, and it sounds like she did quite the number!

 

[laelaai]

Thanks for the compliment, and just knowing someone enjoyed my story excites me.

If you don't mind me asking, what part of BDSM are you into -- dominant, submissive, or switch?

Mistress loves dominating me, but also told me that once in awhile she likes to be the submissive one, and would like me to dominate her one of these times.

Submissive definitely. I get turned on by knowing that someone I'm with (someone that I know and trust and care for) craves me to such an extent that he literally cannot stop himself from just pinning me down and ripping my clothes off despite my half-hearted protests. Yep, submissive. However, it takes a lot for me to feel comfortable submitting to someone. Of the guys I've dated that I would've felt comfortable submitting to, most of them haven't really been turned on by the idea of being dominant, so I've actually found myself playing the dominant role quite a few times. Playing the dominant role is fun for me, but it doesn't get me hot like being dominated does.

What about you? It could probably be fun to at least experiment with dominating your new Mistress. I mean you have to admit, since she wants you to, it could be totally hot to turn the tables on her like that

 

[Shadow Thief]

What about you? It could probably be fun to at least experiment with dominating your new Mistress. I mean you have to admit, since she wants you to, it could be totally hot to turn the tables on her like that

Oh, believe me, I will. But right now, I'm having so much fun exploring my submissive side. If we do turn the tables, I'm a little worried about going overboard and getting too rough, but she tells me I need to get over my fear of hurting her.

We're still in the process of getting to know each other, and what each other likes, and slowly getting past the part where we're afraid to reveal our fantasies to the other, for fear of the other person thinking we're weird. And so far, every single fantasy, we seem to share.

I suspected from the start that she was bi, and had possibly messed around with the female friend that introduced us, but she told me she wasn't into women at all. Damn, there goes that fantasy... But then just a few days ago, she admitted to me that not only was she bi, but our friend was her girlfriend. They haven't actually messed around yet, although I did get to see them kiss the other night. Better yet, she told me that a three-way with them might be possible. Actually, no.... she assured me it WILL happen. That would be SO wonderful. I care about both of them very deeply, and can think of no two other people I'd like to fulfill that particular fantasy with.

I was also afraid of bringing up the idea of anal sex, something else I love, since some women love it, but the ones that don't seem to absolutely hate it. Turns out she loves ass play just as much as I do, and is willing to do things to me, as well as let me do things to her. I want to kiss, lick, and fuck her ass, and she wants to do the same to me. We talked about her using her fingers on me (or in me, actually), then she brought up the idea of using her toy on me, and then it came out that one of her long-time fantasies has been to get a strap-on and "rape" a guy. Which is perfect, because that's been one of mine as well.

We didn't get to to much this week. We went out with our friend the other night, but couldn't have quite as much fun as we would have liked, because her boyfriend insisted on coming along. But she still kissed us both, and then later we all three kisses at the same time (no tongue, but still quite nice), even though I'm sure he didn't like that too much. And when I was driving Mistress back home, we just both got really hot for each other, and thought about jumping in the back seat when we got there. Instead, she decided that she just wanted to please me that night, and gave me a wonderfully intense blowjob. From the sounds she was making, I'd almost think she was enjoying it as much as I was. So I've cum in two of her holes now, and I just need to do the third one.

We were supposed to have some fun last night, but she ended up getting sick -- an allergic reaction to something we ate, we think. We still got together to just hang out and have a drink, and when we got back from there was when we got to talking about the whole fantasy with her "raping" me. She stroked and sucked my cock, telling me in detail about how she was going to tie me up so I was helpless, and fuck me hard and deep, how she was going to do what she wanted to me, and I wouldn't be able to stop her, how I was a tease, a bitch, a whore, etc... I might not be able to walk once she's done with me, but damn I'll have a smile on my face.

 

[Shadow Thief]

I had another session with Mistress last night. Still didn't get to do everything we've been talking about, but we did get to try a couple new things.

We ended going back to the camp site again, rather than go into the woods like we've talked about. It wasn't raining this time, but it was on the cold side. Damn crazy weather. She should be getting her own place before too long, so we'll be able to just do it at her place, without having to worry about roommates being around.

I still haven't gotten to eat her yet, because there was a problem with the water at her apartment, and she hasn't been able to get a decent shower, and she wasn't feeling very clean down there, and she just couldn't bring herself to do that to me. She only ever did that once to a guy who really pissed her off, so it's nice to see I don't fall into that category.

Since her roommates were all up in her face, she wasn't able to sneak all her toys out, but she did manage to grab two pairs of handcuffs, and something she called a mini-flogger. She once showed me some of her other toys on cam, along with a collar she was going to have me wear, but she wasn't able to sneak that out. Oh well, next time...

She also didn't have time to put on that sexy outfit that she wore for me before, but it was OK. The important thing was her, not the outfit. After I picked her up, she asked me to take her to the local convenience store so she could get something to drink. We got some weird looks from the woman in the car that I parked next to. Apparently she noticed Mistress's whip and handcuffs lying on the floor.

