Angeline
Poet Chick
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Tony and Skippy and Me 1-26
Tony Dolci puked
on his side of the lab table.
The janitor brought sand,
disinfectant, but I could never
look at Tony Dolci again
without seeing the memory
of that morning, his sweaty face
and guilt red-eyed as if it were
his fault that 2nd-period science
quit the sterility of mitochondria
and transfer RNA neatly labled
on diagrams to teach by example:
biology in action.
I have no clue what happened
to him or Skippy Bukowski
who wrote my name in hearts
on his French notebook. This
horrified me, but I went
to the prom with him anyway
because I was a hypocrite
in a hand-me-down, dead sister
prom dress, orange and brocade--
oh it was ugly, but there never
was money for anything new,
and it took me a week
to get the laquer out
of my confectionary hair.
I threw the orange bows
and plastic butterfly in the trash.
Now all I have is a photograph
of teenaged angst under a white arbor,
against a blue backdrop, commemoration
of Skippy's hope that I might be
a normal girlfriend and my desparation
that I might be a normal anything.
Most of my life is photographs,
a journalistic landscape
of what was real. Now doesn't
feel real anymore. Now
doesn't feel like anything
but repetition, every poem
I've written over and over,
every experience centered
in stale auras of deja vu, nothing
new under the sun, just me
and Tony and Skippy moldering
in a cardboard box of poems
and photographs. One foot
forward baby. Better, best?
Who can tell anymore?
One foot forward.
Tony Dolci puked
on his side of the lab table.
The janitor brought sand,
disinfectant, but I could never
look at Tony Dolci again
without seeing the memory
of that morning, his sweaty face
and guilt red-eyed as if it were
his fault that 2nd-period science
quit the sterility of mitochondria
and transfer RNA neatly labled
on diagrams to teach by example:
biology in action.
I have no clue what happened
to him or Skippy Bukowski
who wrote my name in hearts
on his French notebook. This
horrified me, but I went
to the prom with him anyway
because I was a hypocrite
in a hand-me-down, dead sister
prom dress, orange and brocade--
oh it was ugly, but there never
was money for anything new,
and it took me a week
to get the laquer out
of my confectionary hair.
I threw the orange bows
and plastic butterfly in the trash.
Now all I have is a photograph
of teenaged angst under a white arbor,
against a blue backdrop, commemoration
of Skippy's hope that I might be
a normal girlfriend and my desparation
that I might be a normal anything.
Most of my life is photographs,
a journalistic landscape
of what was real. Now doesn't
feel real anymore. Now
doesn't feel like anything
but repetition, every poem
I've written over and over,
every experience centered
in stale auras of deja vu, nothing
new under the sun, just me
and Tony and Skippy moldering
in a cardboard box of poems
and photographs. One foot
forward baby. Better, best?
Who can tell anymore?
One foot forward.
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