What Are You Thinking? Continued 14

What if what I'm drawn to is the warmth and nurturing of compassionate feminine energy, but I'm so fucked up, I turn it into something sexual?
How can I learn to be open to one and let go of the other?
 
When I was about eight years old, I wanted to make my parents breakfast in bed. So I got out the pancake mix, as well as eggs or milk or water or whatever. But when I read the instructions, it said "two cups pancake mix (not packed)". Eight-year-old me thought it was stupid, and frankly rude, for the company not to include the pancake mix on a box marked pancake mix. But I was also a Cub Scout, so I promptly got out the flour and proceeded to make pancakes following the directions on the box. I served those flour cakes to my parents. They managed to fight some down, but did ask me how I made them. When I said that I thought "not packed" meant not INCLUDED, they laughed their asses off.
 
If having heart surgery, why do I have to shave my junk? I haven't done that since I was in my 20s. NOW I'm stressed.
 
I'm finding myself wanting to try my hand at drawing. I'd like to draw sketches of my characters, that's been on my mind all day.
 
I'm thinking I need help finding a single serve blender for travel and home, coffees, fruits, veggies, maybe yogurts?

Annnnd.... A food scale...

I was thinking maybe someone has a suggestion 🤷
 
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