When we got to the camp site, she started kissing and feeling me up, and I was playing the good slave boy this time, not touching her until she took my hands and placed them on her body. Then she had me sit down on a chair and cuffed each of my hands to an arm of the chair. She keeps telling me that one of these times, she's going to use both the ropes and the handcuffs on me, and bind me so I can't even move. Being completely helpless for her sounds really HOT! I hope it happens soon.

Once I was securely cuffed to the chair, she ordered me to put my head back, close my eyes, and not to look. Before long, I felt the flogger come down on my chest. It stung, but at the same time it felt warm and pleasurable. Then she started raining more blows down on me, on my chest, stomach, and sides. The soft, fleshy, flabby areas were the worst, and I had a little trouble taking those. She stopped and started sucking on my nipples, one at a time, and then started pulling up on my shirt. I thought she was trying to rip it off of me, which she's talked about, which would have been OK, but I'd want to wear old clothes for her that I don't care about if she's going to do that. But it turned out she was only trying to pull it up over my head, but wasn't able to. So she uncuffed me just long enough to take my shirt off, then re-cuffed me and put it over my head so I couldn't see.

She resumed flogging me, and I started squirming. I thought it would turn her on, but she ordered me not to move. After she had done this to me awhile, she asked me if I wanted her to stop. I wasn't sure how to answer. It was painful, and I was having some trouble taking it, but at the same time I was enjoying it. Eventually, I asked her to stop, and she had me stand up, and started kissing me some more, although teasing me with her tongue more than she was actually giving it to me. She asked me who I belonged to, and I told her I belonged to her. She asked me for how long, and I told her for as long as she wanted me.

She told me to put my shirt back on, since it was cold out, but then changed her mind and told me to turn around. She used the flogger on my back a few times, and then on my ass, even though it was still clothed. When she was done, she told me to put my shirt on and sit down. She told me we'd get the party started once she had a cigarette, and made me just sit there and wait. She ordered me to keep myself hard for her, so I started stroking myself, first thru my pants, and then I slipped my hand inside my pants and touched myself that way.

After she finished smoking her cigarette, she told me to stand up, and then kissed and groped me some more, and let me do the same. Then she stepped back and looked at me, smiling at the wet spot on my pants from all the pre-cum I was leaking. Then she took me inside the camper, undid my pants, and started pulling them down. She had me bend over the one bed and started kissing and feeling my ass, then running her finger along my crack. Then she started alternating between spanking, and kissing my ass. Next thing I knew, I felt her tongue running up and down the crack, and then in the hole, which put me in heaven. Not only was the feeling of her tongue in my ass driving me wild, but so was the feeling of her hair brushing along the back of my thighgs. Then I felt her finger against the hole, and then slowly pushing its way in. She kept asking me if I was OK, if it was hurting me, but I was enjoying every bit of it. As she pushed her finger in, she told me about how she was going to take me with her strap-on when she got on, how I'd be tied up and helpless, how she'd make me her bitch, how I was going to find out what women had to go thru, etc.

She ordered me onto the bed, face-down, where she kissed, licked, and fingered my ass some more. Then she got undressed, got on top of me, and started grinding her pussy onto my ass. I prefer shaved pussy, but there was just something about the feeling of her bush grinding against my ass. She told me when she got her strap-on, she was going to fuck me just like that.

After that, she was ready to fuck, and told me to roll over onto my back. She climbed on me and slid my cock into her tight wet pussy, just like she had done the other week. I hadn't noticed this last time, but while Mistress normally has a deep voice, when she's riding me, her voice goes up a few octaves, and she's screaming and moaning and calling out my name just like a porn star.

I wouldn't have expected to last very long, but for some reason it took me awhile to get there, despite her telling me how much she wanted me to cum inside her, and riding me hard and changing tactics. One minute she's riding me slowly and deeply, and the next she's taking me rough and quick. When I put my arms back by my head, she reached down, grabbed my hands, and held me down. I loved it!

She told me to tell her when I was about to cum, but I'm not sure I did. It didn't matter, she was able to tell by the increasingly heavy breathing, the grunting and groaning, and by me pushing up against her hands as she held me down. When I came, I made all kinds of noises, even more than last time, which I can only describe as a combination of screaming and grunting, which slowly diminished into blissful sighs as I finished.

After we were done, we discussed the next time, and how we should come up with a safeword in case what she's doing gets to be too much for me. She told me about the system of "red, yellow, green", and also told me about the word that this other couple she knows uses -- "Monkey balls." I don't think we'll go with that one, I think we'd both start laughing and completely screw up the moment.

Hopefully next time, I'll get to eat her pussy and ass, and maybe even get to fuck her ass. And hopefully sometime soon she'll get herself a strap-on so she can return the favor.