Chris_Michael
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https://www.yahoo.com/news/airport-...exus-between-mentally-ill-cops-143128649.html
So, apparently this guy who went on a shooting rampage at the Florida airport went into an FBI agency and told them that he was having terroristic thoughts. Now, I have absolutely no idea what goes through the mind of terrorists despite what some of you might think but I am wondering if this was some kind of cry for help. POSSIBLY
Regardless if it was or was not, Americans are facing a growing problem which is being completely ignored by government. Capitalism and the greed of corporations in this fast-paced society is driving us insane. There are suits who only care about profit, and they only see numbers. Then, there is the average everyday citizen who works for the same company dealing with higher workload, less help, and basically no job security.
So, here's where I'll throw my own personal story in... pharmacy is a piece of fucking shit. Big Pharma is putting copycat drugs on the market and rebranding bullshit that has been patented before already. The pharmacy chains like CVS/Wags are fucking parasites to patients needing treatment, automatically refilling prescriptions without the consent of patients, calling doctors suggesting meds to add on without the patient's consent, and places so much emphasis on the almighty dollar that laws are broken regularly. It is literally impossible to work for one of these pharmacies and abide by the law. Then, we have misfills and mistakes. The pharmacist that makes a mistake never gets any follow up from what happened with patients. I was working at CVS and got a call from a nurse enraged that an elderly man ended up in the emergency room because he accidentally received another person's prescription at the point-of-sale. He received Amaryl and his blood sugar nose dived into the 50s. I wrote up an incident report, talked to my supervisor, and he told me that the rest will be taken care of. Uh yeah, guess what our next pharmacy meeting was about. No go ahead, I'll wait... Poor fucking metrics regarding sales.
"Well Chris, that's just how it is..."
Okay, so let's rewind. It was 2006 and I was 18yo. I just graduated high school, and everybody told me to get a good education and find a good job that is secure. Pharmacy seemed like a good idea to a fucking kid. Why not? Over six figures! Doctorate! White coat shit! BMW! ...no really, in 2006 CVS were giving pharmacists brand new BMWs for a 2-year sign on.
What does a kid do? And if you think an 18yo has the capacity to understand reality, you may not actually understand reality. Anyway, I went to college and after two years, I had a 3.8 GPA. I applied to all the pharmacy schools in my state. UGA actually had a requirement for biochem 1&2 which I didn't have at that point. I only had Organic 1&2. They have since changed that requirement because in undergrad, it goes general chem 1 then 2, organic 1 then 2, biochem 1 then 2. So, it doesn't make sense to require biochem except for student who are gifted as fuck. Besides, we take biochem in pharm school anyway. Fucking derps. So, that's a no to UGA. Mercer, which is in Atlanta and expensive as fuck, rejected me because of my low PCAT score. There was, however, one school that accepted me. And it was only 30 minutes away from my house. South University...
This school is a 3-year pharmacy school, one of five in the United States. Yes, that's correct. There's only five 3-year pharmacy schools. The problem, which occurred to me too late (21yo), was that it was a degree mill. Now don't get me wrong, it was hard as fuck, pure hell, and we lost 15% of our students throughout the three years. Classes were 10 weeks long, breaks were one or two weeks long depending on the schedule. When the first year was done, I was a wreck. After 3 years, I was barely handling the pressure with Grand Rounds deadlines and rotations. Pure hell.
Price tag: $200,000
Sign here, here, and here. You owe this money regardless of anything, no matter what. If you hate your life, oh well sucks to be you and have fun paying $2,200 per month for 10 years.
What's the point? That's a privately owned school and profit dictates all. So, the whole "Go to college!!!" encouragement was bullshit. And the stigma for people who don't go to college is bullshit, too.
Now now, let's rewind again. Church! I went to church when I was younger. Surely, my pastor and his assistants aren't dictated by profit! They care about me, right? FUCKING WRONG. "Oh God will take care of you. God knows all your problems before you even pray. He'll get you through anything and there will be a happy ending. If something bad happens, it's a trial to make you stronger... oh and btw, God wants you to give us 10% of that paycheck." Uhhhh... okay...
Now, let's fast forward. I am diagnosed with Major Depression, Generalized Anxiety, and Social Anxiety. I trust fucking no one because every interaction is a transaction. Not only are there no free lunches, there are no free handshakes, no free interactions with other people, and no free Sky Daddy willing to rain down blessings from heaven.
At the worst point, my doctor said, "You need to get help." So I went to therapy for a year, and still see a psychiatrist. That shit has done nothing! Nada. They put me on Effexor, Wellbutrin, and around-the-clock Xanax. The doctors only care about the up front fee you pay, and the $125 per week therapy sessions are complete garbage. I spent an entire year paying that because my insurance didn't cover it and this woman literally spent 45-minutes talking to me about stupid shit. I didn't even get a blow job for what I was paying.
So, the entire point is that no matter what you do in America, nobody gives a shit about the mentally ill. And more people are becoming mentally ill. Kids are pressured into going to schools they can't afford and there's no fucking job on the other side. I'm fortunate because even though I hate my job, I have better luck.
