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JusticeGrey said:
You would have rather been the center of his attention. I get that completely. It's very frustrating to be so emotionally invested with someone then they go to bed with another person (even if there's no sex)
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They don’t even share a room and I still act like a jealous fool.
 
FreckledSprite said:
They don’t even share a room and I still act like a jealous fool.
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You're not a fool. He was home with her every night. It's perfectly natural. You can't convince the heart to think about things rationally or logically.

For those of us less in touch with their own emotions, it can lead to disaster
 
JusticeGrey said:
You may be disappointed to learn, then, that the sleepless night I referenced earlier was unnecessary. She couldn't bring herself to cum with another person.
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I’m that way. Once I’m someone’s I can only cum for them. That’s why I spent 3 months not even attempting to be with someone else while my affair partner neglected me.
 
JusticeGrey said:
Are your affairs D/s? Or is it just that emotional connection?
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This was not part of the BDSM lifestyle. It was very vanilla which is wrong for me but he manipulated me so well for such a long time that I…I guess I don’t even know what to say.
 
FreckledSprite said:
This was not part of the BDSM lifestyle. It was very vanilla which is wrong for me but he manipulated me so well for such a long time that I…I guess I don’t even know what to say.
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I know how hard it is to get over a relationship that you are so invested in. Mine didn't last nearly so long, either. That you were manipulated... My heart goes out to you. At least for me, my penis is less emotionally attached and was able to get back up pretty quickly, so to speak
 
There was also a self esteem issue. Three months of not feeling desired really crushed me. My Little mind couldn’t reconcile his saying he loved me but then not sharing sexual intimacy.

I was not his Little. I would never submit to an Avoidant as a Daddy.

I’m still always a Little.
 
FreckledSprite said:
There was also a self esteem issue. Three months of not feeling desired really crushed me. My Little mind couldn’t reconcile his saying he loved me but then not sharing sexual intimacy.

I was not his Little. I would never submit to an Avoidant as a Daddy.

I’m still always a Little.
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This actually makes sense to me, being a Little but not necessarily his Little.

I struggle reconciling the lack of sexual intimacy with my wife with how clearly she loves me, wants me to be happy, and doesn't want me to be sexual in any way that doesn't involve her.
 
JusticeGrey said:
This actually makes sense to me, being a Little but not necessarily his Little.

I struggle reconciling the lack of sexual intimacy with my wife with how clearly she loves me, wants me to be happy, and doesn't want me to be sexual in any way that doesn't involve her.
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American purity culture.

Soooo…I have a hall pass I can’t seem to make myself use. He doesn’t use his because he’s busy and not interested in pursuing.

I don’t get jealous over my husband. My affair partners though?! Insane jealousy.

Heck, I have little crushes on men here on Lit I haven’t even interacted with and get pouty when I see them flirt with others. Even knowing I can’t ever have a Lit situationship.
 
FreckledSprite said:
American purity culture.

Soooo…I have a hall pass I can’t seem to make myself use. He doesn’t use his because he’s busy and not interested in pursuing.

I don’t get jealous over my husband. My affair partners though?! Insane jealousy.

Heck, I have little crushes on men here on Lit I haven’t even interacted with and get pouty when I see them flirt with others. Even knowing I can’t ever have a Lit situationship.
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I'm not laughing AT you, I promise. I'm laughing at myself for doing the same.

You have a hall pass? Meaning, your husband will let you physically have sex once or as much as you want with as many as you want (I realize YOU want it with one person you are emotionally involved with)?
 
I do. But there’s a space between him thinking he’s cool about it and me going and taking action. I fear the action would hurt him and I would regret that for the rest of my life.

I don’t know. It doesn’t seem to matter anymore since I’m split from the AP I loved.
 
FreckledSprite said:
I do. But there’s a space between him thinking he’s cool about it and me going and taking action. I fear the action would hurt him and I would regret that for the rest of my life.

I don’t know. It doesn’t seem to matter anymore since I’m split from the AP I loved.
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Yes, hurting someone you love, the father of your children, no less, isn't something to rush right out and do, libido aside. That's something that a person can say is okay and then be devastated when they're taken up on their offer.
 
