What Are You Thinking? Continued 14

[CuriousRick]

I need to go to bed, but I am not ready for tomorrow.

 

[Ssbbw4u1974]

Tomorrow is a special day!!!

 

[FunLi]

It’s been over a year.
You’d think I’d be well past having to resist sending those types of messages.
But I miss what it was before.

Then there’s the “but was it what you thought it was?” thoughts.

And I go back to despising these things calling feelings.
Yuck.

Okay, scroll on.

 

[LustfulIntentions2]

It’s been over a year.
You’d think I’d be well past having to resist sending those types of messages.
But I miss what it was before.

Then there’s the “but was it what you thought it was?” thoughts.

And I go back to despising these things calling feelings.
Yuck.

Okay, scroll on.

You can yell at me to scroll on, but it's hard. Letting go of something that felt so...intense - it's hard to do. And it *was* what you thought it was, to you at least. And that's not nothing.

 

[Ssbbw4u1974]

You can yell at me to scroll on, but it's hard. Letting go of something that felt so...intense - it's hard to do. And it *was* what you thought it was, to you at least. And that's not nothing.

Good, I'm glad I'm not the only one who feels this way...

 

[barefootgirl69]

This weekend has been a trial of my patience.

 

[Mrtenant]

Its not today, certainly not yesterday, not likely to be tomorrow

 

[kyblue12]

Sleep? Where are youuuuuuuuuuuu?

 

[stressedsubject]

After reading a couple pages on this thread and others
Lit has changed but, so have I. It's like it’s
different and eerily the same. I was not expecting to jump in where I had left off but, I do miss some of the old stuff

Also, thinking (is it) : A one sided conversation or one person conversation. Both? Maybe I'm just to into my head.

 

[EvaLane]

Has anyone ever considered that it’s not Lit that’s changed, it’s us? I mean, I was a completely different person 10 years ago. Weren’t you?

Shouldn’t you be?

 

[Ssbbw4u1974]

1 year of us!!!
@Lonestar79

 

[SimplyMsT]

I'm thinking ...

These pain meds are awesome!!!

 

[Photog1rl]

Has anyone ever considered that it’s not Lit that’s changed, it’s us? I mean, I was a completely different person 10 years ago. Weren’t you?

Shouldn’t you be?

Considered it of course. There is constant change everywhere and that is as it should be. I’d argue both is true. I’ve changed and so has Lit. Change is neither all bad or all good it’s just different. Being introspective and self aware of how you’ve changed is important but it is also ok to appreciate what was and even miss things that are different now.

 

[Photog1rl]

You can yell at me to scroll on, but it's hard. Letting go of something that felt so...intense - it's hard to do. And it *was* what you thought it was, to you at least. And that's not nothing.

doling out the wisdom on a Sunday night eh Lusty? I agree that letting go can be hard but can something be what you thought it was if you thought it was mutual and it wasn’t?

 

[Girly_girl]

You can yell at me to scroll on, but it's hard. Letting go of something that felt so...intense - it's hard to do. And it *was* what you thought it was, to you at least. And that's not nothing.

THIS!!!!^^^^

 

[Girly_girl]

doling out the wisdom on a Sunday night eh Lusty? I agree that letting go can be hard but can something be what you thought it was if you thought it was mutual and it wasn’t?

Especially if it was long term. They say all the words you want to hear and it feels as if it’s mutual but sometimes it’s hard to figure out if it really was in my experience.

 

[LordofDargaardkeep]

Is any of this shit real? Do we really want it to be?

 

[Mrtenant]

Does it really matter if Lit has changed? People come and go, some are still here. Certainly people change. That's life and living. I've changed a lot, and yet still the same in so many ways. Just fucking engage and see what happens. That part of Lit has not changed. Do not dwell too long in missing the past of Lit. It does little for anyone. Move forward one way or another.

 

[EvaLane]

Everything feels the same to me here.

I still feel that buzz. When it’s good, it’s good. When it isn’t, I step back and touch grass until the urge comes back.

Decent way to go about things I think.

 

[barefootgirl69]

I'm thinking, so who were you before?

 

[Mrtenant]

I'm thinking, so who were you before?

I was a dingleberry. A cute one though.

 

[Photog1rl]

I was a dingleberry. A cute one though.

Was??

 

[Mrtenant]

Was??

Yes WAS. Just exactly what are you implying there? Hmmm?

 

[Photog1rl]

Yes WAS. Just exactly what are you implying there? Hmmm?

Well…you were a good sport about makeup shopping. I guess I’ll let you slide with using the past tense

 

[Biggalute]

Does it really matter if Lit has changed? People come and go, some are still here. Certainly people change. That's life and living. I've changed a lot, and yet still the same in so many ways. Just fucking engage and see what happens. That part of Lit has not changed. Do not dwell too long in missing the past of Lit. It does little for anyone. Move forward one way or another.

I'd struggle to remember who or how I used to be, not alone anything else.
If you're in the mood, just enjoy it for what it is, if not, don't. Simples