The American Dream is signing your soul away to suits and allowing them to pile on debt as much as possible. Death is literally the only escape.
So, apparently this guy who went on a shooting rampage at the Florida airport went into an FBI agency and told them that he was having terroristic thoughts. Now, I have absolutely no idea what goes through the mind of terrorists despite what some of you might think but I am wondering if this was some kind of cry for help. POSSIBLY
Regardless if it was or was not, Americans are facing a growing problem which is being completely ignored by government. Capitalism and the greed of corporations in this fast-paced society is driving us insane. There are suits who only care about profit, and they only see numbers. Then, there is the average everyday citizen who works for the same company dealing with higher workload, less help, and basically no job security.
So, here's where I'll throw my own personal story in... pharmacy is a piece of fucking shit. Big Pharma is putting copycat drugs on the market and rebranding bullshit that has been patented before already. The pharmacy chains like CVS/Wags are fucking parasites to patients needing treatment, automatically refilling prescriptions without the consent of patients, calling doctors suggesting meds to add on without the patient's consent, and places so much emphasis on the almighty dollar that laws are broken regularly. It is literally impossible to work for one of these pharmacies and abide by the law. Then, we have misfills and mistakes. The pharmacist that makes a mistake never gets any follow up from what happened with patients. I was working at CVS and got a call from a nurse enraged that an elderly man ended up in the emergency room because he accidentally received another person's prescription at the point-of-sale. He received Amaryl and his blood sugar nose dived into the 50s. I wrote up an incident report, talked to my supervisor, and he told me that the rest will be taken care of. Uh yeah, guess what our next pharmacy meeting was about. No go ahead, I'll wait... Poor fucking metrics regarding sales.
"Well Chris, that's just how it is..."
Okay, so let's rewind. It was 2006 and I was 18yo. I just graduated high school, and everybody told me to get a good education and find a good job that is secure. Pharmacy seemed like a good idea to a fucking kid. Why not? Over six figures! Doctorate! White coat shit! BMW! ...no really, in 2006 CVS were giving pharmacists brand new BMWs for a 2-year sign on.
What does a kid do? And if you think an 18yo has the capacity to understand reality, you may not actually understand reality. Anyway, I went to college and after two years, I had a 3.8 GPA. I applied to all the pharmacy schools in my state. UGA actually had a requirement for biochem 1&2 which I didn't have at that point. I only had Organic 1&2. They have since changed that requirement because in undergrad, it goes general chem 1 then 2, organic 1 then 2, biochem 1 then 2. So, it doesn't make sense to require biochem except for student who are gifted as fuck. Besides, we take biochem in pharm school anyway. Fucking derps. So, that's a no to UGA. Mercer, which is in Atlanta and expensive as fuck, rejected me because of my low PCAT score. There was, however, one school that accepted me. And it was only 30 minutes away from my house. South University...
This school is a 3-year pharmacy school, one of five in the United States. Yes, that's correct. There's only five 3-year pharmacy schools. The problem, which occurred to me too late (21yo), was that it was a degree mill. Now don't get me wrong, it was hard as fuck, pure hell, and we lost 15% of our students throughout the three years. Classes were 10 weeks long, breaks were one or two weeks long depending on the schedule. When the first year was done, I was a wreck. After 3 years, I was barely handling the pressure with Grand Rounds deadlines and rotations. Pure hell.
Price tag: $200,000
Sign here, here, and here. You owe this money regardless of anything, no matter what. If you hate your life, oh well sucks to be you and have fun paying $2,200 per month for 10 years.
What's the point? That's a privately owned school and profit dictates all. So, the whole "Go to college!!!" encouragement was bullshit. And the stigma for people who don't go to college is bullshit, too.
Now now, let's rewind again. Church! I went to church when I was younger. Surely, my pastor and his assistants aren't dictated by profit! They care about me, right? FUCKING WRONG. "Oh God will take care of you. God knows all your problems before you even pray. He'll get you through anything and there will be a happy ending. If something bad happens, it's a trial to make you stronger... oh and btw, God wants you to give us 10% of that paycheck." Uhhhh... okay...
Now, let's fast forward. I am diagnosed with Major Depression, Generalized Anxiety, and Social Anxiety. I trust fucking no one because every interaction is a transaction. Not only are there no free lunches, there are no free handshakes, no free interactions with other people, and no free Sky Daddy willing to rain down blessings from heaven.
At the worst point, my doctor said, "You need to get help." So I went to therapy for a year, and still see a psychiatrist. That shit has done nothing! Nada. They put me on Effexor, Wellbutrin, and around-the-clock Xanax. The doctors only care about the up front fee you pay, and the $125 per week therapy sessions are complete garbage. I spent an entire year paying that because my insurance didn't cover it and this woman literally spent 45-minutes talking to me about stupid shit. I didn't even get a blow job for what I was paying.
So, the entire point is that no matter what you do in America, nobody gives a shit about the mentally ill. And more people are becoming mentally ill. Kids are pressured into going to schools they can't afford and there's no fucking job on the other side. I'm fortunate because even though I hate my job, I have better luck.
The American Dream is signing your soul away to suits and allowing them to pile on debt as much as possible. Death is literally the only escape.
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