Goin' to the garden to eat worms

[SweetGigi]

Have you ever just had one of those days where you feel so unloved and undesired that you just want to cry? Where no matter how you reach out no one hears your voice? Everyone else is off in their worlds leaving you to wonder exactly if you even matter?



Yeah that's me today.



If you need me, I'll be in the garden eating worms.

 

[intothewoods]

Sometimes. But this year especially has forced me to identify my support networks. Sometimes I talk to my mom friends. Sometimes I talk to my local kink friends. Sometimes my family. Sometimes I even post here.

Hope you feel better, Gigi. I hear your voice, and you do matter.

 

[Essene]

Have you ever just had one of those days where you feel so unloved and undesired that you just want to cry? Where no matter how you reach out no one hears your voice? Everyone else is off in their worlds leaving you to wonder exactly if you even matter?



Yeah that's me today.



If you need me, I'll be in the garden eating worms.

UGH me too girlfriend. Me too.

Well I've got someone to cheer me up. I'm a lucky girl, but I'm totally feeling that way right now. *hugs*

 

[YourCaptor]

I love you



so, you ever give that belly dancing video a shot?

 

[naxalite0906]

Yes, it seems to be how I feel more and more recently..

 

[Essene]

Yes, it seems to be how I feel more and more recently..

Don't eat worms Nax darling. Eat bananas.

Besides you're the reason I haven't gone completely...bananas.

You help me maintain my sanity. *hugs*

 

[naxalite0906]

Don't eat worms Nax darling. Eat bananas.

Besides you're the reason I haven't gone completely...bananas.

You help me maintain my sanity. *hugs*

Aww.. shucks... its not me.... Its you, you are the strong one.. Plus I only brought you the banana, nothing else

 

[Essene]

Aww.. shucks... its not me.... Its you, you are the strong one.. Plus I only brought you the banana, nothing else

Well the vibrating banana does help, but I attribute most of it to your kindness.

Aww thanks!

 

[SweetGigi]

Thanks, PM, YC and ITW. I just feel like a kicked dog. I want to lash out and bite anything that moves and take hunks out of my own flesh. At least the pain would be better than feeling like this.

 

[naxalite0906]

Thanks, PM, YC and ITW. I just feel like a kicked dog. I want to lash out and bite anything that moves and take hunks out of my own flesh. At least the pain would be better than feeling like this.

*hug*

 

[FurryFury]

I've had plenty of those days. I brought ya some huggles and ice cream!

 

[VelvetDarkness]

Thanks, PM, YC and ITW. I just feel like a kicked dog. I want to lash out and bite anything that moves and take hunks out of my own flesh. At least the pain would be better than feeling like this.

I'm so sorry to hear you're feeling this bad SG, is there something specific going on in your life that is causing all this or is it just a culmination of lots of little things?

You know all of us by now, we always want to know the whys and wherefores so we can offer something positive.

Have another HUG on me.

 

[Essene]

Thanks, PM, YC and ITW. I just feel like a kicked dog. I want to lash out and bite anything that moves and take hunks out of my own flesh. At least the pain would be better than feeling like this.

*nod* *sigh*

 

[SweetGigi]

It is a culmination of lots of specific things and a lack of people who are most important to me caring enough to not be selfish and take interest in me right now.

 

[Evil_Geoff]

... and take hunks out of my own flesh. At least the pain would be better than feeling like this.

Uhhh... Could I possibly persuade you to let _me_ take the chunks out of your flesh? ? ? ?

 

[YourCaptor]

It is a culmination of lots of specific things and a lack of people who are most important to me caring enough to not be selfish and take interest in me right now.

Takes a lot of interest

 

[Velvet Bubbles]

Yeah, umm, I've spent most of my life feeling that way. Of course, we know why. Honestly, hon, go get some evening primrose oil, take some for a few days. It'll help you kick the mood and then you can try to get your life back the way you want it. Remember you can always buzz me when you need a hug or chat or whatever. I actually did try to buzz you earlier (before I saw this thread) to say hi, but I think you'd gone to bed already. Just know I'm here, ok?

 

[_kiana_]

Have you ever just had one of those days where you feel so unloved and undesired that you just want to cry? Where no matter how you reach out no one hears your voice? Everyone else is off in their worlds leaving you to wonder exactly if you even matter?



Yeah that's me today.



If you need me, I'll be in the garden eating worms.

That's how I've felt for quite a few months now. For far too long, actually.

*hugs*

 

[trojan_man_co]

chains up the dog gigi and gently strokes her till shes calm... there there now.. be a good girl and youll get a bone...

hun u are loved you just need to open you eyes and see it...

 

[SweetGigi]

Thank you to all of you who have cared enough to send your well wishes and sweetness to me. I realy need it right now and I appriecate all you have done. I love you all so very much.

*hugs back*

 

[Evil_Geoff]

Thank you to all of you who have cared enough to send your well wishes and sweetness to me. I realy need it right now and I appriecate all you have done. I love you all so very much.

*hugs back*

I take it that I'm NOT going to get to cut the hunks of flesh out then?

 

[EmpressFi]

I take it that I'm NOT going to get to cut the hunks of flesh out then?

*raises hand* want some of mine?

 

[Betticus]

Have you ever just had one of those days where you feel so unloved and undesired that you just want to cry? Where no matter how you reach out no one hears your voice? Everyone else is off in their worlds leaving you to wonder exactly if you even matter?



Yeah that's me today.



If you need me, I'll be in the garden eating worms.

It's days like this that I have all those tropical plants for. They need a good daddy to take care of them, keep em watered and give em some sunlight.

 

[Evil_Geoff]

*raises hand* want some of mine?

*PERK* Are you coming to Atlanta ? ? ? *hopehopehope*

 

[twysted73]

Thanks, PM, YC and ITW. I just feel like a kicked dog. I want to lash out and bite anything that moves and take hunks out of my own flesh. At least the pain would be better than feeling like this.

You are a strong woman Gigi. You've survived worse and come out laughing at the odds.

This home situation will resolve itself. Just have faith in your own resourcefulness and charm. I do.
:: hugs ::