JusticeGrey said:
Yes, hurting someone you love, the father of your children, no less, isn't something to rush right out and do, libido aside. That's something that a person can say is okay and then be devastated when they're taken up on their offer.
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I think it was also easy to resist because my AP treated me so poorly. Deep down I know he wouldn’t be the one to risk it all for.
 
FreckledSprite said:
I think it was also easy to resist because my AP treated me so poorly. Deep down I know he wouldn’t be the one to risk it all for.
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That's on the table? The last married woman I spoke with who had affairs was desperate to stay with her husband at all costs, even when she thought she was in love with another man.

I never would've considered it until I met that someone I thought I couldn't live without.
 
BongoGal said:
We didn't have an in depth conversation about what he thought about his taste. I did get the impression that he assumed he'd go his entire life without a male's ejaculate in his mouth, especially not his own.

But DO guys taste themselves? I can't say I've ever heard a guy talk about it, but then again, who knows what they do in the privacy of their bedrooms?
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I've tasted my cum, many times. I have no issue with kissing my SO after she makes me cum with her mouth.
 
JusticeGrey said:
That's on the table? The last married woman I spoke with who had affairs was desperate to stay with her husband at all costs, even when she thought she was in love with another man.

I never would've considered it until I met that someone I thought I couldn't live without.
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A lot of the manipulation I suffered early on with my former AP was love bombing and future faking. He suggested we both divorce and then elope. Called me Wife in Waiting.

Ive since reconciled myself to the thought this is how he gets women. He’s Avoidant and knows about his flaws so he used manipulations to form attachments. His incredibly short courtship and engagement is evidence. His dead bedroom is the result of his being emotionally unavailable, even to his wife. She decided to get off that hamster wheel of his drawing close just to pull away after a couple weeks.

But it still forced me to sit and consider if I’d ever be willing to leave or not. I would. Just not for a man. If I felt the marriage couldn’t be saved I would leave, start my life as a single woman, and want to date single men eventually.
 
FreckledSprite said:
But it still forced me to sit and consider if I’d ever be willing to leave or not. I would. Just not for a man. If I felt the marriage couldn’t be saved I would leave, start my life as a single woman, and want to date single men eventually.
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This is something I'm struggling with. I love my wife and enjoy my time with her, so it's a very daunting prospect to leave for the unknown.

It would be so much easier to leave for something concrete and tangible, even if that's not fair to the other person.
 
JusticeGrey said:
This is something I'm struggling with. I love my wife and enjoy my time with her, so it's a very daunting prospect to leave for the unknown.

It would be so much easier to leave for something concrete and tangible, even if that's not fair to the other person.
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I was older when I got married. So as a single woman I bought my own home and was enjoying life when this cowboy interjected himself into it. I’m good being married until the day I die. I’m ok going back to being single and the life of every party. 🤷🏻‍♀️

Also I don’t think I could be with anyone while my life transitioned in that way. Relationships are hard enough without those pressure tacked on.
 
FreckledSprite said:
Pulled up onto all fours. Ass cheeks pulled apart. A finger tapping my little starfish and then the tongue makes contact. I squeal and try to crawl away, that’s always the most ticklish part of my body, but I’m held in place. I’m practically panting and he keeps wiping my pussy juice and lubing his cock and my ass with it.

Then a hand grabs the back of my neck and pushes down. The other hand presses down just above my tailbone so I’m in prone position. He quickly straddles me.

It hurts too much. I keep telling him but he reminds me to breathe and keeps slowly pressing. Just trying to work the tip in. I’m whimpering and breathing hard but trying to relax. Trying to let him in.

I feel myself opening. The head has made it past the tight opening and I expect him to gently proceed. He slams down hard instead and continues to fuck me with long hard thrusts while his fist balls itself in my hair. I’ve been screaming from the intense pleasure since the very first stroke. It won’t take long for me to cum from this assault.
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Today’s fantasy brought to you by my love for Anal! Which I’ve only been able to successfully have twice 🤦🏻‍♀️
 
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