AndNowWeRun
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- Oct 1, 2023
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I have what's often referred to as a 'belly punching fetish'. You can look it up yourself. There'll be countless search results and a whole world you probably didn't even know existed. But the thing of it is, a lot of the times, it is unbearably, even almost painfully, obvious how much this fetish revolves around horny male producers making videos of female models in the most ridiculous situations. That's the porn side of it, and it is cringy. You can see how much the women don't actually want to be there. If one of them winked at the camera and said, 'Oh yeah, I've always had a thing for getting punched in my stomach, it's the one thing that gets me off!', it'd make me gag.
Like, girl, you know you're only there for the money, and that you secretly think these men are idiots, and that you want to put something on over that skimpy bikini, and to drink some water after roughing up your throat making the dumbest gasping noises to fake punches, and that you know you yourself look like an idiot with your eyes rolled back and tongue sticking out to said fake punches.
It gives me the worst secondhand embarrassment watching it all, and yet I highly doubt the firsthand embarrassment existed to begin with on the part of the producers.
It's slightly better on the non-porn side of it. When you see amateur bedroom videos of couples who actually seem to be into it. Then again, you also see amateur videos of women who are clearly wanting to make their boyfriends happy even when they look unsure about it, and the boyfriends failing to read the room and going overboard with the punching, like stop, my guy.
It makes me embarrassed, but it also kind of makes me ashamed to even have this fetish, even though I know in my heart of hearts there's nothing inherently wrong with it. I'm a non-binary AFAB myself. I have my own reasons for why this sort of thing gets me off and could write a whole essay on the subject, but I just can't with the community that surrounds it.
Aside from men being horrible, I also feel kind of lonely because there doesn't really seem to be others like me who are into this sort of thing. And the people who aren't into it exist in either one of two camps: the deviants who don't really get it but won't kink shame either, and the karens who can only assume the worst cos they see the word punch and think it must only be extreme.
Yes, some idiots do take it too far, but that goes with any fetish, no?
I dunno. Maybe I'm being a karen, too. But I don't exactly think I'm wrong here either. I wish I had a better community. Then again, it's probably ridiculous to expect better when our fetish has as dumb a name as it does.
Like, girl, you know you're only there for the money, and that you secretly think these men are idiots, and that you want to put something on over that skimpy bikini, and to drink some water after roughing up your throat making the dumbest gasping noises to fake punches, and that you know you yourself look like an idiot with your eyes rolled back and tongue sticking out to said fake punches.
It gives me the worst secondhand embarrassment watching it all, and yet I highly doubt the firsthand embarrassment existed to begin with on the part of the producers.
It's slightly better on the non-porn side of it. When you see amateur bedroom videos of couples who actually seem to be into it. Then again, you also see amateur videos of women who are clearly wanting to make their boyfriends happy even when they look unsure about it, and the boyfriends failing to read the room and going overboard with the punching, like stop, my guy.
It makes me embarrassed, but it also kind of makes me ashamed to even have this fetish, even though I know in my heart of hearts there's nothing inherently wrong with it. I'm a non-binary AFAB myself. I have my own reasons for why this sort of thing gets me off and could write a whole essay on the subject, but I just can't with the community that surrounds it.
Aside from men being horrible, I also feel kind of lonely because there doesn't really seem to be others like me who are into this sort of thing. And the people who aren't into it exist in either one of two camps: the deviants who don't really get it but won't kink shame either, and the karens who can only assume the worst cos they see the word punch and think it must only be extreme.
Yes, some idiots do take it too far, but that goes with any fetish, no?
I dunno. Maybe I'm being a karen, too. But I don't exactly think I'm wrong here either. I wish I had a better community. Then again, it's probably ridiculous to expect better when our fetish has as dumb a name as it does.
