Sucking married men

I spent the first 25 years of my life believing that I was heterosexual. Nary a thought of men crossed my mind. Even when I masturbated, images of men or cocks flashed into my brain. The only porn I watched focused on women, quite frequently women + women. I should mention that I’ve always been easily influenced by porn. So by my early 30s, images like full frontal male nudity and mutual masturbation took over my fantasies. Soon I became totally obsessed with gay sex. It’s all I thought about, it’s all I wanted and needed. In time it became all I craved.

In a way, I became scared of the hold that gay images and, eventually, gay sex had on me, Having thought of myself as heterosexual for much of my life, I was frightened by the way my gay desires were starting to consume me. I was afraid I was en route to becoming a full-fledged queer. So I tried to reign in my homo-hunger. This is what I was referring to in my original post. I even tried punishing myself when I came while masturbating to gay thoughts, fantasies and videos. Unfortunately, I didn’t quite think the punishment through. Whenever gay stimuli made me cum (usually the most powerful orgasms in my life) I forced myself to eat my cum. The net result was that I learned to like the taste of cum and when I discovered the delicious flavour of pre-cum I was over the moon. Now I call myself a full-fledged, cock-sucking, cumslut.

You’re right Tristan, there’s no point in trying to control your cravings, because they create so much pleasure. Just be who you are, do what you love and have lots of sex with whomever and whenever you want.
HA! Love this.....

"I even tried punishing myself when I came while masturbating to gay thoughts, fantasies and videos. Unfortunately, I didn’t quite think the punishment through. Whenever gay stimuli made me cum (usually the most powerful orgasms in my life) I forced myself to eat my cum. The net result was that I learned to like the taste of cum and when I discovered the delicious flavour of pre-cum I was over the moon."

Bad Boy! Bad Boy! Mmmmmm, this cum tastes GOOD - must have more! Bad Boy! Bad Boy!

Funny, not funny, how societal "norms" cause us to label one thing bad and another not bad when the reality is most of it is really just sexual expression, sexual exploration, and sexual pleasure.

Also funny that most of us men who eventually step over the "purely heterosexual" boundary line do so by first enjoying the image of women doing it (ie girl on girl or woman on woman sex), then graduate to watching shemales or transsexuals (presenting the best of the feminine features while introducing a cock into the equation), and then FINALLY allowing ourselves to actually ENJOY the site of a COCK on a MAN while entertaining the idea of SUCKING it and then eventually being FUCKED by it. Wouldn't life be SO MUCH BETTER if we were ALL introduced to men and women as two different options for pleasure WITHOUT the guilt or shame of choosing one or the other?!? YES IT WOULD.....
 
I’ve never had the desire to wear women’s lingerie, but if I’m being totally honest, I love fucking guys who wear them, especially silk or lace. I love the smooth feel of silk against my naked skin, the way cum seeps through from his side of the panties into mine and the way the lace gives a sneak preview of good things to cum.
And THAT is one reason why I LOVE to wear them - the feeling of that slick silk against MY skin, the way the panty tightly cradles my cock, balls, and ass, the way they give me a slightly feminine appearance and help bring out the recessed feminine part of me, just makes me feel sexy, submissive, and gurly all over....
 
I'm disappointed in you, Marty Fisher. There was no call to mock DickandDoof for his honest and deeply personal sharing of his experience. I went through virtually the same steps to realizing, then accepting, what society told me were 'unnatural' cravings.

Even today, that 'rule' looms large over people like us and forcing us to use fake names on Literotica and to not divulge too much about ourselves because of, which by any name, is fear.

DickandDoof comes here because it should be a safe place for us to share thoughts, likes, and experiences confidently, honestly, and, most important, respectfully.

You followed your comments about DickandDoof with some very insightful and thoughtful ideas about the sexual options we should have if it weren't for the societal puritanical hobbling we live with.

They are worth discussion and have the promise of helping others confused by society's yoke.

And with all due respect, you're a grown man, but I wish you'd make good with DickandDoof. He didn't deserve to that.

Just my two cents.
You totally misunderstood me Milo - I wasn't mocking him in the least - I was fucking RELATING to him! Sorry it didn't cum across that way to you (and possibly him)! I TOTALLY GET IT!!!
 
