The Gay Urge

The urge to submit to a man builds within me. I start getting more and more anxious, maybe even disparate to quench the fire. I start considering more risky meetings. I need to be someone’s bitch soon
It's a perfectly healthy situation for two male friends to mutually work off their natural sexual energies by regularly sucking each other's cocks without having to bother their womenfolk, while the girls can happily get on with sharing the things that they enjoy, such as watching the shopping channel or discussing events on their latest TV-reality show
 
It's a perfectly healthy situation for two male friends to mutually work off their natural sexual energies by regularly sucking each other's cocks without having to bother their womenfolk, while the girls can happily get on with sharing the things that they enjoy, such as watching the shopping channel or discussing events on their latest TV-reality show
...my favorite thought on this is that she can drain his wallet while I drain his nutsack!
 
It's a perfectly healthy situation for two male friends to mutually work off their natural sexual energies by regularly sucking each other's cocks without having to bother their womenfolk...
I'd like to have male friends who thought and lived this way about mutual relief, if it were like that life for men would be so much simpler.
 
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I'd love to meet a married man who would make romantic love to me.
Hard to believe you'd have trouble finding a man eager to do that with you.

There are plenty of Lit members who'd gladly volunteer for that pleasurable service to you.
 
Charlie, I completely identify with you. I'm older now (early 70s) and married to one woman all my life, but previous to my marriage I've had gay experiences, mostly bottom. Lately my urges are rearing its head. You see, I like wearing thongs and pleasure myself anally, but I'm too chicken to indulge myself. So for now I tend to live in my fantasy world.
So many of us are in that same world, or boat, myself 67 married to the same woman for 42 years, before marriage I had many encounters with men, matter of fact until I was 20 it was only men then I dated woman and at 24 married my wife who was 18 at the time. I never strayed but the desires where always there but my love for her strong. She never knew nor does she know now of my past and she will never know since I would never hurt her and her knowing would devastate her, would I ever wander, no I would not however the desires are still there.
 
Charlie, I completely identify with you. I'm older now (early 70s) and married to one woman all my life, but previous to my marriage I've had gay experiences, mostly bottom. Lately my urges are rearing its head. You see, I like wearing thongs and pleasure myself anally, but I'm too chicken to indulge myself. So for now I tend to live in my fantasy world.
Sucking one cock wouldn't hurt.
Do it now, or regret it later.
 
As an old guy now, I find wondering if the bi option I long denied myself might have been more fulfilling than the hetero path I took.

Avoiding disease was my reason, but if I had had a safe fwb with the same concerns, I might not have given it up completely.
 
So many like me…

I LOVE women! The female body gets me like nothing else. Boobs, ass and the pussy area of a woman are heaven on earth. Happily married for almost 30 years!

Although, something changed a few years ago. I am curious. What does a cock feel like, limp and as I play with it to get hard? What does it taste like? My wife and I do a lot of anal play, from fingers to her dildo. This has led to many conflicted feelings for myself. What would a cock feel like in my ass? How amazing would the feeling of a massive cumshot in my ass be? Even experiencing frotting. A 69? Mutual handjobs. The list goes on.

No, I have zero interest in hugging, or kissing another male. I’m the furthest thing from feminine. I don’t want anything other than a little pleasure and sexual satisfaction from time to time. I even went so far as to create a Sniffles account, but chickened out when it started to get serious with one user. I thought about my role in public and the city, how visible I am, and closed the account. Now, I’m left with sexual urges, to play with a cock, stroke it, suck it, and potentially have it gently shoved in my ass until I am completely filled with cum.

Oh if my wife only knew. I’m scared beyond words to tell her I have these feelings. Until then, I read a lot on here, pleasure myself with gay porn, and manage these Gay urges the best I can.
 
So many like me…

I LOVE women! The female body gets me like nothing else. Boobs, ass and the pussy area of a woman are heaven on earth. Happily married for almost 30 years!

Although, something changed a few years ago. I am curious. What does a cock feel like, limp and as I play with it to get hard? What does it taste like? My wife and I do a lot of anal play, from fingers to her dildo. This has led to many conflicted feelings for myself. What would a cock feel like in my ass? How amazing would the feeling of a massive cumshot in my ass be? Even experiencing frotting. A 69? Mutual handjobs. The list goes on.

No, I have zero interest in hugging, or kissing another male. I’m the furthest thing from feminine. I don’t want anything other than a little pleasure and sexual satisfaction from time to time. I even went so far as to create a Sniffles account, but chickened out when it started to get serious with one user. I thought about my role in public and the city, how visible I am, and closed the account. Now, I’m left with sexual urges, to play with a cock, stroke it, suck it, and potentially have it gently shoved in my ass until I am completely filled with cum.

Oh if my wife only knew. I’m scared beyond words to tell her I have these feelings. Until then, I read a lot on here, pleasure myself with gay porn, and manage these Gay urges the best I can.
It's clear you are certainly wrestling with your desire. I hope you come to terms with it either by putting it aside forever, or taking the leap and giving it one go.

If you can't put it aside and never try it, you'll regret it and, with a burning craving like yours, that'll be a hard thing to bear.

If you do answer your urge, just be careful and follow safe practices.

All the best to you.
 
Fascinating thread and variations on the "gay urge".
My first sexual experience was on my knees for a hung guy, Details of how it unfolded aren't really that important anymore, But it left me confused As although it wasn't what I thought I wanted, it was enjoyable somehow.

Once women became attainable I never thought of it again, Even turned down a few offers with zero desire or interest.
However it really began emerging Later as a growing curiosity and urge that became obsessive and overwhelming.
I acted on it as an adult and I had a few enjoyable experiences, what eventually became aware to me was the mental thrill of the pursuit and desire was far more arousing than the actual act.
Everything for me is extremely specific in the fantasy and arousal. If it doesn't meet those requirements I have zero interest, and was never aroused when I was performing, Even if a guy wanted to reciprocate I could not get aroused.

Thankfully I never married during the most confusing era, As it felt unsafe to share and I didn't want to lead a double life. I rarely acted on it but it did not go away and only got stronger If I tried to completely close Pandora's box.

I am open with my partner now about it, and actually haven't felt the urge to act on it in years. Though I fantasize and relieve some of those memories, which is very exciting. Things have more transitioned fetish wise to things to do with my wife.

Maybe 1 day I'll want to pursue it again, but for now it's actually fine just to fantasize and have outlets I enjoy but don't obsess about hopefully.
Wishing everyone peace and fulfillment in what can be a very confusing journey at times.
 
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