Being watched while used like a slut

[MasterDarcy]

Discussing this topic with you is making me get everything out which I had liked up since my younger ages. I have never been able to speak with anyone so openly and at the same time share my deepest dark fantasies in a public open forum, where most people are here just to encourage me and stand by me "Even if it was about me degrading myself in front of a large crowd".

Sharing these facts and emotions with you feels more like a conversation which I mostly needed with my dad. But could never talk to him about this and explain what was going inside my head.

Do you still mean my parents are one of such group which I need to neglect when it comes to dark desires which I want to happen in real life? Or you mean I need to keep it a secret from them and keep living my slutty side far away from them.

I've always thought how do girls in porn live life knowing to the fact that their parents, family and even kids will see what kind of humiliating fuck they have experienced and gone through. Will their life ever be the same with the family once this is now for all.

Thanks for giving a suggestion "Public disgrace porn".

Good. I'm glad. Communication is a positive thing and it often helps to process things, even if it's with relative strangers. This is why the therapy and psychiatric industries are such elite and profitable industries.

You should be proud of yourself that you've taken the move to speak about it here. It's courageous. It's definitely a step forward in your process. Even if you don't make it a reality, you've still faced it.

Yeah. I can totally understand that. In an ideal world you'd be able to sit your Dad down and you'd be able to discuss it. Discuss everything with him. Your darkest desires. The conversation would end with him telling you "I'll love you, no matter what." Followed with a great big hug.

I actually don't know. Only you can really answer that one. Do you think they're open minded enough to understand your slutty side and desires?

It's a big ask.

You're an adult, so it's not like you require their consent or permission. But I understand wanting to make parents proud. And telling them this might disgust them.

It's a sensitive situation. If you think they'd be horrified by that side of you, you should probably keep it a dirty little secret.


I've always thought how do girls in porn live life knowing to the fact that their parents, family and even kids will see what kind of humiliating fuck they have experienced and gone through. Will their life ever be the same with the family once this is now for all.

You actually read my mind. I was going to use pornstars as an example and the judgement and persecution they face.

Contrary to popular belief, not all pornstars come from a broken home and are estranged from their parents.

Some are close to their parents and grandparents, etc.

It really depends on the ideology of the family member. Hell, in one instance, a daughter got her Mum into the porn industry and they did scenes together (Sexxxtons)

There was a high profile English pornstar who slept with 1k guys in 12 hours. She received universal condemnation and scorn and ridicule.

Me? I think she's cool.

Even vanilla movie stars deal with some degree of persecution. Heather Graham's Grandmother disowned her for being in "Boogie nights."

Another example is an actress who was in the Disney show "Boy Meets World." (Maitland Ward) She was in hollywood movies. Now she's a hard-core pornstar.

It would be interesting to know what her family thinks of the wild transition from Disney and wholesome to porn.

You'll love it!

 

[aquam34]

After my cross dressing secret was leaked by room mate to another friend of his. We three would occasionally get together. Then that friend again told some other guys in the hostel. A few days later, it was my birthday and we gathered for a small party at home. They gifted me lingerie. I modeled it for them and the party became an orgy where I was watched by the others while I sucked and fucked my two friends. The three other guys watched us while they sipped some drink. They didn't fuck me, but after my room mate and his friend were done. The three guys stepped forward and generously emptied their heavy balls into my waiting mouth.

 

[MysticFae]

I have this crazy kink of being watched when someone or a group of men fuck me like a cheap slut. I guess this became one of my kinks after watching porn or really to say the BTS of porn, where I realised the girls were getting fucked in front of a camera which is being held by one or many (if there are multiple cameras) and there is a crew working behind the camera which also gets to watch the girl getting fucked hard, cumming, orgasming and asking them to stop when she can take no more. Even in some scenes I've noticed where the girls ask for help, but they keep fucking her saying she just has to hold on for a little while longer (I guess it was a gangbang scene where the girl asks for water which seemed like she needed a break, and the black guys kept fucking her hard saying another guy will go and get her water).

When I process these scenes with my imagination I end up getting the desire to be watched as I am being used restless and pounded hard by a group of people when others watch and enjoy it or support the guys to go harder or show me what they can do to me.

I am a person who doesn't support violence against woman or even man. I don't want others to get hurt. But looking at these scenes from porn, is it bad for me to have a desire to get used roughly in front of a crowd. Is this normal for any woman to have this desire, or should I be worried about my mental health.

I do share my kinky desires to my friends and few have said they have the same desire, but I've never had the courage to say that I want to be used like a piece of meat by bunch of guys who can fuck the shit out of me.