My wife works for a large organisation (we are both bi & my wife calls me her wife) & when they organise an event ,party, or seminars etc.. generally means a night/weekend of booze, office talk & who's doing who, I have to confess that usually I end up on my knees in a dark corner , alleyway, wherever sucking some guys cock normally the married ones hit on me normally starts off with a drink or two then a dance or two , have to say my wife encourages me to dress like a slut & be the slut that I am & the fact my wife also has several of there wifes/gfs on speed dial isn't lost on me, But I do notice that the married ones fuck me a bit harder than say some single guys I'm guessing they got to show me they are the boss of me, just saying is all, enjoy xx
 
And THAT is one reason why I LOVE to wear them - the feeling of that slick silk against MY skin, the way the panty tightly cradles my cock, balls, and ass, the way they give me a slightly feminine appearance and help bring out the recessed feminine part of me, just makes me feel sexy, submissive, and gurly all over....
Yes…. Yes, yes, yes!
 
HA! Love this.....

"I even tried punishing myself when I came while masturbating to gay thoughts, fantasies and videos. Unfortunately, I didn’t quite think the punishment through. Whenever gay stimuli made me cum (usually the most powerful orgasms in my life) I forced myself to eat my cum. The net result was that I learned to like the taste of cum and when I discovered the delicious flavour of pre-cum I was over the moon."

Bad Boy! Bad Boy! Mmmmmm, this cum tastes GOOD - must have more! Bad Boy! Bad Boy!

Funny, not funny, how societal "norms" cause us to label one thing bad and another not bad when the reality is most of it is really just sexual expression, sexual exploration, and sexual pleasure.

Also funny that most of us men who eventually step over the "purely heterosexual" boundary line do so by first enjoying the image of women doing it (ie girl on girl or woman on woman sex), then graduate to watching shemales or transsexuals (presenting the best of the feminine features while introducing a cock into the equation), and then FINALLY allowing ourselves to actually ENJOY the site of a COCK on a MAN while entertaining the idea of SUCKING it and then eventually being FUCKED by it. Wouldn't life be SO MUCH BETTER if we were ALL introduced to men and women as two different options for pleasure WITHOUT the guilt or shame of choosing one or the other?!? YES IT WOULD.....
One can only hope
 
HA! Love this.....

"I even tried punishing myself when I came while masturbating to gay thoughts, fantasies and videos. Unfortunately, I didn’t quite think the punishment through. Whenever gay stimuli made me cum (usually the most powerful orgasms in my life) I forced myself to eat my cum. The net result was that I learned to like the taste of cum and when I discovered the delicious flavour of pre-cum I was over the moon."

Bad Boy! Bad Boy! Mmmmmm, this cum tastes GOOD - must have more! Bad Boy! Bad Boy!

Funny, not funny, how societal "norms" cause us to label one thing bad and another not bad when the reality is most of it is really just sexual expression, sexual exploration, and sexual pleasure.

Also funny that most of us men who eventually step over the "purely heterosexual" boundary line do so by first enjoying the image of women doing it (ie girl on girl or woman on woman sex), then graduate to watching shemales or transsexuals (presenting the best of the feminine features while introducing a cock into the equation), and then FINALLY allowing ourselves to actually ENJOY the site of a COCK on a MAN while entertaining the idea of SUCKING it and then eventually being FUCKED by it. Wouldn't life be SO MUCH BETTER if we were ALL introduced to men and women as two different options for pleasure WITHOUT the guilt or shame of choosing one or the other?!? YES IT WOULD.....
Guilt and shame are the legacy of a cruel and intolerant past which was subject to strict and unyielding religious moral indoctrinations. Mercifully we have now outgrown those limitations and accept all loves and desires - providing they are mutual and consensual, as gifts to be enjoyed and celebrated.
 
I agree, if people on here are being honest, there are plenty of guys who are married who like to suck other men’s dicks, like me.
Us male cocksuckers sucking-off married men serve a vital social need, and deserve credit for reducing tension and relieving stress and therefore creating a happier and more contended work force which drives the economy to even greater heights of productivity. We at least qualify for a tax break!
 
Us male cocksuckers sucking-off married men serve a vital social need, and deserve credit for reducing tension and relieving stress and therefore creating a happier and more contended work force which drives the economy to even greater heights of productivity. We at least qualify for a tax break!
Well stated. It's like a mission, syphoning the pent up seed of married men. It's like a calling, a secret society happily providing a service, a pressure valve that keeps the hordes of frustrated guys from more drastic action, keeping them drained and on an even keel.
 
And THAT is one reason why I LOVE to wear them - the feeling of that slick silk against MY skin, the way the panty tightly cradles my cock, balls, and ass, the way they give me a slightly feminine appearance and help bring out the recessed feminine part of me, just makes me feel sexy, submissive, and gurly all over....
I love wearing lingerie of all kinds. Makes me feel so sexy and feminine.🥰
 
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