Wondering if I should keep going, or if I'm just messed up...

[GivingInToALot]

I'm not saying liking to suck cock is messed up, just that my motivations, the psychological reasons I want to do it, might be messed up. A little background should help...

I was always curious about sucking cock, as long as I can remember. Other than giving a few handjobs when I was 18 (and some light ummm... tasting... during that), I didn't think I'd ever go through with it.

Then, when I was 31, my wife confessed to having an affair. I won't go into everything, but after a while she and I were fighting about whether or not to reconcile and, out of anger one night when I turned her down for sex about two weeks after she told me, she said she could get laid any time and stormed out. When she came back the next day she swore nothing happened... a year or two later she confessed that she went home with a stranger that night but didn't sleep with him.

Eventually, we got past all of that... mostly... and then years later she let slip that she went home with a guy and his roommate, but swore that only one of them fucked her, and she

 

[RipleNStllWtr]

And........what happened next

 

[kLangleybi]

And she............walked in on you while you were sharing this with us?

 

[JasperKryx]

I'm not saying liking to suck cock is messed up, just that my motivations, the psychological reasons I want to do it, might be messed up. A little background should help...

I was always curious about sucking cock, as long as I can remember. Other than giving a few handjobs when I was 18 (and some light ummm... tasting... during that), I didn't think I'd ever go through with it.

Then, when I was 31, my wife confessed to having an affair. I won't go into everything, but after a while she and I were fighting about whether or not to reconcile and, out of anger one night when I turned her down for sex about two weeks after she told me, she said she could get laid any time and stormed out. When she came back the next day she swore nothing happened... a year or two later she confessed that she went home with a stranger that night but didn't sleep with him.

Eventually, we got past all of that... mostly... and then years later she let slip that she went home with a guy and his roommate, but swore that only one of them fucked her, and she

Yeah. Right. I believe that she didn't do anything thing. I can't remember all the times I took two girls home and didn't do anything. Hahaha. Right. I only recall ever having two girls and funny thing is they were both named Colleen.

 

[kccasey]

Give into your gay desires. Once you do she won't have any leverage anymore.

 

[TryGuy35]

Give into your gay desires. Once you do she won't have any leverage anymore.

Seems like a green light to do so for sure…you will have your own story to share

 

[DickandDoof]

If you’re thinking of sucking cock then go ahead and do it regardless of the reason. The call of cock is impossible to resist and sooner or later you won’t be able to. Why not give in sooner rather than later and enjoy the pleasure of a hard cock pumping its jiz into your mouth.

 

[tristantrotsky]

If you’re thinking of sucking cock then go ahead and do it regardless of the reason. The call of cock is impossible to resist and sooner or later you won’t be able to. Why not give in sooner rather than later and enjoy the pleasure of a hard cock pumping its jiz into your mouth.

Wise words.
As we both know, Dick&Doof!

 

[DickandDoof]

Yes we do. And I’m developing a really strong craving at the moment for your phallus in my mouth. I need to be fed.

 

[bobmd]

I'm not saying liking to suck cock is messed up, just that my motivations, the psychological reasons I want to do it, might be messed up. A little background should help...

I was always curious about sucking cock, as long as I can remember. Other than giving a few handjobs when I was 18 (and some light ummm... tasting... during that), I didn't think I'd ever go through with it.

Then, when I was 31, my wife confessed to having an affair. I won't go into everything, but after a while she and I were fighting about whether or not to reconcile and, out of anger one night when I turned her down for sex about two weeks after she told me, she said she could get laid any time and stormed out. When she came back the next day she swore nothing happened... a year or two later she confessed that she went home with a stranger that night but didn't sleep with him.

Eventually, we got past all of that... mostly... and then years later she let slip that she went home with a guy and his roommate, but swore that only one of them fucked her, and she

If all this is true, then you just need to step back and figure out what you want. Go with that and don’t be hung up on so-called ‘norms’. Be you.

 

[Raybies93]

If you’re thinking of sucking cock then go ahead and do it regardless of the reason. The call of cock is impossible to resist and sooner or later you won’t be able to. Why not give in sooner rather than later and enjoy the pleasure of a hard cock pumping its jiz into your mouth.

I found bourbon helped the first few times

 

[JasperKryx]

I found bourbon helped the first few times

It helps with a lot of things. So you got the guy drunk on bourbon then took advantage of him? LOL.

 

[liqueur]

I found bourbon helped the first few times

So you got the guy drunk on bourbon then took advantage of him?

Heh. I wish someone had used this method on me when I was 18. I remember the first few times I had a shot of bourbon. I was almost instantly so horny I was sure everyone could see it, and my asshole was involuntarily opening and clenching rhythmically, as if someone was already in it.

But no one took advantage of me, and then I fought so hard to repress those feelings that it was many years...

 

[Raybies93]

Heh. I wish someone had used this method on me when I was 18. I remember the first few times I had a shot of bourbon. I was almost instantly so horny I was sure everyone could see it, and my asshole was involuntarily opening and clenching rhythmically, as if someone was already in it.

But no one took advantage of me, and then I fought so hard to repress those feelings that it was many years...

the bourbon was for me

 

[Raybies93]

Heh. I wish someone had used this method on me when I was 18. I remember the first few times I had a shot of bourbon. I was almost instantly so horny I was sure everyone could see it, and my asshole was involuntarily opening and clenching rhythmically, as if someone was already in it.

But no one took advantage of me, and then I fought so hard to repress those feelings that it was many years...

 

[liqueur]

the bourbon was for me

And me. A shot of liquor, and the inhibitions drop faster than the pants do. I can't drink liquor anymore. My stomach. But then again, I don't have any inhibitions left...

 

[tristantrotsky]

Yes we do. And I’m developing a really strong craving at the moment for your phallus in my mouth. I need to be fed.

I love the way you suck my cock. But you already know that.

 

[JasperKryx]

the bourbon was for me

I know I turned it around to make it funny.

 

[liqueur]

developing a really strong craving at the moment for your phallus in my mouth.

I love the way you suck my cock. But you already know that.

I'd like to suck you both. At the same time.

 

[tristantrotsky]

I'd like to suck you both. At the same time.

A threesome? I love that idea...!

 

[DickandDoof]

Would add some extra spice to our already spicy sex lives.

 

[tristantrotsky]

Would add some extra spice to our already spicy sex lives.

Naturally, we will have to initiate Liquer into our erotic games.
Do you think he's ready for us to spit-roast him...? Will he swallow...?

 

[liqueur]

Naturally, we will have to initiate Liquer into our erotic games.
Do you think he's ready for us to spit-roast him...? Will he swallow...?

Oh yes. To be taken from both ends at once has been a lifelong dream. And yes, I always swallow. Never waste a drop of that precious nectar.

 

[tristantrotsky]

Oh yes. To be taken from both ends at once has been a lifelong dream. And yes, I always swallow. Never waste a drop of that precious nectar.

You'll be getting two big creamy mouthfuls...!
We are both highly-sexed with relentlessly hungry cocks.

 

[DickandDoof]

Oh yes. To be taken from both ends at once has been a lifelong dream. And yes, I always swallow. Never waste a drop of that precious nectar.

He sounds like our kind of guy. I think we should continue to pursue — especially if he has a sizeable cock and always swallows. We love making dreams cum true. I’m intrigued by his indefinite gender. Would love to here more.