Can someone share your opinion on this and say if these desires are normal for anyone to have. Or should it think of it in another way that it happens only in porn, and there is no way any normal girl will go through this in real life.

I think it can be very normal to have this type of desire. I think it comes from being proud of your sexual self. When you're proud of something it is natural to want to show it off a bit. Maybe that is diving too deep lol. I enjoy being used in front of the right people from time to time so I can understand the fun.

 

[MastersSlut1882]

Oh my god yes I have this fantasy. Been to swingers clubs a handful of times but not played out in the open area, i think that will be next. But love the idea of not wanting to be watched but not being able to stop myself from being used hard like the dirty slut I am and then once they are watching, getting into it and putting on a show for them.

 

[sexysluttyyyy]

I think it can be very normal to have this type of desire. I think it comes from being proud of your sexual self. When you're proud of something it is natural to want to show it off a bit. Maybe that is diving too deep lol. I enjoy being used in front of the right people from time to time so I can understand the fun.

At last it's always about the right crowd or people

 

[Playfulsteph]

You sure have turned my expectations higher now saying your life experience. I really want to encourage this at least once that I can relive to it later on

It is SO fun! I hope you get your experience.

 

[Kolejdayz]

Dating a slutty girl is the best

 

[sexysluttyyyy]

Would you?

Dating a slutty girl is the best

Would you?

 

[Kolejdayz]

Would you?

Would you?

I married two and I think I dated one

 

[Bigbobnc]

Me three

I volunteer to watch….

 

[UtilityCurve]

Would you?

Would you?

Absolutely.

 

[Stargatefan78]

Would you?

Would you?

I would date a slut.

 

[bisissyhusband1]

My wife and I did a series of pegging shows where girl friends of hers watched my wife peg me. That was followed by a pegging party, where my wife and 4 of her girlfriends took turns and pegged me while the others cheered us on. I have never cum so much

 

[Stargatefan78]

I wish I could watch that.

 

[bisissyhusband1]

I wish I could watch that.

I’m sure you would have enjoyed it

 

[Spike204]

So do you mean it is possible for a girl to experience it in real life. Thought it was always over exaggerated in porn and a bit more extreme.

If you want that go for it in a arraigned way that’s safe get a friend to help you and be your minder

 

[sexysluttyyyy]

If you want that go for it in a arraigned way that’s safe get a friend to help you and be your minder

Getting people whom I can trust and be my minder is a problem. Since I am not a open type girls who exposed my crazy fantasies to friends. I still wanna be a decent girl in front of my family and friends, just because of that fact that they would judge me based on it.

 

[sluttymood]

i've had some experience being watched and i loved it, always wanted to be with a partner who liked to push me further, explore that more

 

[UtilityCurve]

Getting people whom I can trust and be my minder is a problem. Since I am not a open type girls who exposed my crazy fantasies to friends. I still wanna be a decent girl in front of my family and friends, just because of that fact that they would judge me based on it.

It's both sad (in the unfortunate sense) and really hot to learn that some women are only held back by practicalities.

 

[UtilityCurve]

i've had some experience being watched and i loved it, always wanted to be with a partner who liked to push me further, explore that more

I would have been so excited for my wife and me to watch another couple or to entertain them.

 

[Islander55]

In a group situation, it seems there is a tendency for the women to try and out slut each other. If you are being watched you like to put on a good show.

 

[sexysluttyyyy]

In a group situation, it seems there is a tendency for the women to try and out slut each other. If you are being watched you like to put on a good show.

That's what got me clinging to this fantasy in the first place. When I was made to show myself to strangers it feels embarrassing, but once the slut comes out it gets me even more hornier to try other things in front of them

 

[Kolejdayz]

That's what got me clinging to this fantasy in the first place. When I was made to show myself to strangers it feels embarrassing, but once the slut comes out it gets me even more hornier to try other things in front of them

I have been told by those who know that showing off to strangers is the ultimate turn on -- even the shy virginal girls can't resist the consequences

 

[Islander55]

That's what got me clinging to this fantasy in the first place. When I was made to show myself to strangers it feels embarrassing, but once the slut comes out it gets me even more hornier to try other things in front of them

That group dynamic tends to feed off of each other. If you know the audience is into it, it gets you going even more.

 

[ned63]

That's what got me clinging to this fantasy in the first place. When I was made to show myself to strangers it feels embarrassing, but once the slut comes out it gets me even more hornier to try other things in front of them

sexyslutty, you can show off Infront of me anytime mmmm