When did you know that you are a cocksucker?

This is a post I placed in a similar thread
But seems to fit neatly in this one too.
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I was in my late teens (completely of age) when I first touched another cock. I loved the way a flaccid one felt in my hand and then the feel of it growing, first stiff then hardening.

Each stage excited me to my own erection but what I discovered I loved most about it was the way it made a guy feel; sighing with pleasure, moaning and groaning during climax, and sometimes saying sweet things to and about me in-between.

Those were the things I enjoyed and wanted to experience again with more guys. Later, I did the same, but more intimately, by taking cock orally. I quickly found I loved the creamy ejaculate and became a shameless cum lover; an affliction I'm so happy to have acquired from my 'faggotry'.

So why did I become a cocksucker?

I love the way I can bring pleasure to a guy and have him spurt sperm in an undeniable demonstration I have brought him to a peak of pleasure that leaves him feeling relieved and feeling like a virile man.
 
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I played around here and there, usually with my wife and other friends for the last 20 years. It wasn't until recently that I realized I prefer just to be a cocksucker more than anything else.
I realized I was a cocksucker the first time a guy with a bigger than average cock held my head in his hands and fucked my mouth and shot a massive load down my throat. It was so much cum that even though his cock was down my throat it squirted out the sides of my mouth. I just kept swallowing and he kept pumping his cock in and out with his hands on my head until his balls were drained.
 
I realized I was a cocksucker the first time a guy with a bigger than average cock held my head in his hands and fucked my mouth and shot a massive load down my throat. It was so much cum that even though his cock was down my throat it squirted out the sides of my mouth. I just kept swallowing and he kept pumping his cock in and out with his hands on my head until his balls were drained.
I have a very similar story, my first time started as a 69, I ended up on the bottom getting face fucked, when he came I couldn't swallow fast enough!
 
I’m not sure that I am a Cocksucker.
I have had a few in my mouth and like it.
Love having a guy sucking on mine.
Maybe I am.
 
I was enjoying a 69 and his finger pressing on my rosebud brought out some inner excitement as I enthusiastically enjoyed sucking his cock, his legs tensed, his toes pointed, I went as deep as I could take him as his wonderful cock throbbed, pulsated and I completely and happily emptied his balls down my throat. I was hooked, and kept sucking, wanting more… and a couple days later I did go back for more, he knew and I knew that I was/am a cocksucker! It’s fueled a lifetime of desire to find a true, trustworthy fwb so that I can enjoy my natural inclination to be a cocksucker on a regular basis.
 
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I was enjoying a 69 and his finger pressing on my rosebud brought out some inner excitement as I enthusiastically enjoyed sucking his cock, his legs tensed, his toes pointed, I went as deep as I could take him as his wonderful cock throbbed, pulsated and I completely and happily emptied his balls down my throat. I was hooked, and kept sucking, wanting more… and a couple days later I did go back for more, he knew and I knew that I was/am a cocksucker! It’s fueled a lifetime of desire to find a true, trustworthy fwb so that I can enjoy my natural inclination to be a cocksucker.
Mmmm I love being used as a sex object
 
When young I was bullied by and older neighbor boy into sucking his cock. When he came in my mouth I spit it out thinking he peed.
That night I couldn't sleep thinking about it. The next morning I was at his house wanting to suck him again. That summer I sucked him every opportunity as well as some of his friends and his older brother.
 
When young I was bullied by and older neighbor boy into sucking his cock. When he came in my mouth I spit it out thinking he peed.
That night I couldn't sleep thinking about it. The next morning I was at his house wanting to suck him again. That summer I sucked him every opportunity as well as some of his friends and his older brother.
I could never condone bullying or non-consensual sex, but I guess that we all arrive at self-knowing by different routes, and if your older neighbour-boy's actions introduced you to the long-term pleasure of cocksucking, then surely it was worth that initial reluctance?
 
I could never condone bullying or non-consensual sex, but I guess that we all arrive at self-knowing by different routes, and if your older neighbour-boy's actions introduced you to the long-term pleasure of cocksucking, then surely it was worth that initial reluctance?
When I look back on it now it wasn't that big deal and I'm so glad it happened. I love sex with women and men and 50 years later and when one is not available I will take the other.
 
I didn't suck cock until many years later, but I first realized the idea of being a cocksucker when I read a Penthouse Variations letter about a cocksucking cowboy. I was a working cowboy, 19 years old, and it made me so hard.

Similar for me. I don't think you have to have actually sucked a cock to know that you're a cocksucker. Yep, reading those gay and bi letters in Penthouse as a teenager really excited me, and I would always cum when I got to the section where the guy described in detail what it was like to give a blowjob.
 
Penthouse forum and penthouse letters also talked me into it. Me and my cousin would jerk each other off while the other would read in a whisper stories from letters and forum. One morning I went from jacking him while he read to looking at his dick in my hand and wanting to taste the precum on the tip and to feel it in my mouth. Next second I was bending and sliding down and putting his dick in my mouth. He stopped reading and said something and put his hand on my back then on my head. A few minutes later he was moaning I was moaning and he shot in my mouth and I was swallowing and then licking up what got in his pubes. Sad part was we read fewer forums and letters and went straight to looking at pics and cocksucking.
 
Penthouse forum and penthouse letters also talked me into it. Me and my cousin would jerk each other off while the other would read in a whisper stories from letters and forum. One morning I went from jacking him while he read to looking at his dick in my hand and wanting to taste the precum on the tip and to feel it in my mouth. Next second I was bending and sliding down and putting his dick in my mouth. He stopped reading and said something and put his hand on my back then on my head. A few minutes later he was moaning I was moaning and he shot in my mouth and I was swallowing and then licking up what got in his pubes. Sad part was we read fewer forums and letters and went straight to looking at pics and cocksucking.
Very hot. Were you reading gay/bi letters, or just straight ones? Would he suck you, too?
 
Straight ones were the ones mostly. Only occasionally were there gay stories. We only had a few magazines so we reread them alot.
He sucked me a few times but never to completion. But I sucked him every time we got together.
I was just curious if you happened to come across a gay letter, how did you both react?

I just remember when I was in my 20s, I had a good friend at work. We were both mostly straight, but pretty highly sexed. We went to porn shops and strip clubs together a few times. I would have loved to give him a blowjob, and I'm pretty sure he wanted me to---but it was kind of like we both had to pretend that we weren't into gay stuff.
 
We read all the stories. I was the one that got the magazines and jacked off in front of him. He jacked off under covers the first time then I can't remember how long after he jacked off with me outside of covers. I'm the one that said look at the pictures and imagine her jacking you off and I put my hand on his dick and jacked him off. The first time he didn't look at me he just closed his eyes. I started each step it seems.
 
I’d been with guys many times before but the first time I considered myself a cocksucker was the first time I put a cock in my mouth without hesitation or encouragement…and mindlessly enjoyed it. In fact, I’m pretty sure I enjoyed it more than he did…but that’s another story.
 
I saw my first porn that had guys sucking cock when I was in Jr. High and it was always on my mind after that. My first real experience was after I was seduced by a young married couple while I was still in 10th grade, and I knew for sure after I sucked his cock that first time that I wanted more. The 3 of us maintained a great but secretive relationship until I went away to college. I still want more even today and I’m a committed cocksucker
 
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