I'm not sure if this is the right place to post this but since it doesn't seem to fit "exactly" anywhere else, I thought maybe this might be a good place.
I have always identified as a heterosexual woman. For the most part it is men that I think when I think sex BUT my whole life, there have been a limited number of particular women that provoke a very strong sexual reaction in me.
I don't have to know them well. In fact, it's usually something I feel right away. I want to touch them. I want to smell them. I can't help but stare and I get that -my innards just bounced on shoes, up to my throat and then back down again- feeling that's usually followed by damp panties.
I've thought that this might be related to pheromones as someone posted but I would have expected that if that was the case, there would be more women that I would react to in this way.
Is there anyone else that experiences attraction to the same sex in this way?
*raises hand* I do too. you are by no means 'alone'.
For me, it's not about they way they look, considering the wide range of looks on those that I've reacted this way too. I don't really know how to describe it. It's just something about them, and I wouldn't say that it was their pheromones either considering the physical distance between us when it happens. It's more like their aura that draws me in.
I don't get the bounced up feeling though. I get a sinking feeling (along with the dampness). Along with a possessiveness. I want to control them. Make them beg me. Tease them. Touch them. Taste them. I have never been with a female Dom, only sub ones. I have no desire to submit to a female. Nor do I wish to be in a one-on-one relationship with a female either... Nope I like men just waaaay too damn much.
In my 'perfect world', I want to be my M's slave girl with other female subby's for us to play with on occasion.