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The mutual o, holy grail of post-1970s sexuality, is a zero sum game.

While it is of no consequence to you or others, I cannot support this movement.

I adore semen. I have contentedly licked it off of fabric after he's finished jacking off. I would hate for others to be denied of the pure joy that one gets from a man's cum.

You shall not tempt me woman!

There is something undeniably attractive about tempting or manipulating someone into orgasm.
 
Godspeed, abstainers. I wish you well.

There's no fucking way I'm joining in your movement, though. Mood I'm in, I wouldn't last a day.
 
Last night I had one hell of an erotic dream. I don't often have them, I tend to dream of kisses and snuggles but last night I was being licked and fucked to orgasm, over and over again.

I woke up horny, though with a family I had to wait 'til I had the house to myself to do anything about it. I have just recently recieved my own personal copy of Curvaceous (an anthology of my short stories) so I settled down in bed to read my favourite story from the collection, Naughty Rendezvous.

I felt very egotistical reading my own words to get me off, but the story originated as a personal fantasy about a guy I had (and still have) a massive crush on. He knows of the story, btw and is incredibly flattered by it. Anyhow, I read, the book in one hand and lazily teased my cunt with the other. It didn't take long for the orgasm to build, but the story (one filled with foreplay and teasing spanking and domination) finished, but I hadn't.

I took the scene on in my head, this guy lying next to me, whispering in my ear, watching me as I masturbate. I hear him commanding me to fuck myself, to come for him. He;s calling me his hot sexy slut and I when I come I scream his name and shake and shudder and squirt. Wow. it was very intense. Very.
 
Poppycock. Women drain chi when they drain your balls. The only consolation to be had when they O is the swelling of ego that supplants the shrinking of chi.

You call it "the swelling of ego", I call it "a phase transference of chi across the boundary layer of the orgone bubble".

Otherwise, our sexual theories are in harmony, as far as I can tell.

:drinks tea:
 
You call it "the swelling of ego", I call it "a phase transference of chi across the boundary layer of the orgone bubble".

Otherwise, our sexual theories are in harmony, as far as I can tell.

:drinks tea:

I shall meditate on this from under my bodhi tree.
 
Day 3

All is well on day three of the masturbation moratorium. I've moved into the second phase; during which I tend to jack leisurely for hours, sometimes flaccid, sometimes rigid, enjoying the free play of chi. This will last a day or three, and then I'll enter the next phase, where my resolve will be tested. During that phase, it will be hard to lay the penis aside after an unresolved jack. I will work myself up, knowing that I've got no way to get back down again, like a kitten in a tree. This often causes lack of sleep.

However, things are not at that point yet. I'm still recovering from the spree.

The ancient sages often used a metaphor drawn from Chinese alchemy to describe the effects of continence. A working solution (seed) in the retort (the balls) was said to undergo a process of distillation. The lighter essences drawn off from the retort passed upwards into the head.

I experienced something like that this morning during a jack lasting nearly an hour. All of a sudden I felt giddy, as if I'd leaned over a huge vat of White Lightning and drawn in a deep breath.

As I jacked, I'd been wondering why oral sex is so important to me, far more than any other act involving another person. The answer came to me and it was so obvious; I couldn't believe I'd never thought of it before.

"What is the purpose of the mouth?", I asked myself. "Answer: to eat."

Oral sex is the eating of sperm. One can then apply, at the symbolic and emotional levels, all the meanings connected with food and nourishment. The symbolism of the Eucharist is just one of many.

This is why oral without swallowing is an abomination. Practically a blasphemy.

All this passed through my mind as I jacked. I did not o.
 
Last night I had sex with my (other) girlfriend, and did not release my seed.

I see so much power and potential in this lifestyle, I am hunched over my keyboard as I write this.
 
I'm out.

The need to ejaculate truly comes from a place of weakness.

It's all like...

I AM GOD!!

I WILL TAKE OVER THE WORLD!!

MEN AND WOMEN WILL BOW AT MY FEET AND CALL ME LORD!!!!

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA *splurt*

uhhhh ohhhh

am i in twubble?
 
Day 2

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Out already? I admit, this would be harder if I was physically jacking or fucking.

This morning has been hell. I woke up with a nice morning wood, which is typical, but a hunger to cum so bad, I could taste the seed that was boiling in my balls, as if my testes had ruptured and the fluid was now flooding my body.

I lay in bed thinking about the doggirl fantasies I had yesterday, but slept it away until the feeling subsided and I could get up.

Then I get up and look at kah's video of Sasha Grey fucking Belladonna. My dick oozed and pulsated, but I knew if I could survive this morning's hormone attack, I could watch this without jacking. I turned it off after a few minutes to remove myself from temptation.

The first few days are always the hardest.

Ohm.
 
screw this holding onto energies

they Need to be release

and having said that

I have released said energies.

The world is a better place for that.
 
screw this holding onto energies

they Need to be release

and having said that

I have released said energies.

The world is a better place for that.

Perhaps it really is a male/female difference.

I see it as a private, but positive, release. It decreases tension, even if afterwards I'm flooded by guilt.

Maybe men literally feel more "drained."
 
Perhaps it really is a male/female difference.

I see it as a private, but positive, release. It decreases tension, even if afterwards I'm flooded by guilt.

Maybe men literally feel more "drained."

Positive yes,

Guilt, no! Well not lately, deep sorrow oh, yes.
 
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